Okay so the judges and I have been reading over your entries for the past few days and voting on them and it has been so hard to pick the winners. Seriously, the quality of the writing was so freaking high it was unreal. I'm amazed by the talent we've had writing for us this year. But eventually (after a lot of squabbling) we came to a decision and it is my great pleasure to announce the winners of SPN Femslash Week's first fic contest!
Fic Contest Winners
Joint First Place
No One Comes Closer by cadignan
A Merry Little Christmas by sarahnades
We couldn't choose between them-both fics absolutely blew us away and so we decided that they both had to win! The writers will both receive an art prize from the amazingly talented and incredibly lovely -wondersmith who beyond generously offered to make another piece to account for the additional winner. Thank you so much Iva<33
Second Place
Family Function by ct-fan
This brilliant Anna/Jo fic was absolutely adorable and the writer will receive a piece of art of their pairing drawn by the fantastic fuileachd.
Third Place
Beneath Everything You Believe by clinwonderland
The sweetness and tenderness of this totally won over the judges- even those who weren't fond of Anna/Mary! Gorgeous work! The writer will recieve art from the wonderful mooglets.
Drabble Contest Winners
Joint First Place
Heart Is Hard To Translate by flamingbentley
Untitled by saltandsilverbullets
Both drabbles were beautiful so we decided to offer two prizes for this section as well. Each writer will receive a piece of art from either minheeboo or thepizzabear, both awesome artists who have graciously offered up their talents.
I would like to congratulate all the winners and send a huge thanks to all participants in the contest. The fic you guys produced completely went beyond all expectations. Thank you all so much for taking part! And to all the fabulous artists who are working on prizes for the winners- you guys are amazing and you have no idea how much I appreciate your hard work and help.<33
This has been so much fun everyone. I really hope we get to do it again.
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last minute anna/rachel for spn femslash week
it's not the 3rd somewhere, right? err
~400 words, pg
Rachel watches with horror as they tear the strongest angel she once knew apart. What can she do? She canât rebel, and she has no cause to. All she feels is fear, and she isnât sure if she fears for herself or for Anael.
The truth is that Rachel had only met Anael â Anna, now â on a few occasions. Mostly Anna was stationed on Earth and Rachel found her home in Heaven. Anna was an archangel, after all, and her duties were more important. She was a garrison leader, independent and strong but she never crossed any lines.
Rachel had been there when she fell. When they cast her out of Heaven. She had watched the scene unfold beneath her, seen the overwhelming light and been full of that fear. It had gripped her like it was meant to, because they did not punish Anna because she deserved it, but rather because they knew there would be an uprising if she got away without something to warn the others.
But it hasnât been long, and Anna is back. Her body is beautiful, a slim redheaded girl with stunning eyes and a gorgeous jaw. Rachel is here on orders, watching the torment, and her hands shake, though the rest of her body is rigid, refusing to move. A part of her wants to cry out and call the angels, the ones who believe there orders are directly from God, tell them to stop. Because Anna isâŚAnna is in so much pain.
But doubt in itself is terrifying, and Rachel doesnât even want to consider what it means. She casts her eyes downward, but she can still hear the screams, just as sheâs supposed to.
Anna is the first step. Annaâs torturing is not in vain, though she breaks, as anyone would break. Rachel never stops, that seed never quite fades away. And when Castiel approaches her and asks for her help, she nods her assent. She stayed focused and clear because Anna fought so hard and she lost the battle. But it is the war they will win. Raphael, who took part in the destruction of something so beautiful and pure as an archangel like Anna, will lose. Rachel is certain, and certain of these beliefs. And if she dies, it doesnât matter, because there is something so much bigger and better than that at stake.
She knows why she is fighting. She knows why Anna fell.
Pairing(s): Anna/Jo, Dean/Castiel, Sam/Jessica, Bobby/Ellen Â
Rating: PG-13Â
Summary: AU. Jo decides to bring her girlfriend Anna home to meet her family on her Dad's birthday.
Anna was dreaming of her perfect wedding.
She was at the beach in the most beautiful white dress she could ever imagine and feeling the sand on her barefeet.
The sky was a clear blue and she was surrounded by her friends and family, listening to the waves crash against the shore.
She would have been enjoying this dream for a while, except she was startled awake by a loud screeching noise.
She was so surprised she rolled off her bed, landing on her back on the floor. Anna looked up and saw Jo looking down at her, laughing like a hyena.
"What in God's name is wrong with you?" Anna said, trying and failing to sound mad.
"I was trying to scare you." Jo said, trying to stop laughing.
"Yeah, well it worked." Anna sat up and glared at Jo. "Do you think you're funny?"
"I think I'm hilarious."
"Why am I with you?"
"Because of my perky nipples." Jo said confidently.
Anna narrowed her eyes, and then started laughing.
Jo smiled back nervously and said "So, y'know how my dad's birthday is in a few days?"
"Yeah. Are you inviting me to go?"
Jo sighed. "I hate it when you do that. I seriously think you're psychic or some crap like that."
"The angels in my head told me," Anna said seriously.
"Are you gonna go with me or not?"
Anna got up and Jo moved to the other side of the bed so Anna could lie next to her.
