👀 + rank your members from the one you'd most like to take out somewhere to the one you'd most like to Take Out 👀 + out of all your releases, which one is your favorite and why? 👀 + if you had to replace your members who would you replace them with? (👀 + in a hypothetical scenario where sunghee grew a pair and flirted with you, is it a yes or a awn cutie no?)
👀 + rank your members from the one you'd most like to take out somewhere to the one you'd most like to Take Out
“i’d like to take out sooah somewhere nice — perhaps a nice picnic. we could pluck flowers and maybe suffer an allergy attack, but life’s all about the thrills isn’t it? then, i’d take sooah to drink. baby sooah doesn’t get drunk as much as she should, and i feel like it’s part of my duty to take her to get shitfaced as the finishing touches to the day. next, i’d take kiana out somewhere but somewhere we can be arms apart and enjoy our own personal space. an art museum? we’ve been to a few of those, or maybe we’d just go to see a movie — either way, she’d be after sooah and we could do anything because even silence is comforting with kiana. after that, suji. suji’s nice, i guess. i could take out with a swing of my fists, but i wouldn’t do that because she hasn’t done anything that’s made me want to play punching bag. instead, maybe we’d go bumper car riding or i’d flick her arm when she’s not looking. or i could take her to a place where we don’t have to converse — maybe a fan sign so we’re too busy interacting with our fans to talk to each other. now, the leader? i’d like to knock her out silly. our leader would play punching bag and i’d take her out right there, serves the hag well.”
👀 + out of all your releases, which one is your favorite and why?
“it’s no secret gold star’s turned my discography into frankenstein’s monster. however, i will say most songs are in tune with what i like — after all, the majority of the songs i’ve played a role in writing it. (twit, we’ll forget about her. i don’t want to think about that song). right now, i think i like let me go. only because i got some closure from that song, and the more i listen to it, the more i thought i was being a silly goose for having feelings for a friend. i hope he’s out there having fun — alex, you hear me? hope you’re having the time of your life now. just kidding, maybe i’m bitter? or actually, i’m not. but anyways — listening to that song gives me some sort of saving grace and why i like it the most right now.”
(👀 + in a hypothetical scenario where sunghee grew a pair and flirted with you, is it a yes or a awn cutie no?)
“it’d be a kris jenner doing sweetie you’re doing great. only kind of because see? i’m a stride and true angel — i love unity with my whole heart. i’m a noona fan, and what’s the one thing about noona fans? you never cross that boundary for the respect of the whole group. sunghee’s one of my favorites in unity, you see. i like admiring them from a far — i feel like i’m 13 again falling in love with jaejoong. can’t break noona fan rule #1. (in reality, she wouldn’t know they were flirting and take it as a joke, all while fan girling that sunghee is in front of her).
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1. what is your favorite single you’ve released?
“solo wise? i’ve only released one solo portal song, which was a self-written song called that’s okay. well, bc forced that one on me when they took pages from my diary — still, my only one solo release, and that’s the favorite since i’m left with no other option. in regards to group? everyone knows, amigo or not — my favorite will always be view. something special about that time, i tell you.”
2. what are your favorite b-sides/non-title tracks you’ve released?
“since i haven’t released any songs by myself other than the one mentioned before, i’d have to go through decipher’s discography. lovesick, odd eye, prism, honesty, stranger, better off — there’s a lot to sift through in the past few years. unfortunately, there’s a point where my interest had started weaning off idol-dom, and you can observe that when i stopped paying attention and interest into what decipher did conceptually after 2016. at least the enjoyment was fun while it lasted.”
3. what is your least favorite song (title track or b-side) you’ve released?
”that’s an easy one. you take any b-side we’ve released in the past few years, and that probably makes the list. the comeback with the b-side shot was awful. that’s probably the worst, in my head. never was a fan of that comeback, now that i think of it — i call it the dark blip of decipher’s early career. perhaps it’s just ambivalence at this point that i have no real strong feelings towards bsides nowadays.”
4. if you could do a duet with anyone in the industry, who would you choose?
what do you think of your/your group’s concept?
“i’d want to do a duet with duri — we’ll have a tale of the oldies. the two 1990 liners inside bc’s walls doing a ballad song. though, duri would have to take the high notes on that one seeing as how he’s a power vocalist. there’s rarely times where i’m able to keep in touch or have people around my age, and for that — i’m always grateful when i come across that. we’d manage something interesting given the same age, and the ballad concept.”
5. what do you think of your/your group’s concept?
