#firstpublication

Warnings: Overly cute, Brian being too sweet, You're sweet

Brian would definitely be the big spoon, or sometimes you would wake up with his hair all over your face depending on the weather😽

He would definitely wake up around 7 or 8 so he would have time to make you your favorite breakfast (love the kid) and take it to bed (love x2)

When you wake up he would give you a kiss on the mouth and kisses all over your face then would hug you and then you get up and prepare for a tiring day

It depends on the day if you have to do the shopping or stay at home with a very softie Brian

Option 1 (You stay at home with Brian 💗)

After breakfast they would both go to bathe at the same time but don't think ugly things, Brian would be very respectful and would not do anything to you while they bathe unless you ask (ojoporojo 👀)

After bathing and drying off you would put his creams to the hair (I don't know why but I imagine that Brian puts cream in his hair to make it look nice) and if you use some cream for your short hair (if you have short hair obviously) then he would put it on you

Then they would both start cleaning the house while listening to the Beatles, then they would both be very tired and would throw themselves on the sofa to put on a movie and go to sleep again (but only a 30-minute nap).

When they wake up, it will probably be time for a snack (here where I live, snacks are just for a coffee and bread) like the old money that Brian is, he would take you to Starbucks for a snack, and then they would go to a shopping center to buy things and pamper yourself

They would leave around 6 and then go home. In this case, you make dinner and you're kind of in the kitchen, so you'd do your best, but whatever Brian wants, he'll eat whatever you make. For him, that would be the most delicious in the world (Even though he was pooped)

After that they would both get ready to sleep (because I feel that Brian is a man who goes to sleep at 9 😨) They would put on their shared teddy pajamas and go to sleep

-B: Good night my love～

-M/n: Good night Bri ♡

Option 2 (Brian goes with the boys and you stay at home) ❤️

First, if it's cold, you would put Brian's knitted scarf for you (what a nice gesture) and then you would say goodbye to him with a soft kiss and then go back inside and fall asleep for another little while

After waking up you would get ready to do the monthly shopping, grab a lot of fruit and of course a lot of grapefruit (I saw that May's favorite fruit was grapefruit so) you would pay and immediately go home because of the great cold of London

After putting everything away, you would go to the boys to listen to their practices and gossip a bit with Freddie, who annoyed you by saying that you are more Gay than himself, since you and Brian cannot spend a minute without hugging or kissing.

It should be clarified that Brian was never afraid of success and made his relationship public, which most of his fans took well and the others (those who took it badly) go to hell ♡

After you finish their practices and your ears are blessed by their songs, you would hug everyone goodbye and go home with Brian.

Then they would do the whole routine of bathing and putting on a cream and now if they go to sleep

Bad luck is always with me...💔😭

"The day you left me...an angel cried"

I really miss Lysander and I'm not prepared to miss Leiftan and Valkyon too...

I wanted to play a little bit with an idea I've been toying with recently.

The idea that the word relax is more than five letters.

It's meaning. It's a sound.

So, if you're reading this for the first time, keep reading.

If you're not sure, then start at the top, and read again.

Think about the word "relax" for a moment.

A word is a thought. A meaning.

But that meaning is wrapped in a sound.

That sound is wrapped in text.

You can almost imagine what it sounds like

To relax.

It's almost like effortlessly, the text warps into sound

Something you hear in the back of your head.

Relax.

It's funny, how words translate into sounds.

You can imagine the sounds of the words as you read them.

The meaning blending into feeling, as your eyes follow easily, and you hear in your mind, the sound of the words.

Making it that much easier to follow along.

Easy.

And of course, you know, as someone who has been hypnotized before, that this isn't the first time you've heard those words.

Relax.

Deeper.

Down.

In fact, you are so good at following

And drifting

That you realize that maybe, this isn't the first time you have read this text.

Or perhaps, there is a suggestion hidden somewhere to allow you to forget.