She lightly flicked Jo's ear.
"Oh my God, why?" Jo said.
"For asking a stupid question," Anna replied. "Of course I'm going with you! This the first time in the year and a half we've been together that you've invited me to a family function. I am not passing this up for anything! I'll use some of my vacation d-"
Jo cut her off with a kiss.
She rested her forehead against Anna's. "Thank you," she said.
Anna ran her fingers through Jo's hair.
_________
The 5 hour flight from New York to South Dakota was met with no layovers or delays.
Jo read a book about moose hunting, then slept for the rest of the flight, her head resting on Anna's shoulder.
Anna played some video games on her Nintendo DS. She wasn't concentrating on the games though. She was thinking about Jo.
Thinking about Jo is not an abnormal thing for Anna. She's always thinking about her.
This was different. She kept pausing whatever game she was playing and looking at Jo; the way her chest moved up and down as she breathed, the way she gripped Anna's knee with her right hand, the way her blond hair framed her face.
To Anna, Jo was perfection.
She knew Jo didn't think of herself that way.
Anna had always known she was gay; Jo didn't.
Jo had dated guys throughout high school and most of college.
She caught the eye of a girl named Meg. Meg was in Jo's Art History class.
After a few dates and a drunken night resulting in Jo losing her virginity, Meg dumped her for no rhyme or reason.
She had a few girlfriends after that: Lilith, the satanist; Chastity, the prostitute; Pamela, the "psychic"; and Ruby, the drugdealer.
Jo had told Anna all of this halfway through their third date, drunk on wine.
Jo started to twitch and whimper in her sleep. Anna stroked the side of her face, and she relaxed.
_________
Anna parked their rental car in a spot right across from the Singer house. She turned off the ignition and then shook Jo awake.
"Go 'way," Jo mumbled.
"Jo," Anna said firmly, "c'mon you slept enough on the plane. I'm not carrying you in."
Jo yawned and stretched. She looked out the window and perked up.
"Dean!" she opened the car door and ran out.
Anna sighed, and got out. She watched as Jo rushed across the street and jumped on her brother, who was standing in the driveway next to his Impala.
Anna walked up to them, just as Jo was being put down. A dark haired man got of the car and stood next to Jo's brother
"Dean," Jo said. "This is my g- uh, roommate, Anna. Anna this is m-"
"Brother. Got it." Anna said. "Let me see if I remember correctly. You're a gym teacher and you love pie." She looked at the dark haired man. "You must be Castiel. You're Dean's boyfriend of 5 years, if I'm not mistaken, and you're a tax accountant."
"Jesus, Jo," Dean said. "What'd you do, write a book?"
"No," Jo replied. "Anna is a normal person who listens when someone talks."
"Are you saying I don't listen?" Dean asked, pretending to be offended.
"You don't." Castiel said.
Dean made a bitchface at him and Jo and Anna giggled.
"Are you four gonna come in or just stand outside all day?" Ellen Singer called from the doorway of her house.
"Hi, mom!" Jo waved.
"Get in the house." Ellen said back.
"I think we should go in before she drags us by the hair." Dean said.
_________
When the four of them got inside, they noticed that the table was set.
"Ma, it's 4:30," Jo said. "We're gonna eat now?"
"Why do you have to question good things?" Dean asked. "Where's everyone else?"
"Ash, Adam! Get your asses down here now." Ellen shouted from the bottom of the stairs.
"You're mom has nice boobs and Dean is bowlegged," Anna whispered.
Jo covered her mouth to keep from laughing.
Adam and Ash raced down the steps.
"Jo!" Adam squeaked when he saw her, launching his little 5 year old body on her.
"Hey kiddo," she said. She pried him off her and set him on the floor. "Adam, this is my friend Anna." Anna waved.
"I don't get a hug?" Dean said.
"No," Adam replied "you're here every day."
"Where are Sam and Jess?" Jo asked. "And dad?"
"In the kitchen." Ellen said. "Bobby! Sam! Jess! Get in here!"
"Mom, why you gotta yell?" Ash said. "Damn, I'm tired."
"You're always tired." Jo said.
"No, you're always tired," Ash said. He looked Anna up and down. "This your girl?" he whispered.
"Don't assume things, Ash, it makes you more of an ass then you already are."
"Twin telepathy," Ash said, pointing to his head.
_________
"So, Anna, what do you do?" Ellen asked.
For dinner they were having steak, carrots, and mashed potatoes.
"Oh, uhm. I'm an artist." she said.
"Do you do nudes?" Dean asked. Castiel elbowed him in the side.
"An artist and a video game tester," Bobby said. "There's a sitcom in there somewhere."
"What do you draw?" Jessica asked.
"Mostly landscapes and animals and stuff. I usually do them for children's books."
"Daddy," Adam suddenly said. "How old are you gonna be tomorrow?"
"How old was I last year?" Bobby said.
"26."
"The year before that?"
"26."
"So how old will I be tomorrow?"
"26!" Adam said happily.
"That's my boy," Bobby said proudly.
"You couldn't even pass for 50." Ash said.
"Get a haircut," Bobby said.