“decipher doesn’t really stick to a concept, and i suppose our concept has always been to branch into new avenues. there’s good things and bad things about it, obviously. we’re given new things to try, new stylings, and what not. however, we’re also subjected to that risk in case it doesn’t turn out how bc envisioned. to put it short — it’s either a hit or miss.”
6. what is one thing (a concept, a genre, an outfit, etc.) you would least like your company make you do?
“decipher’s novelty in the industry is that we’ve been here so long that we’ve managed a lot of different concepts. from the house pop to retro vibes, even spring ballads in soft tunes — we’ve done it all. the least? i’d say another electronic heavy music where we’re dancing like madmen. i wouldn’t mind a powerful choreography to show i can still ‘hang’, but to the sounds of techno-ish music? i don’t think so. at least, not with my age.”
7. what one thing (concepts, genres, styling, frequency of comebacks, etc.) would you like to change about your current career as an idol?
“i don’t want to comeback so frequently — it seems we’re coming back more frequently than other rookies. it would be nicer to stay back and relax while we let the hoobaes have their time to shine. genres and concepts aren’t really on the top of my list to complain about, though i would enjoy an old throw-back to decipher’s glory days where we’re given something newer. perhaps, that’d be enough to rejuvenate my attitude towards the industry.”
8. if you could be in any idol group, which one would you choose?
“with my age, i don’t think i’d fit any group. perhaps, i could assimilate myself to knight, but the bad boy niche doesn’t really match mine. say, i was a few years younger — then, you’d have me inside charm. i think i’d do a pretty good left and right if you ask me.”
9. if you could say one thing to your ceo, what would it be?
“i respect the business model you form. however, i’m still trying to understand it when applied to me. thirteen years, and i have yet to sit down and have a conversation with you. it’d be nice to have one someday.”
10. if you were auditioning for your company today, what would you perform for your audition, or what would you change from your original audition?
“my audition was so long ago. fourteen, fifteen years now, and that’s nearly half of my life. i wish i could remember parts — but there’s only the snippet of a ballad i sang, probably kim bum soo. all alongside some awkward dancing that bc shaped me up for. i’d probably pick a sung sikyung song instead.”
11. if you could do any special stage, what would it be and who would it be with?
”call it a weird match, but i’d have a set with duri, andy, joohwan, my maknae and jiah. well, those would be the people i’d know well enough to collaborate with, though the outcome might not be as promising as i initially thought. case closed, never make me do a special stage.”
12. what career opportunities would you like to pursue that you’ve yet to, or what achievements would you like to obtain that you’ve yet to?
“maybe a bit of variety? i’m completely happy where i am with acting, though it’d be better if decipher’s comebacks were rarer. however, i’m taking what i can get and variety might be a chance to show the side that doesn’t get shown when i’m playing a role on tv. i’ve heard from some people that i can be funny at times.”
13. if you could become a model or ambassador for any brand, what would you choose?
“as much as i like high fashion, i haven’t done any modeling in regards to brand deals with high fashion. a luxury brand would be nice — i hear prada has changed with the entrance of raf simons. i’ve been into the streetwear look lately after itaewon class, so that would be a current go-to. otherwise, i think i’m happy promoting good feel and credit cards.”
14. if you could be on any variety show, which one (or which type of one) would you want to be on?
“i live alone would be my first pick. only because i’ve decorated my house nicely recently, and haven’t had a chance to show it off to many people as i’m not home as often these days. however, that’d require an off day and i don’t have many of those lately. i think people would be shocked to see what i do when i’m around my house, lounging and rarely moving around.”
15. if you were offered the chance to become a ceo of an entertainment company, new or existing, would you take it? why or why not?
“as much as i’m leader of decipher, i don’t think i could handle leading a company. i wouldn’t want to become a ceo. it distracts from my own schedule, and i’d be too focused on my company rather than the hobbies and interests that appeal to me. sure, i’d make more money — but what’s more money on top of the money i already have? it’s counterproductive and i’d rather do what i like doing.”
16. what changes would you implement if you were the ceo of your company?
“each company runs on a specific pattern of events, and there’s a reason for that. a reason why routine shapes each group, so i wouldn’t necessarily change much. my trainee year was difficult, but it also fostered friendships within the group that i consider irreplaceable. the only change i can think of? maybe getting to know my artists rather than staying far off.”
17. what do you do to relieve the stress of idol life?
“i work out. i run a lot, and go to the gym as cliche as it sounds. but each role requires me to be in top shape, and after all that i’ve found a love for working out each morning. other than that, i like to shop and cook, even walk my dog. normal things any other person does on their day off. by the end of the day? finishing it off with a cold beer becomes my saving peace.”
