#finally okay

Just finished something that I never thought I'd get to do, it feels really fucking good. I feel like I'm finally gonna be okay, like I'm finally better, like life is finally doing something for me. My advice, find your people, fail in your original goals, because you never know what might happen. You might just become the happiest you've ever been.

I'm finally, actually okay. In fact, I just might even be good.

 Truly okay.

Smile even when the storm is stronger than ever.

tonight as you fell asleep, it hit me and although you won’t ever see this I need to tell you- lately you have been all I think about, and most people would argue that’s a bad thing because it hurts so much to think about someone who you long for but aren’t with and although that is true, I’ve never been happier with you on my mind. for a few days you’ve really been all who is there for me and I have been the one there for you and together we’ve been there for eachother and learned about one another, grown and bonded and Truthfully when I say this, I have never been so in love with someone’s soul, I’ve never met anyone as genuine and blissful as you. you keep me intrigued, you motivate me, you make me feel so goddamn amazing inside… and when you hug me I’ve never felt so safe, and each time more and more emotion is there and everytime we make eye contact it’s longer and longer and We can’t help but just stare into eachother… I’m glad I have you- and although I don’t “have you” “have you”, regardless if I don’t ever have you like that, I still have that peace and emotion with you and that’s all I want to feel for ever. and I don’t know where we stand really, or if we will ever get the courage to talk about it, but we know we have something and that’s why we haven’t walked away from eachother. I don’t know how long I’ll have to wait or how long “we” will have to wait but I’m down for the hours it’s going take. because you are worth every moment.