"Don't hate on the mullet," Ash said, running his fingers through his hair.
"Long-haired bros for life, Ash," Sam said raising his fist.
Jo laughed and looked at her brother and Castiel.
Dean had a nervous look on his face, and Castiel was whispering something to him.
Now? Dean mouthed. Castiel nodded.
"Hey, uh, everyone," Dean cleared his throat, "I have to, uhh, I-I... kinda got an announcement." He exhaled. "Last week, Cas asked me to marry him, and I, uhhh, said yes."
"Oh my God," Sam screeched like a little girl.
"It's about damn time," Bobby and Ellen said at the same time.
"Best man," Ash said. "Best man. I called it. Sam and Jess can be the flower girls."
Jo looked at Anna. Her face was completely expressionless. She saw Jo looking at her then put on a fake smile.
"Congrats," she said a little too loudly.
Jo felt her heart clench.
Anna always got like this whenever any of their friends got engaged; Distant and sad.
She wished she could take away Anna's pain, tell her what she meant to her.
She couldn't do it at the moment, though.
"Dean, you better not wear white," she said. "Everyone knows that's a lie."
Dean threw a carrot piece at her.
_________
After dessert they played several games of charades and watched "Ghostbusters".
Sam and Jessica left for their hotel room.
("There's enough room here."
"No there isn't, ma"
"I barely get to see you."
"Stop guilt-tripping me")
Dean and Castiel were forced to stay.
("Dean, how many beers did you have?"
"Uh, one mom."
"You had three."
"Jo, you are a traitor, and hope you step on a screw."
"You're staying."
"We live only 10 minutes away!"
"Dean Michael Singer."
"Okay, we're staying.")
Anna and Jo stayed in Ash and Jo's old room.
"I always feel weird being in here," she said looking through her closet. "They kept everything exactly as I left it."
"If you got arrested," Anna said from Ash's old bed, "would you hire Sam or Jessica as your lawyer?"
Jo turned around. "What the hell kind of a question is that?"
"Just a question..." Anna flipped a page in the book she was reading.
"Is... is that my diary?" Jo asked.
"Yep. You really kicked a police officer in the ass?"
"Put it down, Anna." She made a beeline for the bed. She tried to grab it from Anna's hand. Anna moved it out of her reach.
"I haven't finished reading it. You kissed a guy named 'Garth'?"
"Give it back." She tried to grab it from her again, and ended up falling onto the bed.
Anna threw the book at the wall and kissed her.
Jo placed her hands on Anna's shoulders and kissed her back enthusiastically.
Their tongues curled around each other and their pulses raced.
The door opened suddenly and they broke apart.
"Really, Jo?" Ash said. "In my bed?"
"This isn't your bed," Jo replied. "You have an apartment. Why don't you go there?"
"I am. I just came to say goodnight to the lady lovebirds."
"Okay, good night," Jo said dismissively.
"Night," Anna said, feeling awkward.
"You two gonna have some fun in here?" Ash raised his eyebrows up and down.
"You are a dick. Go home." Jo was starting to sound angry.
"You know," Ash said, sounding serious, "I think you should tell mom and dad."
"Go home, Ash."
"They'll be completely fine with it."
"Go home, Ash," Jo threw a pillow at him.
He smacked the pillow out of his way and said "You better do it sometime, Joanna Beth." He shut the door behind him.
Neither Jo nor Anna said anything for a few seconds.
"Jo," Anna said.
"Don't," Jo replied, avoiding her eyes. "Please don't."
"You really should tell-"
"Can we please just go to sleep?" Jo turned off the light and climbed into her old bed.
Anna sighed and closed her eyes.
_________
Jo was wide awake. She has been lying on her bed, staring the ceiling. She could hear Anna's light snores.
Jo wishes she could tell her parents. As much as Anna loves her, she doesn't understand this one thing.
Jo used to be so adamant about liking guys. She just refused to believe that everything she thought about herself was a lie.
After she realized she liked girls, she felt like if she told her parents then it would've been like lying to them most of her life.
She knew she had to tell them eventually.
Jo became aware of murmuring from the room next hers, Dean and Sam's old room.
She got up and pressed her ear to the wall.
"I love you more than pie," Dean was saying.
She could imagine them. Castiel lying on the bed, Dean resting on his chest.
"What kind of pie?" Castiel asked.
"All kind. Apple, cherry, blueberry. There are too many to choose from."
"Okay," Castiel said. "I love you more than cheeseburgers."
Jo rubbed a hand over her face and crawled back into her bed, putting her pillow over her head.
Stupid, she thought. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Why is Anna even with me? Dammit! Why can't I tell them?
She fell asleep, angry with herself.
_________
The Singers have an odd tradition.
If it's your birthday, "Happy Birthday" is sung to you before each meal.
For breakfast, Ellen made pancakes with whipped cream, chocolate syrup, and vanilla ice cream.
"How are none of us diabetic?" Sam said, earning smack in the head from Ellen.
Jo came down the stairs a few minutes after, hair a mess and a sour expression on her face. Everyone else was already in the living room.
"Joanna Beth, you get that look off your face," Ellen said.
Jo rolled her eyes.
