#ffffuuuckkk

ANYWAYS BACK TO THE HAPPY MUSIC

it kinda sucks some auto actions are in japanese i cant figure out how the pink blue filter works. i did it once and now i cant remember how i did it

fuck i don't know what perspective to watch s h i t

oohhmmfg i would pay....at least 20 euros which is all i have on me....to have ppl stop treating neurodivergency like some sort of fucking exclusive club If u like stimming, if u like fidget spinners and doing tricks with them, if you think slime is pretty thats fucking a-ok, you do you, just remember that this stuff is essential for some ppl and be respectful please !!!! This shitty shitty gatekeeping - i mean its human instinct to want to have a club and keep others out. Its in literally every community ive seen But it literally harms ppl from that community we know this??? I wasted so muxh time being worried about if i was REALLY nonbinary or REALLY autistic or REALLY part of whatever or if i was just faking and its BULLSHIT Bind if you want to try it, get a fidget spinner if you want, do whatever the fuck if it makes you feel comfortable and decide on labels later, as long as you are RESPECTFUL. key word here

part of me thinks that my parents made me move back home because I came out to them. but then part of me feels bad for thinking that they would lie to me and force me to do something so drastic. mostly I am just scared that I'm right and that they made me leave college to "straighten me out" (notice the pun there?)

I am so unfocused today