#flower patch

Downy yellow violet ✨

Viola pubescens 💛

How many sunflowers can you count?

Soft

Felix x F!Reader

TW: Overwhelmed Reader, Anxiety Reassurance, Comfort, Fluff

Timeline: Reader is Felix's partner and childhood friends with Felix and Chan, they auditioned with the two of them for JYP. 

Setting: Before concert, during concert and after concert. 

Word Count: 1,580

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Han

Felix

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You stood in the hallway between Han and Changbin, it was just moments before SKZ's 5th concert of their world tour for the year. All of you were exhausted and still had 5 more shows to perform before the tour was over.

You'd been performing with stray kids since the beginning, all of these guys were your friends, practically brothers. All except Felix. You and Felix have been dating for nearly 2 years.

Changbin and LeeKnow were chatting, Felix and Chan were laughing about a video, Hyunjin was quietly drawing in the corner and Seungmin was sleeping on IN's shoulder.

Han was eating a snack that he'd bought from the last concert, and he offered some to you, you smiled and accepted the small bit and leaned against the wall eating it quietly. A moment later you heard the announcer at the end of the hallway give SKZ 2 minutes until go time.

You had always feared big crowds, stage fright in a sense, but the other 8 always made you feel comfortable on stage. Being the only female of the group, the media often spurred rumors about you. You often tried to avoid the cameras outside of performing, Felix worried about you more than you even knew.

Felix himself sometimes dealt with anxiety, stage fright, and crying on stage. You were there for him when he lost his grandmother, and he couldn't bring himself to be social for almost two weeks. Chan was even worried about him during that time.

You finally pulled yourself out of your thoughts when you felt Han tug on your sleeve, "Hey [Name], it's time." You nodded at him and gave him a small smile before getting in your place standing between Chan and Felix as the 9 of you walked up on the shooters under the stage.

The tour's concert always starts with a big energetic song, lots of flash, energy and such. The shooters would launch the singer up and they would fly up out of the stage and hit the ground with their knees bent when the song started.

As fun as this was, your stomach twisted, you didn't enjoy these jumpers, sometimes they were scary because they were fast. Your hands were shaking gently, Felix looked at you and then gave your hand a tight squeeze and kissed your cheek,

"Breathe love, you're gonna do amazing."

You smiled gently at Felix and then took a deep breath and bent your knees, before you knew it, the shooter shot you up and you landed on your feet, the bright lights of the stage lit up and the music started and the 9 of you started to dance and sing to the song.

The crowd was screaming and cheering, a few songs went by before Chan was talking to the crowd for a few moments, a few girls were screaming and cheering at you and waving, you waved back and read the sign that one of them held, "Lady power!" You smiled and gave a finger heart to the girl before dancing with Han as choreographed.

It came to the halfway point in the concert, and you were chatting with Chan and Felix while it was intermission, a few girls were waving at Chan and Felix, but they just gave you an annoyed look, you rubbed your shoulder and turned your face away for a moment to avoid tears.

Felix couldn't touch you in the way he wanted because the media would note that, but he wanted to, he rubbed your head and you slowly walked away, but before you could get too far, You felt your shirt being tugged and Chan pulled you back.

You looked at Chan and he held your cheeks and gave your forehead a small kiss. Chan was like your older brother and Felix knew it, so he didn't have a problem with Chan's affections towards you.

Felix came and hugged you and patted your head, "It's gonna be okay, just two more songs to go my love."

You nodded and drank some more water before the group settled back in their places and the second to last song started.

You breathed gently and continued to sing and dance with SKZ for STAY, the audience cheered and all nine of you stood on the stage and waved. After a few games the concert finally came to an end, and you felt exhausted.

When the stage lowered, your knees gave out from under you, Felix immediately reached out and held you up from collapsing, he then lifted you into his arms and held you against his chest and you rested your head on his shoulder.

While Felix carried you, he followed the other 8 members and Chan walked next to him, the group still had another 5 shows to perform before the tour was over. All of you were exhausted. As they made their way to the bus, Felix carried you the whole way while rubbing circles on the small of your back.

"Are you sleepy my love?"

"Mmh mmh." You hummed and shook your head no, Felix chuckled and kissed the crown of your head and walked up the steps of the van and set you gently down on the couch and he sat down next to you.

Ten minutes later, you had fallen asleep on Felix's shoulder, and he held you close to him while scrolling through his phone. Chan on your other side is also looking through his phone. Han snapped a photo of you and Felix, and Hyunjin put his skzoo in your lap and you hugged it in your sleep.

You shifted your position and rested your head in Felix's lap and your legs on Chan's lap. You all were exhausted, luckily the next concert wasn't for a few days, so the group could recharge their social batteries. As the bus drove on to the next location, Felix asked the driver to stop at a specific location.