"Daddy, sit on the couch," Adam said pulling Bobby by the hand.
He sat down. "Where's the food, women?" he said, amusement in his voice.
Ellen glared at him and put the pancakes on the coffee table.
"Hey, Jo, Dean said. "How long have you and Anna been together?"
Jo's eyes widened. "What?"
"Together, you know; dating, courting f-"
"Dean!" Bobby and Ellen both yelled at he same time.
"Wait, what?" Jo said.
"They've been together, like, a year and a half, or something." Ash said.
"Ash, what the hell did you tell them?"
"Nothing!" Ash said defensively.
"Jo, how dumb do you think we are?" Bobby said. "We've always known."
"You... always..." Everyone nodded, even Adam. 'Why didn't you tell me you knew?"
"We thought you knew we knew." Sam said.
"Can you start singin' so I can eat?" Bobby said impatiently.
While everyone sang, Jo stood there in surprise. She looked at Anna.
Anna's hand was covering her mouth, tears in her eyes.
heart is hard to translate (anna/ruby preslash drabble for SPN femslash week. read more hates me.)
When she first saw her face, Anna never imagined that Ruby could be beautiful.
Ruby was only the second demon Anna had ever seen, and sheâd been too terrified by the swirl of red and hate that was Ruby to look very deeply. Sheâs screamed as Ruby had dragged her out of the closet âtill Ruby had clamped a hand over her mouth, and then she had forced herself to become calm, to breathe. Ruby had taken her out, and away, to a run-down house in the middle of nowhere. Ruby had said itâs the safest they can get right now. Now that they're here, Rubyâs watching something, some demon scrying thing, and Anna finally has the chance to really study her.
She canât say sheâs expecting what she sees. Ruby is a demon, yes. Itâs obvious at first glance, face and body and soul all a twisted mess.
But if you look hard enough you can see the remnants of her humanity, the woman she once was. Ruby was human and now is something else, and Anna sometimes almost feels as if she started off something else and became human. Itâs not that she has illusions of grandeur or something; itâs just that she remembers. She remembers being something higher, a feeling of brightness and floating and incredible, incredible, beauty. But whatever it was, sheâs lost it. Anna is shoved into this shell, and Ruby has had her humanity torn from her like the skin off her bones. But while the flesh may have been devoured, bloodâs still pumping in Rubyâs veins, and Anna can see something in it other than sin, now that she looks.
If Rubyâs gone up and sheâs gone down, Anna thinks then maybe theyâll meet in the middle. Regardless, she doesnât flinch anymore when she looks at Ruby; she can find the beauty in the writhing scars and burning flesh. Itâs a tragic kind of beauty, but Annaâs always been able to appreciate thatâbecause sheâs religious, maybe. Thereâs a lot of tragedies in the Bible, but sheâs always thought some of them were kind of gorgeous, in a broken sort of way. Despite everything, Ruby saved her life and for some unknowable reason, Anna trusts her.
Ruby glances over her shoulder at Anna, as if to check sheâs still alive, still there. Anna catches her eye and holds it. She doesnât jerk away, doesnât even want to. She gives Ruby a swift smile. She thinks that maybe they can learn from each other.
Title:Â The Silence Tastes Sweeter Now
Pairing:Â Ellen Harvelle/Jody Mills
Rating:Â PG-13
Word Count: 1178
Summary: AU. They haven't really talked in months and Never Have I Ever is a good way to start.
Warning:Â Drinking. Quite a bit.
Disclaimer:Â I do not own Supernatural or the characters.
Author's Note: Hey look, a fic. For spnfemslashweek. Hope you guys like it.
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Title:Â Always On My Mind
Pairing:Â Fem!Dean/Fem!Sam (Deanna/Samantha)
Rating:Â NC-17
Word Count:Â 2615
Summary:Â The two sisters have an English assignment to do together that gets a little out of hand. A little bit of HighSchool!AU
Warning: Mutual masturbation. (Porn, porn, porn.)
A/N: Whoops. I accidentally another fic. At 5 in the morning.
The first week of school was always a little tricky. For Samantha, it meant trying to find a group of friends to fit in with. For the past several years she had always been at the front of the class or at the side, being the 'nerd' or âgeekâ of her grade. Everyone picked on her for liking Star Wars and getting the highest grade in almost every subject. When all the other groups of kids were kissing their love interests in the bathrooms or wanting to go partying, Samantha was sat in a corner scribbling in her notebook wildly.
This year, Mr. Zachariah, the English teacher assigned them to write an essay on the first day. He dispersed everyone to pairs and told them to write essays about something that the other one was very passionate about. The main point of it, he explained, was to get to know others better and to have a more 'open mind'. They had done something similar to this last year which had gone terribly wrong, so Samantha had been dreading it the whole day and just sulked in her seat.
By the end of the class, Samantha found out that she had been assigned to her older sister. Her sister whom everyone thought wasn't related to her because of the blonde hair, loud music, dirty clothes, rolled up sleeves and odd smell of salt attached to her clothes. Sam had been raised by her sister, yet she was nothing like her. She was practically the exact opposite of her. Deanna was usually there, standing up for Samantha when she got bullied or teased. Even if the rest of the time Deanna ignored her, Sam appreciated her sister more than she said she did. But right now, Sam just brushed it off like it was nothing important and watched her at the other end of the class, moaning to her friends sarcastically.