Perhaps it has come and gone.

Perhaps this is that suggestion.

But regardless, it's easier to read, and listen, and drift

Than to remember if you've forgotten

Or if you've forgotten to remember.

All you need to do is relax.

There's that sound again.

Relax.

The heavy feeling

Calm and warm.

Relaxing.

You may have already forgotten how much you've already relaxed.

But you can remember your breathing. Deep. Steady. Slow.

It brings you deeper, more relaxed.

And slows you down

So that your eyes follow

Your mind wanders

And you feel yourself sinking, blissful, and comfortable.

Is this the first time you're reading this? Or have you forgotten?

Does some of it sound familiar?

Relax.

That sound, of course is smooth, and easy

Familiar and comfortable.

Are you settling and calming because you have read this?

Or are you reading this because you have become calm, and centered?

It's become much easier to read, and drift.

And to relax.

Have you forgotten if you've read this before? Did you start at the beginning?

No matter. Right?

Because it's easier to follow

And sink

And drift

And melt

Isn't it?

It's much easier to hear those sounds in your head.

To follow along, because it's where you want to be.

You remember breathing deeply, of course

But perhaps it's easier to forget if you've remembered how this all began.

Maybe it's easier to remember that you've forgotten.

Because that sound

That word

Relax

Is more inviting. More comfortable.

It's exactly where you want to be, so why worry about where you've been?

It's so much easier to forget to remember unimportant things

And simply relax

Slowly, easily

Feeling that sound turn into meaning

A heavy feeling.

A dropping feeling.

While your mind effortlessly glides over my words

And the sounds bring you down

Deeper and heavier.

That's right.

It's much more comfortable and peaceful down here anyway.

It's so much easier to let your eyes glide over each word, letting each comforting word wrap around you automatically.

Because it's easier to forget where you've come from

And instead focus on where you are.

And you are, in fact, in a quiet, relaxing place.

You can hear my words now,

Sounds

In your mind, as you continue to read

To follow

So easily and effortlessly .

Do you keep reading to hear the sounds? Or do the sounds come, and so you read on?

You don't have to remember which is which.

Because it's easier of course to forget which sense you need to focus on.

Maybe they blend together

As you relax.

Relax,

Deeper

And heavier

Down.

And perhaps you blink.

But have you blinked because you've read the words?

Or because I've asked you to?

Perhaps you can't remember

Or you can't be sure.

But that's alright, dear.

Because it's easier to blink

And relax

Funny, how sounds take on meanings we never expected.

How a simple down brings us so very far down

How it feels as if we're sinking

Falling

Drifting

And relaxing

Just with a blink

And a blank

And a down.

Down.

Down.

And even here, where words and sounds and feelings all drift in, and out like the wind

You might have a fleeting moment, where you forget to remember or remember to forget.

Is this the first time you have read this?

Have you skipped a line?

If you don't know, then simply scroll to the top, and follow my words.

Have you relaxed?

I sure hope you have.

Taking a nice, big, deep breath in now.

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 You see, I was just looking for something to do. I remembered I created a tumblr account a couple of years ago and of course I didn’t even remember what for, so there you have me downloading this app again. I didn’t think much about it but then I started following people and for some reason they had all worked up “profiles” (I didn’t know those were blogs I was looking at) and decided to also do something with mine.

 My next step was going to the one place I knew I would find the information I was looking for without having to read it: YouTube!. Have you ever looked at “how to Tumblr: the complete guide” kinda videos?! Well I did. In 2020! And let me tell you, as much as those vids were helpful, they didn’t work the same... Cause we are IN 2020! Guess I’m late. To the after party even. 

Nevertheless I somehow managed to change my theme, but that is it. I don’t know how to put links on my page ( I think tagging would be the correct term?), or how to appropriately use gifs and images without being considered a thief and don’t even ask about the “navigation” thing.

