“That was… Interesting?”
flynn x reggie
Even since Flynn was little, she assumed her attraction ended at girls. She had always had crushes on girls in her class, on female celebrities and cartoons. Never guys-nothing against them, they just weren't for her.
Then she met Reggie.
Reggie who was one of the prettiest boys she had ever met-and that was saying something, because as someone who worked in fashion, Flynn worked with a lot of pretty boys. But there was something about Reggie-his crooked grin, his smattering of freckles, his twinkling grey-green eyes.
FLynn figure it was just aesthetic attraction-again, she could enjoy some window shopping for eye candy with the best of them. But Reggie-she found herself more and more drawn to him. He endeared himself to her with his dorky personality, truly horrible jokes, and heart as big as New York itself.
"You're remarkably hard to dislike," she said to him one day.
"Thanks?" he replied with a chuckle. "Though I'm sure I could find lots of people who would disagree with you. 'Too much' was an often used description applied to me all throughout my childhood."
"We were all shits as kids," Flynn shrugged.
"True that," Reggie said, tipping his beer so the necks of their bottles clinked. "But I guess...some of that sticks around and you engrain it/ Hard to shake when it's a daily reminder."
"You needed better teachers."
"Parents," he whispered, then coughed. "No, I don't wanna get into it, I've done that plenty with my therapist."
Flynn was quiet for a moment after that-for all her squabbles with her folks, they loved each other, and they had never failed to tell her so. She couldn't imagine not having that growing up. "Well if you ever do want to...I'm here."
"Thanks Flynnie."
After that, Flynn was a goner. She wanted to wrap Reggie up and assured him he was cared for-that he would never be 'too much' for her. But it was still weird to align what she thought she knew with what her heart was telling her.
"Can I ask you a question?' Flynn asked him one day.
"Always," Reggie said as he snagged another slice of pizza. This had become their ritual-pizza and beer at their favourite place on Fridays. Flynn had never questioned how much like a date it was, or why neither of them seemed to have plans that night. But now...
"You're bi right?"
"Yeah," Reggie replied. "Oh god you're not going to try and set me up are you?"
"No!" Flynn took a breath and then continued. "How did you figure it out? That you liked both girls and guys?"
"I mean I've always liked girls-you get that, I guess," Reggie replied, not seeing the discomfort in her face. "But then-I had a moment with a guy I was playing with. It never came to anything, but it made me realize oh, guys too. Why?"
"I think...I've always liked girls," Flynn said, avoiding his eyes as she picked the label off her beer. "But now there's this guy who is pretty and sweet and..."
"You like him and don't know how to quantify it," Reggie surmised.
"Yeah."
"I get that." Reggie set his beer down, reaching out to still her fingers. "You don't need to do anything about it if you don't want to, and we'll all love you, no matter how you identify."
"I know, it's just...I really like this guy, but I'm scared to screw it up, not only because I don't want to lose him in my life, but because I have no idea how to be in a relationship with a guy."
"You be yourself, and if he's a great guy, like you deserve, then it'll be fine," Reggie replied, smiling at her in a way that made her melt.
So Flynn leaned over, pressing her lips to his, a quick peck that was over in a blink.
"Um...okay?" Reggie said, sitting back, but her hands still under his. "What was that?"
“That was… Interesting?”
"No Flynn, was it like an experiment to see how it would be like with a guy, because I don't wanna be used like that," Reggie said, yanking his hands back, hurt on his face as he stood up, ready to leave.
"No!" Flynn exclaimed, clutching at his arm to make sure he didn't leave. "You're the guy I like, and I just..."
"Oh," Reggie said, sitting back down. "Um...Flynn..."
"If you don't like me like that I get it, but I had to..." Flynn scoffed then, rubbing over her face. "I still should have asked instead of planting one on you."
"I mean, it would have been nice," Reggie admitted. "But...Flynn I'm not the guy for you. I'm not the guy for anyone."
"Can I ask why?"
"I'm not a guy for one," Reggie replied, taking another long pull of his beer.
"You're trans?"
"Intersex," Reggie said, the word a whisper. "I don't tell people because their first question is concerning what's between my legs, which is no one's business but mine and I just wanna be more than that."
"You are," Flynn said. "You're Reggie who likes country music and Star Wars more than any human should. Who has the worst taste in pizza toppings and even worse jokes. Who helped me carry bundles of fabric six blocks in the scorching heat without complaint. Who takes photos that should be on billboards but instead just grace your Insta page. Who is the sweetest, cutest, most amazing person, no matter what you are or are not packing."
"Thank you," he said after a beat. "You're pretty great too. Even if you're wrong about pineapple on pizza."
Flynn giggled at that. "So am I forgiven for the kiss?"
"Depends, do you wanna try it again and see if we can get a better reaction than 'interesting'?" he asked, eyes sparkling. "I like you too, by the way. I just...thought it was hopeless."
"There might be a spark of hope there," she flirted, pulling him in. "Let's make this more than interesting."


















