Luminous beings we are, not this crude matter
okay, yes, brilliant quote-
Anakin glows with the Force of twin suns, constantly burning and glistening gold, gold, gold - the color of endless grains of sand when the sun rises highest in the sky. He is adorned in a shendyt made of pale gold, tucked in around his waist with white cloth that shines like the hottest sun. His back is bare but for the black whip marks layered and layered upon themselves. His hands, his feet and his hair- all are stained black, dripping ichor onto the ground on which he stands.Â
About his neck is a collar, gleaming with gems of blue and green, forming an abstract pattern of the sigil for the Jedi Order. Wrapped around his wrists are manacles that dim the light of his skin, and trail black smokes as he moves. Â
His feet are bare, save for the darkness that stains them. He wields a staff that is a two sided blade, one that shines with the light of stars, the other the blackest corners of space.Â
Anakin stands at 8ft tall, and should be desire to speak in his form, his voice is an accusation. Righteous fury howls from every word when he opens his mouth.
how dare you, how dare you, how dare you, how dare you, HOW DARE YOU
The thing about 'not crude matter, but luminous beings' is that you gotta know who you are. Anakin's voice in his true form is an accusation, because he still sees himself as something of a slave. Not quiet free, only just barely. When he looks around and sees everyone who isn't 'free' and that is the Jedi because no family, no attachments, even though Master/Padawans are how the Order survives and how if you want to be a Jedi Knight and you cannot get one to train you, they stick you somewhere you will be useful, regardless if you wish to go or not.
Anakin knows all the deepest, darkest parts of him. Including the darkness in his head, in his thoughts, that stains his golden hair black, along with his hands, his feet. He sees himself as stained because he has done things he regrets, isn't proud of and he's used his hands to interact with people he considers filthy.
he's only wearing white fabric folded and tucked around his wait, with his back bared with it's black whip marks because ANAKIN WAS A SLAVE.Â
He's got bracers that look like manacles and five links on one side and four on the other (nine years, nine years and he was freed but he still calls someone Master)Â but-
if I end up writing this into an actual fic, all the credit to @fialleril-Â
LEAVE HIS FEET BARE, because Ekkreth is The One Who Walks Free Skywalker and itâs very important to me to make this (IF I WRITE IT) fic into a thing that is Anakin being deeply, deeply into Tatooine Slave Culture, to such an extent, it literally shapes who he is.
Fluff things include a japor snippet that hangs about his neck from blue cord. The exact same shape of blue as in what Padme first wore when he met her and the same japor carving for luck, tucked neatly out of sight. Also the edges of his hair burns in oranges, in reds and a deep bronze because Obi-Wan and Ahsoka are always on his mind.
Anakin gets a few more titles (given to him by people heâs saved, from slaves and from people who title Jedi they manage to catch pictures of videos of in their true forms) and his being is on a deeper level then everyone else because as the Chosen One he's both the Light and the Dark perfectly balanced.
(when heâs stable, I mean)
Son of Suns, of the Desert, (insert lots of Tatooine Slave Culture here that I havenât though of yet since I probably wonât write this)
Anakin is of the Force, born in the desert from a mother who begged and pleaed for something. Force Things comes naturally to him, so while he cannot actually sit still and mediate and deliberately, through long contemplation and deliberation and practice take his luminous form- he absolutely can, throw himself down and take a breath and boom.
It's like taking off clothes and pulling better ones on.Â
(maybe as a small child he spent a good year or two in this form wandering the desert while his physical body was kept in good health by the Force and Shmi just left him in safe-ish places because that woman knew what was up.
I havenât actually decided if this should be a âyou leave your crude matter and take up your luminous selfâ kinda thing or âyour crude matter transforms into your luminous self through use of the Forceâ.)
....anyway I donât think Iâll actually write this-Â like maybe?- but Iâve got like five Jedi down and I am absolutely willing to do more.
....i should probably name this..... uhhh
Which one should I do next?