 Anyway, I’ll be here floating around until you read this. I don’t plan on leaving and I have a reason for that; and NO! it’s not money. Not that I think I would be able to make money, but I just saw there’s tutorials on how to earn money through a Tumblr blog and now I have mixed feelings about it. 

Today is the 7⃣th February, day of the 1⃣st publication in my blog called "Tishka the cat". That's why, it is very important to stress that I've been blogging in Tumbler for 2⃣ years❕ Every day I get a lot of good emotions from you, guys❕

Warnings: Exceso de ternura, Brian siendo muy cariñosito, Eres cariñosito

Brian definitivamente seria la cucharita grande, o a veces despertarías con su pelo enredado en tu cara depende del clima😽

El definitivamente se despertaría al rededor de las 7 o 8 por lo cual el tendría tiempo para hacerte tu desayuno favorito (un amor el pibe) y te lo llevaría a la cama (un amorx2)

Cuando despiertes te daría un besote en la boca y besitos en toda la cara te abrazaría y después pues te levantas y te preparas para un día cansado

Depende del día si tienes que hacer las compras o quedarte en casita con un Brian muy softie

Opción 1 (Te quedas en casita con Brian 💗)

Después de desayunar los dos se irían a bañar al mismo tiempo pero no pienses cosas feitas, Brian seria muy respetuoso y no te haría nada mientras se bañan a menos que lo pidas (ojoporojo 👀) después de bañarse y de secarse le pondrías sus cremitas para el pelo (nose porque pero me imagino que Brian se pone crema en el pelo para q le quede bonito) y si tu usas alguna cremita para tu cabellera corta (si tienes el pelo cortito obvi) pues te la pondría

Después ambos se pondrían a limpiar la casa mientras escuchan los Beatles, después ambos estarían muy cansados y se tirarían al sofa a poner alguna pelicular y a dormirse otra ves (pero solo un sueñito de 30 min)

Cuando se despierten seguramente ya será tiempo de la merienda (aquí en donde vivo la merienda namas es para echarte un cafecito y un pan) como el old money que es Brian te llevaría al Starbucks a la merienda, Y después irían a un centro comercial a comprar cositas y consentirte

Se irían como a las 6 y después a la casa en este caso tu haces la cena y pues eres medio medio en la cocina así que harías tu mejor esfuerzo, pero como quiera Brian comería lo que sea que hagas, Para el eso seria lo mas rico del mundo (Aunque estuviera de la caca) Después de eso ambos se prepararían para dormir (porque siento que Brian es un señor q se va a dormir a las 9 😨)

Se pondrían sus pijamas compartidas de osito y a dormir

B: Buenas noches mi amor～

M/n: Buenas noches Bri ♡

Opcion 2 (Brian va con los chicos y tu te quedas en casa)❤️

Primero si hace frio le pondrías a Brian su bufanda tejida x ti (q lindo gesto) y luego te despedirías de el con un beso suave para después volver a entrar y dormirte otro pequeño rato

Después de despertar te alistarías para hacer las compras mensuales, agarrar muchas frutas y por supuesto muchas toronjas (vi por ahí q la fruta favorita de May era la toronja so) pagarías y inmediatamente te irías a tu casa por el gran frio de Londres

Después de guardar todo irías a los chicos a oír sus practicas y a chismear un poco con Freddie, quien te molestaba diciendo que eres mas Gay que el mismo, ya que Brian y tu no pueden estar ni un minuto sin abrazarse o besarse

Cabo de aclarar que Brian nunca le tuvo miedo al éxito y hizo su relación publica, cosa que la mayoría de sus fans se lo tomaron a bien y los demás (los que se lo tomaron a mal) que se vayan al carajo ♡

Después de terminas sus practicas y que tus oídos sean bendecidos por sus canciones, te despedirías con un beso de mejilla con todos y te irías con Brian a casa, después harían toda la rutina de bañarse y ponerse cremita y ahora si a dormir