After the rest of their classes, Samantha saw that Deanna was waiting in the hallway for her. She had been in History class blabbering with her teacher, Lucy, for a while now and wondered if her sister had waited that whole time for her to come out.
"What was taking you so long?"
"I thought this History class was interesting."
"Yeah, whatever. Why don't we get this English assignment thing over and do it at home. Maybe we'll go get some pie to celebrate after we're done."
"I thought the pie was always before the homework for you."
"Well, it's you, so this assignment should be pretty easy to get done. Plus, the sooner the better. Right?"
"Alright. Now you're starting to not sound like my sister at all."
Deanna rolled her eyes and walked to the school doors. They strolled down the street without a word after that. The sisters had always walked to their house, because on the bus Samantha would get bullied way too easily. Plus, when they walked, it would lead them right into the little bakery that Deanna loved to get pies from.
-
When they arrived at their house on the very end of the street, they realized that the house was empty. Usually there was their father who walked about the house, who grumbled under his breath about his work. He would be gone for most of the day and got home later at night, the two sisters knew this, but there were the occasional days where he was home earlier.
Deanna opened the fridge to grab a bottle of beer before she headed right to her bedroom and dropped her binders on her bed. Samantha, with a nervous step, walked into the room. It was decorated with black paint, AC/DC posters and the desks were piled with cassette tapes. Her sister had left enough room on the bed for her, so she placed herself at the very corner.
âYou know, Iâm kind of glad I got you for the assignment because this should be relatively easy,â Deanna stated as she flipped through some papers and ran a finger down some paragraphs of text. She took a swig out of her already-opened beer bottle and placed it on her nightstand afterwards.
âYeah, same. Although⌠I mightâve preferred to be with someone else for a challenge.â
"Well, at least you didn't get that guy Gabriel, he seemed a little annoying."
âHe seemed okay. Maybe⌠maybe Anna or Ruby mightâve been my choice.â
âThose girls? What, do you find them pretty?â
âSure. Why?â
âOh, no reason. You know⌠I had Anna in my group of friends for about a week last year. I hung out with her and we almost had sex. It was pretty hot, but it turns out that sometimes she can be a little bit of a whore with girls. I did see her eyeing Anna in the girlâs bathroom the other day.â
Sam nodded slightly, like she knew Deanna was being sarcastic, looked down and opened her English binder. She fidgeted with her pencil as she gazed at Deanna again.
âRight. So⌠Sammy, what do you like? Other than your crappy music taste and weird health obsession, because I do not get why youâre that way. So writing about it would be ten times harder.â
Sam bit down on her lower lip in concentration for a while.
âI like when dad lets you practice shooting and you lend me the gun. Or when you draw lines of salt around my bed when you think Iâm sleeping so that nothing will hurt me.â
âOkay, letâs not get sappy Sam. Those things are hard to write aboutâŚâ Her eyes looked Samantha up and down, almost scared. Neither of them moved except for Samâs constant hand-fidgeting.
âI canât think of anything elseâ, Sam muttered after a few minutes of silence.
âFor me, itâs easy, it would either have be pie, beer, hunting, orâŚâ She sighed at the last part like she had forgotten what to say.
âOr what?â
âI was about to say either girls or protecting you.â
âGirls?â Samâs frowned face immediately glanced up at the sound of that and ignored the other part.
âI⌠I think I meant to say boys there. That was awkward.â
âNo, Deanna. I think you meant to say girls.â
âDonât argue with me! I know what I likeâŚâ
âSure. Like you donât stay in the bathroom moaning girlâs names or stand in the aisle of the grocery shop staring at the boobs on womenâs magazines. Or enjoy talking about how pretty the âgirlfriendsâ you have are. Or even stand frozen in the changing rooms for Gym while you examine your friends in just their bras.â
Deanna squinted her eyes at her sister. Her face seemed to muster up a big, dark blush that was clearly visible. She gulped before she talked back.
âAnd how exactly do you know that?â
âI know you, youâre my sister. And Iâve known you for several years now. Donât think I wouldnât notice all of that.â
âYou know⌠I canât recall a time where your interests have been normal, Sam. I can still remember that time that you came into my room and caught-â
âLetâs just get back to our workâ, Sam interrupted, her head titled downwards at her binder. She adjusted her seating position so that she was on her knees.
âLet me finish!â Deanna barked back. âI still remember that time that you caught me masturbating in my room a couple years back and you just stood there until I had to get up to shoo you away. And when you kept placing your hand on my thigh when we were fixing-â
âStop!â Samantha threw both of her fists on the bed and leaned forwards. Deanna inclined forwards as well, in her cross-legged position. Their eyes met and initiated a long, tense staring contest.
Two strong hands whacked Samantha right at her jaw and pulled her in with a strong grip. She lost her balance as she was pulled towards Deanna; their faces smacked together. Deannaâs lips ended up kissing the side of her Samâs lips. By the time Samantha had adjusted her balance and position again, Deanna had pulled herself to her sisterâs height. Her foot hit the small pile of binders behind her to the floor and almost whipped a pillow away as well.
