#fmdxingxing

                    jingjing stares, there’s a silence filling the place suddenly. it feels like all eyes are on him, and they probably are. jingjing looks at the face and hair, he then looks down again, it does look like an idol face… does this mean? did jingjing just spill his drink on an idol? 

jingjing isn’t good with names, and especially not good with faces. even though jingjing is soon to be an idol, he still barely knows of any idols really. it’s embarrassing, and he hopes to change it, hopes that he’ll soon know of more idol faces and names, that he’ll soon have more people to look up to, but for now jingjing barely knows of any idols and today he has to guess his way to know if people are an idol or staff. 

                   though jingjing soon will become an idol, he still isn’t that famous yet, and walking out alone is still something he can do, as long as he wears a mask and a hoodie just to be safe, no it’s the fewest that can recognize him from just his eyes, no that’s only people that really loved him on hot topic(k). jingjing is as he was before he came on hot topic(k) out at the supermarket, a place that scares him yet gives him comfort. jingjing just wants some snacks, and some few other things, but then suddenly something happens.

                    it’s not hard to tell that jingjing isn’t the smartest person in the world, forgetting everything, getting out in dumb situations and getting lost is a sure for something that happens every day to jingjing. he might as well just could have it on his to do list because then he’d at least get something checked off on it. but as said, jingjing isn’t the smartest, hence he’s lost. jingjing isn’t sure how it happened, one moment he was posing, another moment he was looking for a toilet, and he did find a toilet, but when he exited it, he had no idea about where he was. jingjing scratches his head, he looks to all sides, how could he be so stupid and get lost?

                         no today jingjing felt like he had seen more idols than he could count. and… it was quite embarrassing because jingjing barely knew of any idols, so it was kind of like… he just had to guess his way into knowing who were idols and who were not, and truly today he had probably guessed wrongly more than once, thinking staff were idols and idols were staffs. however the poor jingjing who barely knew of any idols kept trying his best in figuring out who was what. on the positive side, jingjing had today heard of a lot more new groups, not that they were new, he just didn’t know of before them before, but then again. he would most likely forget all these faces and group names again soon.

                   it’s easy to tell, jingjing is kind of an idiot, a big one, not in the sense that he’s mean (at least not on purpose), but that he does stupid stuff, gets dumb ideas. it’s not exactly that jingjing feels famous, but he likes to feel it anyways, so he often puts a mask and hoodie on when he goes outside, not that he gets recognized that often, but he still sometimes do. back to jingjing being an idiot, what had he done now that was an idiot stunt? you see…

fruit is often a life saver for jingjing and he eats it often, he has a special bond with fruit in a way. so upon seeing an apple tree he really couldn’t help it. the poor male who wasn’t the tallest couldn’t reach the apples, so, so he got another idea. he was somewhat strong and quite flexible, to put it shorter and simpler, he had crawled upon the apple tree. and no, nothing was wrong with climbing an apple tree, right? but that wasn’t the problem here, no the problem was that jingjing couldn’t seem to get down again. 

truly there is not a good explanation for everything. and when you’re jingjing? there is rarely ever a good explanation for any of his actions. he often thinks of his doing as making sense, as good, but if you had common sense you’d know jingjing is a complete idiot, not something to argue about, it’s a fact. there had been quite many times that jingjing has done something stupid and then it ended up affecting others. there was that time where he crawled into a tree and had to be saved from a stranger, or the many times he has started fires and then others having to put them out, point is, if you have jingjing in your life expect the unexpected. actually, even if you didn’t have jingjing in your life, you should beware that he might get into it.

                      this was definitely the definition of unbelievable. one of the boys who had changed jingjing’s life, was now one of jingjing’s…. friends? let’s rewind a little here. back when jingjing was nineteen, something happened for the boy that changed his life, and that was that origin’s music video for idol popped into his recommended. jingjing watched it and was immediately in love, he immediately decided that was what he wanted to do. and origin is to be honest probably the only group where jingjing can recognize all the members, knows all the songs and dances, and much more, origin is basically a part of jingjing’s life purpose. they give him more than just one reason to stay alive.

and jingjing knew that after getting into vive and being managed by gold star that he would most likely get to meet some of the origin members, but he was still surprised and almost died upon it happening. meeting max was like a dream come true, and the two of them now being friends was something jingjing had never imagined.

oh my god. this my second time writing all this because im idiot and accidentally deleted it the first time. ANYWAYS ! hola! im rare (he/him, gmt+2) and i bring you all this chaos boy jingjing, under the cut you can find more information! please like if this if i can come into your dms to plot!!

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