Flufftober Day 24 - All the Hugs
Pairing: Sebastian x Reader
This is one chapter of an entire linear story! It can be read separately but is better when read as a whole. Enjoy!
One year of living in Pelican Town means one year of exploring the mines north of Sebastian’s house. And one year of exploring the mines means plenty of time for you to get into the deeper floors. You must have gone down eighty or ninety by now, though it’s really easy to lose count. You just know that you’re deep into the earth because the area you’re in now has lava trickling down the walls, and you have to wear special boots to keep the ground’s heat from hurting you.
Not to mention the monsters you find down there.
It’s hard enough to wield a pickaxe with sweat dripping down into your eyes and the air in front of you swimming from the heat, but it’s even harder to swing a sword against the monsters constantly attacking you. While the floors above only had slimes, bats, bugs, things that were manageable, these deeper floors have creatures you’ve never seen before. Things swimming in shadow and smoke that manifest into a physical form just long enough to attack you. You can only visit the mines once every week or two, now, because of the toll it takes on your body. You’ve collected more scars than you could count just from these lava floors.
You’ve been in the mines for a few hours how, and while your backpack is heavy with expensive and rare jewels, your body is also screaming for a break. If you’ve been keeping count correctly, the next floor should have an elevator on it, so you only have to make it for a few more minutes until you find the ladder. In your exhaustion, you’re a little bit slower, so mining away rocks to look for wherever this ladder is hiding is hard, but you’re making steady progress and haven’t been attacked yet.
You’re just moving on to the last of the rocks when you hear a noise from behind you. It’s nothing loud, just a subtle shift of a pebble, but it’s enough to put you on high alert and you manage to dive out of the way just as a wisp of shadow streaks by you. You trip when you land and skid a few feet on the rough floor, but with how fast the heat penetrates your clothes, you’re quick to jump to your feet again.
The shadow monster continues to advance upon you, so you scramble for your sword and slash at it. It barely even affects the creature, but it gives you just enough wiggle room to get your bearings and run.
You can feel how weak your body is, between the heat and the monsters and the constant exertion from wielding a pickaxe. There’s no way you could take on one of those shadow brutes. One solid hit from it would probably take you down, and you don’t have a lot of confidence that someone would find you all the way down here before the heat or the monsters did you in for good. You grab your pickaxe again and keep moving, looking for more stones to break before the creature catches up again.
Unfortunately, it seems that the only rocks left on the floor are back where you left the shadow monster, so you’ll have to go back there if you want to make it to the next floor. Gripping your pickaxe tightly, you start to make your way back.
As soon as the monster spots you again, it starts to advance towards you with a speed and determination you’d never find in a human being. You gulp, but as it gets closer, you channel every ounce of strength you have left and break into a sprint. It catches the shadow off guard enough that it doesn’t attack you as you run past, but it quickly changes path towards you once again. You have maybe five seconds before it catches up, and there are still three piles of rock you could find that ladder under. Time to pick one and pray.
Without even thinking, you lunge with your pickaxe at the rightmost stone, and as it cracks, you spot the black void of a hole underneath it. You have just enough time to shove aside the large rock fragments and throw yourself down onto the ladder before the shadow brute reaches you. You can feel the wind of its claws against the back of your neck. One more second, and you would have been toast.
Your breathing is faster than you’ve ever experienced and your pulse is so loud that it’s all you can hear pounding in your ears. The shadow brute keeps stalking around the hole, like it’s trying to figure out how to follow you. You scramble down the ladder before it can.
As soon as the light of the next floor reaches you, you see another two of the shadow monsters, as well as a handful of bats. They notice you quickly, so you skip the last five or six rungs of the ladder, throw yourself to the floor, and scramble to the elevator. You’ve just managed to get inside and shut the grated doors before three bats and a shadow creature are at them. The bats throw themselves against the metal and the shadow reaches its arms through the grate, trying to claw at you, but you slink to the floor at the far side of the elevator and wait for it to rise. The reality of your situation hits you once again. You almost died. One wrong move or one more second of hesitation and you would have.
When the elevator dings at the top and the doors slide open, you stagger to the entrance of the cave where the mines reside. Your vision is still swimming from how weak you are and your body is screaming in pain now that the adrenaline has mostly worn off, but in your panic, your mind is still repeating get away from the mines get away from the mines get away from the mines.