Sam got frightened when the girl jumped on her again. This time, one of her hands tangled into Samanthaâs hair and tugged it in her direction. The intense kiss made Sam fall backwards onto Deanna. Her arms waved around in a wild manner, not knowing what exactly was going on. After Deanna had let their lips unlock, she looked up at Sam. Her eyebrows furrowed deeply before she grabbed Samanthaâs shoulders, and with all her force, flipped her over.
âW-why are you doing this?â Samantha asked before anymore lips started touching any body parts.
âDonât tell me you donât enjoy it.â
âIâŚâ Deanna shut her sisterâs mouth with a small peck of her lips before she talked again. âI-I know I like it, but I donât know what youâd think of me. Usually I donât care, butâŚâ
âOh, shut up Sammy. You are by far the weirdest person I know, but I donât care that you like this. I like this too and I canât deny it. All those times I did stare at boobs and dream about being a lesbian, I thought about how it would be like for you. They say itâs in the genetics sometimes. So I kept thinking about you and I ended up having fucked up fantasies about you. It was all-â
This time it was Samantha that shut her up. The ponytail Deanna was wearing today let her grab her open neck and pull her down to meet her lips again. Samantha was rough; her tongue plunged into Deannaâs mouth and started to lick the edges of her cheek and along her teeth before meeting with a new tongue. Deannaâs hands started to scavenge everywhere on Sam. Thumbs brushed up and down on her bra, right on the spot where her nipples were. Another hand massaged her shoulder deeply, slid to trace where her clavicle would be and ended up trying to tear into her tight shirt.
Samâs brunette hair scattered on the pillows in waves as she tossed her head left and right when Deanna wasnât in her mouth. Her exposed neck had begun being sucked and bit up and down. Moans escaped her, sheets were being tightened at the sudden grasps of her hands, her pelvis thrust upwards to meet Deannaâs body; Samantha was experiencing pure pleasure.
When the blonde stopped, Sam whined and opened her eyes. It appeared that Deanna was now concentrated on how to get her own jeans off. She struggled a lot with her zipper and finally got it opened, which then made her wiggle herself out of them. Samantha watched as she threw them across the room like they were something possessed that she never wanted to see again. When she turned back to Sam, a wicked smirk crawled onto her face. Deannaâs hands slithered up Samâs legs in search of her own zipper.
It was an equal aggravating yank that pulled Samanthaâs jeans off. When they were pulled off, and thrown across the room like Deanna had done with hers, Samantha laid back into the pillows and watched as fingers worked up her soft legs. They stretched automatically and pulled up to wrap around Deannaâs body when she inched forwards to concentrate at her chest.
Buttons of her shirt were unbuttoned incredibly fast; it was almost like Deanna had been training for this. When the shirt was opened and splayed outwards, Deanna squished Samâs breasts in her palms for a quick second. They fit nicely and were warm under her fingers. Samantha pushed herself upwards to help with taking off the shirt and bra. It felt hot when their two bodies were so close together and when their bare skin accidentally touched, a shiver went through both of them. They didnât say a word to each other during this whole process, however, there were small kisses planted on foreheads, shoulders, and lips. There were kisses everywhere, and looks. The looks and bends of their lips, along with dimples in their cheeks, made both of them react with shudders or gulps or nervousness each time.
Deanna only had a dark sweatshirt on, and when she pulled it over her shoulders, it revealed that she didnât have a bra. Samâs mouth released a quick huff at the sight of her sisterâs breasts. She had seen them before many times, whether it was an accident or not, but seeing them now and having thoughts about her without a bra at school made her suddenly twitch and squirm her hips.
The blonde teenager shot her sweatshirt and Samâs shirt off to the side. Her attention was now to Samâs soft skin. Hands with wide spread fingers pushed her down into the mattress even more and felt the entire surface that they could cover. Groans and short-cut breaths escaped Sam as the hands kept toying with her nipples and flying over places that made her arch her body. Deannaâs hands ventured downwards into the crease of her hips and thighs. One of the hands casually slid into the green panties of Sam, while the other caressed a hip bone.
Their gaze connected as the two were finally at the same height. Deanna went in for a kiss; as she did this, her fingers slipped over Samanthaâs clit. A howl-like moan came from her as Deanna slightly bit her lower lip and nudged her clit simultaneously. The hands of the brunette went around Deannaâs back and into her boxers, and her feet slipped to snuggle under her bottom. A hand of hers did the best it could to squish through the space they had left in between them to go right into those warm, well-fitted boxers.
Like it was a challenge to her, Deanna squeezed two fingers on the sizes of Samâs vagina lips and wiggled them consecutively. In response, Samâs breath hitched, and panted in short gasps. She barely had much strength of her own, but she forced herself not to be the submissive one in this situation. Her thumb and pointer finger pinched Deannaâs clit and did the same action, tugging at it several times to add some pressure.
