(Really fucking long ask, sorry lmao)
My source ended about two days ago and so itâs got me thinking about how I feel about events that happened back at the beginning of it, specifically the âPuppetâs an evil dangerous monster and we need to get rid of herâ arc.
I canât blame Ballora for taking Leftyâs side, she was pressured into it. I know she didnât really mean it, Leftyâs fearmongering got to her and made her scared. I know she apologized for it. I donât know what happens to her towards the end of the lore, but I hope she was doing well, her and Molly. (I still wonder how Montgomery Gator keeps managing to pull, though. Lifeâs greatest mysteries lmao)
Ruin? He didnât do anything, really. I was mad at him back then, in the moment, but the guy was just trying to live there peacefully like we were. Granted he probably couldâve said less, but. Eh. He was never trying to be a villain, he just got unfortunately roped into Leftyâs bullshit. I dunno what happens to him either beyond the arc of his Monty coming back and then him turning evil, but I hope he was doing well too. Dudeâs been through so much shit, I hope he had a happy ending.
Fauxy. The other me. Damn, that guy was sure something. He couldâve ended up a lot better if he didnât fall prey to LeftyâŠand maybe if we didnât, yâknowâŠlock him in the basement for a monthâŠand then replace him with me⊠Still feel bad about that. Heâs the only guy I didnât hate for even a second, simply because of the basement thing. He actually had a reason to be mad at us. Again, dunno what happened to him, but hope he did well.
Not much to say about Molly, honestly. If I remember correctly she didnât really vote Puppet out? My system has shit memory sooo I donât entirely remember who didnât vote Puppet out, but I think it was her? Regardless, she was chill. Giant simp, just like my Monty. Hope she did well with Ballora.
But Lefty? Oh, Lefty, I will never forgive you. Period. I donât care what happens in source, I donât care if source me or Puppet or FC forgives you, I donât. I never will. You had no right to do anything you did, no right to look at Puppet and decide based off of one singular source that she was somehow even remotely dangerous. You had no fucking right to kick her out, to act like youâre somehow better than her and that youâre in the right to throw her out. Newsflash, you fucking dick, she didnât have anywhere else to go! None of us did! The new dimension was literally our home too, thatâs why Puppet went to that dying dimension instead of anywhere else, because there WASNâT anywhere else! I donât care if she some-fucking-how found it in her heart to forgive you, sheâs better than me for that, I never will. For you to drag up old shit that she was trying so hard and doing so well to work past and forget and throw it in her face? To literally just bring up all her trauma like it was nothing and use it as a bullshit reason to why sheâs dangerous? I fucking hate you. Iâve forgiven literally everyone else I possibly canâMonty for wiping my memory, Andrew for what he did to FC, Puppetmaster for All Of Thatâbut I will never forgive you. You are on another level of bullshit that I will never be able to comprehend nor forgive. I donât know what happens in the lore after Puppet dies, but I know youâre still around, and I hate that. I hate that everyone somehow just forgave you after what you did. That it doesnât matter how badly you destroyed her self-esteem and made her think itâd be better if she was gone. I wish youâd died. I wish Puppetmaster had killed you. I wish I had killed you. Hell, I wish Puppet had just killed you herself, forgiveness be damned. You didnât deserve the Pizzaplex, and you didnât deserve any friends you mightâve made. Fuck you.
Only source Lefty, thoughâ idk if thereâs any EAPS Lefty kins or fictives out there but I donât hate yâall. Yâall didnât do anything wrong. Peace and love on planet earth Iâm gonna go kiss my wife now
- Foxy (EAPS fictive)
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