18. what tips would you give to a trainee about to debut?
”push through it because it’s only a matter of time till debut happens. the trainee years are taken for granted, and you need to learn to treasure those moments. once debut happens, there’s no looking back and you’re constantly on the move — so, you’re better off enjoying now. also, don’t be afraid to approach sunbaes. we’re all in the same boat, been there and done that, so let us help where we can.”
19. what was the hardest part of being a trainee?
“singing while running around the room? i remember running too many laps, out of breath belting a high note. looking back, it was probably the time i thought i was going to end my trainee career right there and run to my parents. other than that? learning to live with others? i’ve lived a blessed life, and i’ve never had to share a room with anyone. that felt like a culture shock.”
20. did you enjoy the lifestyle of a trainee or of a debuted idol more?
“call me weird, but i’d say the trainee life. there was something special about those days, and now i’m so many years in my career and i miss the days crammed in the dorms. i don’t think there’s anything like it. the structure of it, the tears of joy and sadness all into one — every emotion all there. it’s rare moments like those i’ll never get back.”
21. what one song or album by another group or soloist would you have liked to release yourself?
“i’ve heard a lot of songs, but i heard a song recently by a charm member. one of the solo projects of dai, and his song let’s love was something that made me want to release music as well. maybe, it’s just inspiration just at that moment, but the song was something i enjoyed listening to. knight’s tempo was also something that i wish decipher was given, just because there’s a certain spark when it comes to the song.”
22. describe your dream sub-unit (members and concept).
“my dream sub-unit? does that relate to in-group or out of group? for the sake of this question, i’ll keep it in-group to simplify things. i’d like to keep our main vocal, myself and our lead rapper only because the maknae already has his thing in champion — though conceptually, i’m not sure what we’d be able to do. something non-dance related, i’d hope. perhaps, a power house vocal because i know our lead rapper can belt a few notes better than most main vocals of other groups.”
23. out of the following six options, would you rather be allowed to play a major hand in the lyrics, production, choreography, styling, music videos, or concepts you release?
“no lyrics, production or choreography. i’ve never been talented in that market, and maybe that’s why i don’t take part in any of these things. instead, i’d keep to the styling, and music videos — though, i don’t have an artistic eye. perhaps, i’d keep to styling as it lies most with my interests. my members might get bored of wearing the same dress shirts and slacks for each comeback.”
24. which of the two other companies (out of bc, dimensions, and gold star) you are not currently signed under would you rather be an artist in?
“none of the other two. i’ve said it time and time again that i’m loyal to bc — i might complain about it, sure. but in hindsight, i don’t see myself being in any other music company. now, if you had asked me in terms of acting? then, we’d have a different story between namoo, artist and vast.”
25. what is your least favorite part of being an idol?
“there’s no breaks, not for age. there’s little opportunity to cease the past, and continue on a new future. instead, i’m always tethered to the role of an idol, and despite how much i try — they still reel me back in each time for another comeback. on top of that, some songs don’t age well with time — decipher has a few of those. yet, because they’re fan favorites, i have no choice but to dance and sing along as if it’s 2009 again.”
26. what is your favorite part of being an idol?
“ironic, but there’s a lot of opportunities to try new things. i wouldn’t have thought of cf modeling or acting, if it weren’t for the opportunities presented to me. as a result, i’ve found a new enjoyment in an acting career due to the idol life. plus, along the way i meet different people to give me new insight — suppose it keeps me young again.”
27. would you rather be incredibly famous with a terrible reputation and hated by most or be fairly unknown with a good reputation and adored by those who know of you? why?
“i don’t know how to answer this one because being incredibly famous with a terrible reputation is just a cheapened output of your career you’ve built thus far. that would simply become a life unenjoyable, so by default i suppose i’d rather have the latter. fairy unknown with a good reputation because that way, you have a basis to build yourself up.”
28. what moment in your career are you proudest of so far?
“i’d either attribute it to parasite, which did win a lot of accolades not only in the country but out or i’d give it to the recent baeksang nomination for the dramas i was in. i don’t think i’d ever predict the success of stories i had a pleasure of working on. in retrospect, it was nice that so many people were able to relate and get along with the characters i was given the honor of portraying.”
29. what have you learned about yourself and/or society since becoming a celebrity?