This time, it was Deanna who released a wheeze and hiss of satisfaction of her own. They kept doing this for several minutes; kissing each other with their tongues lashing together, and exploring each other. When each of them found a motion that made the otherâs eyes widen and almost roll backwards into their own skull, they kept going. A murmur of moans grew louder as they kept going, until Samantha let out a loud, extended moan. Her body arched into Deannaâs. That action made Deanna ejaculate consecutively; the deeper and harder motion of Samâs hands against her clitoris drove her right off the edge and her moan joined as well. Â Â Â Â
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Samantha was held against her sisterâs chest, her legs cradled over one of Deannaâs.
âI donât even remember what we were doing before this.â Deanna said aloud as she caught her breath.
âWe were doing that assignment for English.â
Deanna lifted herself up with her elbows. A smirk grew in a mischievous manner on her lips as she looked at her sister.
âI think I know what Iâm writing about now.â
âOh. Donât you dare. Youâre going to fail and probably go to detention if you write about that.â
âI donât care. Iâll be right and you know it.â
Title: Record Skip
Author: twoskeletons/siterlas
Pairing: girl!Sam/girl!Dean
Rating:Â NC-17
Spoilers: 3x11
Notes: Written for SPN Femslash Week. Thank you to Skullage for betareading.
Word Count: ~1200
Summary: Missing scenes from 'Mystery Spot'. "Love is the least of your problems."
lady!dean/cas (in a female vessel). for SPN FemSlash Week.
The air bites at her bare shoulders, the smell of ash permeating the wind that whips around her. A soft flutter displaces the air beside her and out of the corner of her eye she catches the rough, tan edge of a familiar trenchcoat. "Hey Cas." The angel looks over, her arms heavy and still at her sides. Her hair still curls at her ears, soft brown waves fallen out of the pearly barrette clipped at the back if her head. Deanna smiles, feeling loose from a hunt that hadn't gone wrong. Salt and burn those fuckers, that was the Winchester way. And Sam had picked up some beers and pizza, just waiting for her back at the motel. Her mouth twitches up at the corner and and stays there, and she looks over at Cas. Who was supposed to be there an hour ago, for fuckâs sake - Deanna doesnât expect her to drop everything and come flying, but would it have been so hard to let them know she was busy instead of saying sheâd show up? She scratches off a bit of dirt crusted under her chin and says "Found God yet?"
Castiel frowns immediately and doesnât answer. Okay, yeah, so that was a little too sensitive for just a throwaway jibe. She was never going to find God anyway because the bastard was gone - Deanna still wasnât sure she believed in God, anyway, regardless of the presence of angels. The annoying fuckers probably popped out of little celestial eggs. But Cas is different than the rest of them, and Deanna feels shitty about snapping just because she had been a little late.
"Didn't think so," she says, because thatâs a hell of a lot easier to say than sorry.
"I don't intend to stop looking," Cas tells her, voice hard. Itâs easy to forget that there is an angel there, wearing a soccer mom, but when Cas speaks like that, all rumbles and rich velvet with that dusty, ancient tremor, Deanna is struck - always - by a visceral reminder of just how inhuman Cas really is. She looks unsure for a half second before narrowing her eyes and saying "I thought you needed my help with a hunt. Did you call me down here just to disparage me?"
"Jesus, Cas, way to make me feel like a bitch. We did need your help, we thought," Deanna tells her, leaning against the big shovel stuck in the ground that she'd used to dig up the remains. Sheâd grabbed it from the front porch of the house, because theyâd parked the Impala too far away to go grab something quickly from the trunk. The ghost had been someone named Norman Busbee; and he had been one fucked-up orthodontist in his life, killed by his second wife because heâd paid more attention to his pet chickens than to her. Seriously, Deanna wonders, why did they have to get all the crap cases. Ghost obsessed with chickens, that banshee in the swamp a few weeks before. The goddamn apocalypse. Real fucking peachy to be a Winchester. She doesnât want do have to go back to the house; metallic chickens with big, white stones polished to a dull shine for eyes. And they roll in the sockets. Christ. Thereâs a garden shed right by the gravesite, though, so sheâll just stow it back there before she left. She shrugs at Cas. â"But, uh. No demons. Just a ghost. Guess the intel was wrong. We took care of him pretty quick. Samâs already back at the motel.â She taps the fresh dirt once with the toe of her boot, then pulls up the shovel and slings it over her shoulder. Cas doesnât move - of course - so Deanna just starts walking. âYou coming?â she calls, glancing back over her free shoulder.
The way Cas scrunches up her nose in bemusement is one part âwhat the fuck is this human sayingâ and one part fucking adorable and it really isnât helping the hate-crush Deanna is already sporting. But she starts walking, quick efficient strides that crunch across the dry lawn. Deanna slows, just a little, slipping into a stroll so that Cas can catch up.
She throws the shovel into the shed and then they walk back to the Impala - there because Sam left had had decided to walk to their motel, which was only a few blocks away, yeah, but still. Deanna opens the door preemptively, because no way is Cas going to zap them anywhere, not when her babyâs right there. âGet in,â she says, when Cas continues to stand there. She climbs into the driverâs side and after another few seconds of hesitation Cas gets in beside her. Deanna nods at Cas and starts the car, pulling out of the driveway, the headlights flashing on the weird, metallic chickens set around the house. Seriously. Deanna is going to have nightmares about those fucking chickens.