Eventually, it was just dawn and Felix murmured in your ears, "Lovely, wake up." Your eyes fluttered and you gently moved your legs off of Chan's lap to not wake him, and you set Hyunjin's skzoo back in his arms as he slept on a nearby couch.

Felix hugged you and then guided you out of the bus quietly and he held his hands over your eyes and then opened them, it was beautiful. A flower patch just before the sun rose, Felix grabbed a blanket from under the bus and then the two of you walked to the middle and sat down in the flowers.

You smiled at him, "It's so pretty Lix. Thank you for bringing me here." Felix smiled, "The other members will be asleep for a while, so I figured you and I could have some alone time together. I know you've been struggling with the concerts lately."

You rubbed your shoulder and leaned your head on his, "Yes, I do struggle. It's because as the only female member, the media often spurs out of control and people get jealous easily." Felix nodded and listened to your struggles.

"I see, is that why tonight's concert was bothering you?" You nodded and adjusted your position to laying on his thigh, Felix ran his fingers through your hair and braided a small bit of it, "I'm truly sorry some fans treat you like that, darling. It truly isn't right."

You struggled to find the words to reply to him, so instead, Felix started humming and making something out of some flower petals. You watched his hands move fluently and it was amazing to you. He then looked at you and placed a small flower crown on the crown of your head.

"Perfect."

He murmured and pressed a kiss to your forehead, "Beautiful." He kissed your head again. "Stunning." He kissed your right cheek. "Wonderful." Then he kissed your left cheek. "Amazing." He kissed your chin. "Gorgeous." He kissed your nose.

"Mine."

He then slowly leaned to you and pressed a soft kiss to your mouth, you blushed bright red at his affections, he smiled and kissed your forehead again. You hugged him around his neck and he chuckled

The sky started getting lighter and you knew the sleeping members would be awake soon, you and Felix shared a few soft kisses before he lifted you in his arms and carried you back to the bus.

It was still early, he insisted you sleep more on his lap, and finally you gave in and sat on his lap facing him, hugging his neck and fell asleep with your head on his shoulder. Chan eventually awoke and rubbed your head and then Felix's.

Felix fell asleep holding you, and the bus continued to drive on to the next setting for the next concert to continue the tour. Soon, you all would finish the tour and be able to rest and recharge.

Hyunjin snapped a photo of you and Felix sleeping and then he saved it to print out and give to Felix later.

As the days passed, your and Felix's relationship only grew stronger and stronger, day by day he would ignore the rumors, the jealousy, the hate, and loved you as you were.

His.

Loved writing this, it turned out super super cute, PLUS! Today is Felix's birthday!! Happy birthday to the bby!!

Thank you for reading ^^

Hyunjin's fic will be posted on the 27th ^-^

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FANDOMS & CHARACTERS— [subject to change]

gilmore girls -> jess, tristan, dave, rory.

harry potter -> harry, hermione, luna, draco, fred, george, blaise, ginny, cedric, tom, theo, mattheo, sirius, james, remus, regulus, lily, narcissa, bellatrix.

lord of the rings / the hobbit -> aragorn, legolas, eomer, eowyn, faramir, boromir, haldir & bard, thranduil, kili, thorin.

the maze runner -> newt, gally, thomas.

stranger things -> steve, dmitri, joyce, hopper, chrissy, nancy, robin.

star wars -> anakin.

the mentalist -> patrick.

grishaverse -> the darkling.

pretty little liars -> aria, jason.

timeless -> flynn.

the vampire diaries -> damon, stefan, elijah, katherine, klaus, kol, rebekah.

twilight -> bella, edward, carlisle, charlie, jasper, alice.

bridgerton -> anthony, benedict, eloise, daphne.

criminal minds -> aaron, spencer, jennifer, emily, derek.

anne with an e -> gilbert, anne.

dead poets society -> neil, todd, charlie, knox.

little women -> amy, jo, laurie, beth [platonic!].

teen wolf -> stiles.

pirates of the caribbean -> jack, will, james, elizabeth.

the hunger games -> finnick, peeta, haymitch, katniss, johanna.

pride and prejudice -> mr darcy.

RULES—

don’t request any smut. nsfw themes are okay but i don’t write full blown smut.

i will write platonic fics & romantic fics but please specify which you want when you request.

i will write: oneshots, blurbs / drabbles, headcanons & dialogues, fem!readers and gn!readers. if you don’t specify in your ask which you prefer, my default is usually gender neutral.

i don’t write male readers, sh, professor x minor!student, poly relationships, parent fics or pregnancy fics.

i only write marriage fics for bridgerton & pride and prejudice!