@findingstony! i need help finding this fic. looking for a rape aftermath fic (mcu) where steve is mind-controlled (I want to say biologically? like a virus or a fungus or a parasite or something), keeps some of the avengers (DEFINITELY tony and nat) in avengers tower and the fic is a remembering of the events after steve has been returned to normal and a telling of the aftermath. there is no reconciliation other than steve deciding his crimes are unforgivable and estranging himself from the team, and i remember that tony and nat got the worst of it and their friendship features in it. there may be some nat POV. wanna say it’s an older fic (2012-2016) though i could be wrong. it was pretty dark and i’m kicking myself for not bookmarking it. any help appreciated.