It’s dark out, probably close to 10:00 now, and the idea of walking home alone so late is terrifying to you because what if they followed me somehow? You know that the thoughts aren’t rational, but in every dark bush or corner you see, your thoughts keep telling you that there are creatures there. Waiting to kill you.
You’re frantic, wondering what you’re going to do, when you spot a figure down by the mountain lake. At first, your anxiety spikes, because you think it’s one of the shadow creatures. But a closer look reveals that it’s Sebastian. He throws the butt of his cigarette onto the ground and turns like he’s about to head back to his house, but you cry, “Sebastian!” and he turns to look at you instead.
“(Y/N)?” he asks. Then, as you get closer and he can see you properly, it turns into a more frantic, “(Y/N)!” He rushes to meet you and you collapse into his arms as soon as you get close enough. “What happened?”
You try to stammer something out, but the emotions have caught up to you and you can’t manage to form any words. Instead of trying to force you, Sebastian just wraps an arm around your shoulder and says, “Come on, lets go inside.”
You’re barely aware as you walk. Vaguely, you take note of the inside of Robin’s house, then the stairs, then Sebastian’s room, but you’re still have trouble breathing, your body feels like it’s on fire, and the panic hasn’t left your mind. Any noise makes you jump, even the sound of Sebastian’s door creaking open, so he takes extra caution in closing it slowly and then bringing you to his bed so you can sit.
As soon as you’ve sat down, Sebastian starts to walk back to his door, but on instinct, your breath hitches and your hand shoots out to catch his sleeve. He turns back to look at you, his eyes soft and a small frown on his lips.
“I’m just going to go get you a glass of water and something to eat, okay? I’ll barely be gone for a minute. You’ll be safe.” Your eyes dart around the room to all of the dark spaces: Sebastian’s closet, under his desk, beneath the bed. Your mind cries out at the possibility of more shadow creatures hiding there. But when you look back at Sebastian, his hand now on yours that’s still grasping his sleeve, you feel yourself relax just enough. You nod, he smiles, then leaves the room.
Your chest still heaves and your vision still swims, but being in Sebastian’s room is giving you just enough comfort that you don’t have the same uncontrollable panic that you did when leaving the mines. Still, your mind screams for something to comfort it, so your hands naturally wander Sebastian’s bed until they make contact with his pillow. You grab it and bring it to your chest, holding onto it like it’s the only thing keeping you afloat.
A few minutes later, Sebastian returns, a glass of water and a granola bar in his hands. He offers you the water first, which you take with a shaky hand, and then lays the granola bar next to you on the bed. The cold water feels good against your parched lips, but you’re not sure you could stomach food, yet.
Sebastian takes the glass from you when you’re finished and lays it on his bedside table, and when he sees how much you’re still quivering, he shifts closer to you and wraps his arms around your shoulders. You fall against him immediately, burying your face in the warmth of his hoodie and focusing on your breathing. His pillow is still clutched tightly against your chest. This is what safety feels like.
“You’re okay,” he whispers, one of his hands lifting to cradle the back of your head. His fingers tangle in your hair as they thread down through it, causing you to relax a little more. “Do you want to tell me what happened…?”
“I…” you gulp, shuddering involuntarily. “I almost died, down there. One more hit and I would ha—” You don’t manage to finish your sentence before you’re choking on a sob, and Sebastian’s arms grip you a little tighter.
“It’s alright, you’re safe here,” he says. He reaches out and puts a hand on the pillow you’re holding so you let him take it, and he throws it back onto his bed before pulling you in a little closer. You wrap your arms around him, finding the comfort of his warmth much better than the comfort of his pillow. “Just breathe, okay? I’ve got you.”
For the first time since exiting the mines, you find the strength within you to take a long, albeit shaky, breath in, and then a slow breath out.
“Good,” whispers Sebastian, his head angling down to press his mouth against the top of your hair. “You’re alright, I promise.”
Between his soothing voice, the feeling of his arms wrapped around you, and his lips pressed against your head, you suddenly feel like every ounce of anxiety you’d had is draining from your body. He’s right, you’re safe. He’s here to keep you safe.