#first attempt

Brain's been juicing! Striking while it's hot!

Story: Where the Noise Ends

Completely AU. All humans. Retired Navy SEAL Jason Hayes thought a quiet Sunnydale auto shop would finally cure his mind's tactical noise. He expected solitude; he didn't expect the diner owner across the street. Built on late-night talks at the diner, Buffy slowly becomes his sanctuary. However, a budding romance is something neither of them expects but can no longer avoid. My first attempt at a Jason Hayes/Buffy fic.

Im so angry

Im so frustrated

Im trapped in my body

There is so much i want to do

But any of it will render me trapped deeper in my body

I hate my body

I hate my cells

I hate this pathetic prison of slowly tightening chains

I do nothing I atrophy

I do anything I burn my lifeforce

Even emotions eat away at me

If i talk about my struggles for to long I cant leave bed the next day

If I cry or express my anger or laugh to long the chains tighten

So I lay here hoping to feel better tomorrow

And I lay here hoping to feel better tomorrow

And I lay here hoping to feel better tomorrow

And I lay here hoping to feel better tomorrow

And I lay here hoping to feel better tomorrow

And I lay here hoping to feel better tomorrow

And I lay here hoping to feel better tomorrow

Why do I still lay here hoping?

Nothing ever gets better tomorrow

Just look at the world

Better just lay here