#eapsfictive

-Puppet EAPS (fictive) (#🥚🔴🐈)

- DAZZLE DEER!!!! (eaps fictive)

My source ended about two days ago and so it’s got me thinking about how I feel about events that happened back at the beginning of it, specifically the “Puppet’s an evil dangerous monster and we need to get rid of her” arc.

I can’t blame Ballora for taking Lefty’s side, she was pressured into it. I know she didn’t really mean it, Lefty’s fearmongering got to her and made her scared. I know she apologized for it. I don’t know what happens to her towards the end of the lore, but I hope she was doing well, her and Molly. (I still wonder how Montgomery Gator keeps managing to pull, though. Life’s greatest mysteries lmao)

Ruin? He didn’t do anything, really. I was mad at him back then, in the moment, but the guy was just trying to live there peacefully like we were. Granted he probably could’ve said less, but. Eh. He was never trying to be a villain, he just got unfortunately roped into Lefty’s bullshit. I dunno what happens to him either beyond the arc of his Monty coming back and then him turning evil, but I hope he was doing well too. Dude’s been through so much shit, I hope he had a happy ending.

Fauxy. The other me. Damn, that guy was sure something. He could’ve ended up a lot better if he didn’t fall prey to Lefty…and maybe if we didn’t, y’know…lock him in the basement for a month…and then replace him with me… Still feel bad about that. He’s the only guy I didn’t hate for even a second, simply because of the basement thing. He actually had a reason to be mad at us. Again, dunno what happened to him, but hope he did well.

Not much to say about Molly, honestly. If I remember correctly she didn’t really vote Puppet out? My system has shit memory sooo I don’t entirely remember who didn’t vote Puppet out, but I think it was her? Regardless, she was chill. Giant simp, just like my Monty. Hope she did well with Ballora.

But Lefty? Oh, Lefty, I will never forgive you. Period. I don’t care what happens in source, I don’t care if source me or Puppet or FC forgives you, I don’t. I never will. You had no right to do anything you did, no right to look at Puppet and decide based off of one singular source that she was somehow even remotely dangerous. You had no fucking right to kick her out, to act like you’re somehow better than her and that you’re in the right to throw her out. Newsflash, you fucking dick, she didn’t have anywhere else to go! None of us did! The new dimension was literally our home too, that’s why Puppet went to that dying dimension instead of anywhere else, because there WASN’T anywhere else! I don’t care if she some-fucking-how found it in her heart to forgive you, she’s better than me for that, I never will. For you to drag up old shit that she was trying so hard and doing so well to work past and forget and throw it in her face? To literally just bring up all her trauma like it was nothing and use it as a bullshit reason to why she’s dangerous? I fucking hate you. I’ve forgiven literally everyone else I possibly can–Monty for wiping my memory, Andrew for what he did to FC, Puppetmaster for All Of That–but I will never forgive you. You are on another level of bullshit that I will never be able to comprehend nor forgive. I don’t know what happens in the lore after Puppet dies, but I know you’re still around, and I hate that. I hate that everyone somehow just forgave you after what you did. That it doesn’t matter how badly you destroyed her self-esteem and made her think it’d be better if she was gone. I wish you’d died. I wish Puppetmaster had killed you. I wish I had killed you. Hell, I wish Puppet had just killed you herself, forgiveness be damned. You didn’t deserve the Pizzaplex, and you didn’t deserve any friends you might’ve made. Fuck you.

Only source Lefty, though– idk if there’s any EAPS Lefty kins or fictives out there but I don’t hate y’all. Y’all didn’t do anything wrong. Peace and love on planet earth I’m gonna go kiss my wife now

- Foxy (EAPS fictive)

Startings off for me? I wasn't even introduced in the lunar and earth show yet. And somehow here I am stuck with chronic pain, a brooklyn accent, and depression thanks to the host's stupid au they got WAYY too interested in. And my brother never got involved with the whole Lunar crap. Instead Scorpio and Cap got sent after Gemini to deal with stuff. -Leo, TLAES

uhhm.. well to start off my Monty didnt die. Monty? Monti? Idk. Nobody ever pushed me into the foutain, even if its a small detail. Roxas wanted to, but Bonnie stopped him. That's a long story for a different time, dont ask. And im also demigender, which isn't in Canon but idk if gender counts for this. -Lu, New LAES

My Puppet and Charlie both got to live. Technically not Charlie, but she was still here as a ghost and got a body, you know? And my Eclipse was a scientist and my Jake was still here. Im also genderfluid, lesbian, and dating the Charlie in our partner system (no she is NOT my sister. My only sibling is Jake.), so thats 100% not Canon. -Anne/Andrew, EAPS

For the canon disabilities- both of my forms just sucked. In my EAPS form I couldn't actually walk because my legs were too skinny and weak to support my weight, and if I did somehow manage to walk on them it hurt like hell and I wouldn't make it very far, plus they would hurt for days afterwards. I learned to float juuust above the ground so it would look like I was walking, but I wasn't actually. Ya girl's clever like that.

And god, this got even worse during the period when I had to stop using my powers. Floating, stupidly enough, required my powers and thus I couldn't do that anymore. I distinctly remember being in a wheelchair at some point, but I don't know how I managed the rest of the time. I think Foxy might've carried me around when we were at home.

My fucking hair was also an issue, of course. It wasn't just bright white, it was glowing white. I had to always have it off my shoulders because it glowed just enough that it could actually make it kinda hard to see, which definitely makes sense??? And, of course, when I used up enough power that it turned black, the ability to fully see was quickly overshadowed by how incredibly tired I would feel. I could not catch a break bro 😔

Also, both me and Foxy stuttered, but mine was generally worse than his for whatever reason.

I was cold all the time, didn't matter if I was wearing something warm or in a warm room, I was always cold. And not "kinda chilly" cold, like, close to ice-cold cold. I don’t know why. Made it even more difficult to move cuz it made my limbs be slow. The one and only upside to this was making Foxy jump whenever a cold ass hand touched him by surprise.

I don't remember canon FNAF events too much (going crazy for decades and then killing my dimension yayyy), but I remember my canon form also sucked. For some reason my fabric ripped a lot, and even though it didn't hurt, it wasn't at all pleasant to see stuffing coming out of me. I didn't have access to that much string and I didn't have a needle, so most rips ended up staying there for a while until I could find some way to plug them. l'd have to stuff the stuffing back into myself if too much got out, and for some reason the amount of stuffing in a limb translated into how well it worked. I remember one of my arms getting really empty at one point, and it became nearly impossible to move until I got it full again. There were also parts of me that were stained and sticky and felt uncomfortable, I have no idea what caused that though. My mask was also heavy and weighed my head down, making me hunch over, which hurt my non-existent spine weirdly enough??? I exclusively floated in this form, so l don't know if it had the same leg issues as my other one.

Overall, the aesthetics of my forms? 10/10 no notes.

The actual functions? 1/10.

- Puppet (EAPS) (tag as fictive pls)