#ftmlikeshit

Alright so I've had some big things happen since the last time I posted.

First, I went to the endo and she said my levels were in the 200s and she kept me at my .25ml dose. I was hoping to get a slight increase but it is what it is. She also is sticking with 1 yr on T before any surgeries 😑😐

May 14th was the last day anyone could petition my name change so Wednesday I went to Social Security and switched my name over! Friday I went to MVA and paid 20 bucks for the License update. I'll get both cards in the mail in 2 weeks but OMFG I'M LEGALLY JACOB LEE GRAVES NOW! THIS SHIT IS AMAZING! I think my voice is starting to get a little deeper aswell. It feels so good to see progress, but as always my chest dysphoria drives me crazy. Well until next time Tumblr ✌

So I've missed some post...oop. Just been going through the motions, working and shit. Went to group Friday and met new people. I've been listening to NF and I vibe his music for real. It's getting warmer out and I just want to go to the river and chill or fish or something. I have my endo appointment next Wednesday and I'm hoping she bumps my dose.

I have been growing the tiniest of stache and I just experience shaving my face for the first time yesterday. I hope it grows back 😅

Ok so I've come to terms with posting late. It's a sad thing because I'd like to post earlier buuuuut....yeah lol

So officially 2 months! That's insane. It doesn't seem like it's been that long but also doesn't feel like it's going at all sometimes.

T has put a damper on my weight loss though, I'm not losing anything anymore and it's frustrating. I'm not giving up though. I'll just have to keep pushing.

I filled out my name change petition forms! I just have to take them in to the court house once I'm off again. It will be great once it's all finished because my dead name is annoying at work.

I'm currently Pokemon going so I need to get back on my quest! Until next week Tumblr 😎

I'm a little behind. I was suppose to post this Thursday but....yeaaaah. ANYWAYS hey Tumblr, Jacob here. Or jake. Or whatever. So Thursday I picked up my vial of Testosterone and gave my first shot to my self. It was interesting, shoving a needle into my stomach but it wasn't too bad. So I decided once I got T that id do what alot of trans peeps do (yay for trends! Syke I hate trends) and document the TRANSition haha. Mostly for my own gain but maybe someone will come across and it'll be helpful? Who knows! So every week I'll update and post a picture and yeah. That's it. So here's pic for week 1! Gaaaah so exciting