“i’m no longer an extrovert. in fact, i’m more of an introvert. i used to think i was an extrovert, and one time i was when i was busy running around getting assimilated to those new faces. however, over the years, my circle’s only run short and i’ve been given little things here and there that make me want to preserve my small circle of people i’ve gotten to know along the way. i don’t like going out and partying, and much rather have a night in with dubu in peace.”
30. what would you like to change about how society views or treats idols?
“it’d be nice to be given more freedom — but isn’t that what everyone wants? i’m talking about stepping into something without facing backlash, or how we’re seen as approachable because we’re public figures. it’d be nice to sit down and have a meal without the thought of dispatch finding who i’m with, or scrutinizing any of my friendships. there should be some level of normalcy given, and i think that’s the least anyone could ask for.”
👀 + are you bothered by the image you have? would you rather have a different image? why? 👀 + what are your thoughts on all the new rookies under gold star? do you feel like the company is going to neglect silhouette? 👀 + fmk whoever u wanna fmk
send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! - accepting!
👀 + are you bothered by the image you have? would you rather have a different image? why?
“No. I won’t say I don’t have an image because that’s a lie some celebrities tell themselves to feel more genuine, but there isn’t anything wrong with having an image. My image is a heightened version of who I am, what I’m good at, and what I enjoy performing. Some people are gross about the fact that I’m perceived as sexy and make that the only thing about me without giving me any agency, but that’s not my image. It’s how they manipulate my image, which isn’t on me. If I had a different image, I wouldn’t feel as confident on stage.”
👀 + what are your thoughts on all the new rookies under gold star? do you feel like the company is going to neglect silhouette?
“I might have said so a few years ago, but our last few comebacks have done well enough, it’d be a stupid business decision to retire us. We have a lot of experience promoting and performing, so we don’t need to constantly be chasing the latest trend. I like that.”
👀 + fmk whoever u wanna fmk
“I shouldn’t really be saying who I want to kill without any preamble. That kind of thing gets you in trouble. I’m not looking to get married right now either. I’m still young and I’m single. I’m not looking to tie myself down without even giving the person a test run first. Fuck... If the standards are whoever I wanna, I should take the chance to say someone I can’t rationally actually fuck in real life, so if any sexy vampires out there are interested, odds are, I’m down.”
👀 rank the unity children from the one you want to strangle the most to the one you want to strangle the least 👀 what or who would you be willing to sacrifice to get rid of champion? 👀 what food do you refuse to eat?
“the most is definitely jaeyeol, that kid is a headache dear fucking god he just doesn’t know when to cut it out it’s so frustrating. then yul maybe, we get along well enough these days, definitely wasn’t like that in our early days though and he’s just... a lot. and then sunghee and ting are tied probably they both cause some trouble occasionally but in the grand scheme of things they’re probably the least bad. samsoo isn’t on the list of course, i don’t consier him one of the kids because 1.) hes older than me, 2.) we’ve been dating for three years that would be fucking weird and 3.) really he usually does the choking in this relationship but that’s not here or there.”
“i don’t think i would sacrifice a whole lot to get rid of champion, nothing that would seriously inconvenience me at least because while it’s annoying i wouldn’t want to give up something i genuinely care about for it. how about, like, my acting career maybe? but truly that would just be two birds with one stone because if there is one thing i hate more than champion it’s acting.”
“i don’t think i’m too difficult with food, there aren’t a lot of things i really actively dislike. i’m not huge on asparagus i guess? but even that is not something i absolutely refuse to eat.”
frankly, seeing sunghee at any time is unpleasant. they’re lovely, they always have been, and to be honest, that’s part of the problem. they’re so awkward around each other, and have been ever since ... the incident. it’s starting to become a bit of an issue. eunah spends events that she knows unity will be at too avoiding them as much as possible, even though dimensions’ groups usually get linked together at least somewhat. still, if eunah knows that unity are in the waiting room to 7rophy’s left, she’ll sit by the back right wall. it’s a little dramatic, and a lot silly, but it’s almost habit by now.
she wonders though, does sunghee feel the same as she does? for all of her dramatics, she’s never actually spoken to them about it.
well, until now.
she’s standing closer to them than she has in years, and she’s still almost two metres away from them. she made such a fool of herself back then, it’s embarrassing to even look them in the eye. but it’s been years. she should really get over it. after all, since then she’s had relationships, physical and romantic, and they’ve come and gone like no big deal. yet eunah’s stuck on sunghee and what happened.
“hey, um,” eunah awkwardly raises her hand in a wave. “are you ... um, yeah. i don’t think i ever thanked you for calling me a cab that night. or for, um, not bringing it up. like, thanks. you saved me a lot of embarrassment.”
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