#fml guys

me trying to have a peaceful night washing dishes but i put my long-ass playlist on shuffle and now damage by musi musithical and avid mc is playing in my ears very loudly and yes i do in fact know i'm still mourning the years spent conforming but did i need to know that at this moment when i'm existing in perfect unawareness of warm water on my hands and peaceful dissociation?? NO. I DIDN'T. CAUSE NOW IM CRYING OVER FUCKING GREEN BEANS AND THE FACT THAT THERE IS A STRANGER LYING IN MY BED WHOSE EYES I PEER THROUGH FROM MY HEAD WHOSE FACE IS TWISTED FROM SOME PLACE INSIDE-

Imagine cheating on your boyfriend with your boyfriends ex, who's clearly still obsessed with your boyfriend, who made your boyfriend, and many of your close friends suicidal, and who's brother was pedophilistic towards your boyfriend.