She turns down the music a little and pulls out her cell phone, pushing the few buttons to speed dial Sam. âHey,â she says into the phone, âitâs Dee.â Cas gives her a look she interprets as âif you talk on the phone and drive you are going to die,â and she gives one back that says âfuck you, you can fix me with your angel magic.â Casâ expression doesnât change, so sheâs not sure the sentiment took. âCas finally showed up,â she says, drumming her fingers on the steering wheel. âYeah, I know. I told her. Sheâs with me now - weâre coming back. You better not have eaten all the pizza.â Sam immediately starts to apologize, because oh, he forgot to pick it up. âWhatever,â she says, hoping he can hear the disgust dripping from her words. âCas and I are going to go pick up burgers. You better leave me a beer.â She hangs up and wedges the phone into her front pocket.
âI donât need to eat,â Cas reminds her.
âYeah, Cas,â Deanna says, âyouâve told me. More for me, then.â They drive until Deanna sees some place with a drive-thru. She orders two burgers and a large fries. Itâs tempting to go back and eat in front of Sam, just to show him not to forget the fucking pizza again, but even if Norm the chicken guy hadnât been a tough ghost, itâd still taken some energy to dig up his bones, so on a lonely stretch of road between the greasy burger place and the motel she pulls over.
They lean against the Impala, looking towards the road. There are enough stars out to see, so she grabs a burger out of the bag and hands it over to Cas. Who doesnât take anything of course, but just holds it up awkwardly, looking at the sky. Itâs not really a funny situation, but it makes Deanna grin anyway, and she knocks her shoulder against Casâ. âHey,â she says. Youâre beautiful, she thinks. I donât know if I can do this, she thinks. I want to kiss you but thereâs ketchup smeared on the side of my mouth and Iâm going to get it on you, she thinks, her heart clenching at the soft curve of Casâ neck, the plumpness of her mouth, the crisp, white shirt belted at her slim waist. She says âCan you hand me a fry?â
She pushes her bra strap back up her shoulder and watches Castiel dig in the bag. She holds the fry up too high and instead of grabbing it, Deanna just opens her mouth and lets Cas push it inside. The tips of her fingers - neatly trimmed, with clean painted white tips - hit her lips and Deanna tries very, very hard not to let the really inappropriate sound she wants to make slip out. Cas wipes her fingers on her other sleeve.
âAre you cold?â Cas asks. âIt seems... brisk.â
âIs that really your idea of small talk?â she asks, reaching into the bag to grab another fry. Her arm grazes Casâ chest. âIâm fine,â she says after she swallows. âA little coldâs nothing I canât handle.â
Cas nods and looks back up at the sky. An old truck passes by a minute later, breaking the easy silence as it rattles down the road. Deanna finishes her burger and starts on the second. Cas isnât much of a talker anyway, so itâs not like the silence is awkward, but itâs laced with something. Thereâs a tension that Deanna feels, like a pressure in her throat, at the base of her spine. She wonders why, since the hunt was over, Cas decided to stay.
âYou want a fry?â she asks, pulling one out and holding it under Casâ nose.
âNo,â Cas says, shaking her head. Theyâre so close that Deanna can feel her hair move.
âCome on,â she says, shaking it a little. âJust one.â
Cas looks over at her and Deanna gives her an encouraging look. Itâs just one damn fry, after all. Cas opens her mouth, wide, and Deanna swallows and when she drops the fry, itâs a goddamn accident, she swears.
Cas has a really great tongue, it turns out, and she runs the flat of it against Deannaâs finger, sucking it into her mouth until the last knuckle. The wet point of her tongue finds the soft skin between fingers, and itâs really good and even though she touches one of Casâ molars itâs okay because holy fuck itâs good and why is it her finger in Casâ mouth and not her tongue?
âI dropped the fry,â she says, stupidly, trying to regain some measure of control. Cas sucks once on her finger, hard, and then lets Deanna pull it out.
âI donât need to eat,â Cas reminds her again, and thereâs something in her expression thatâs curious and soft. Itâs probably romantic, some part of Deannaâs brain she associates with Sam tells her insistently, but the only thing she wants to say to Cas is âI really want to do you.â So she doesnât say anything at all. She reaches out and touches Casâ hair, and itâs really soft, and something inside her folds up as she pushes it behind Casâ ear.
âWe should go,â Cas says, looking away. And itâs evasive and almost human, and Deanna thinks that kissing Cas wouldnât be so bad, not really, it might even be great, fucking amazing, and if there wasnât a fucking apocalypse going on, goddamn but she would do it. She would do it. And maybe Cas wouldnât push her away. Deanna knew she wouldnât, even if she likes to pretend that Cas doesnât care about her.
âYeah,â she says. Maybe itâs colder suddenly, she doesnât know, but she rubs the goosebumps on her arm and opens the car door. Cas is looking at her, head tilted, and Deanna sighs. âYou have to go?â
Cas nods. âAll right. Good luck, then. With your, uh.â She makes a half-hearted motion with her arm, cocking her head. âYour search or whatever.â
âThank you,â Cas says, and then she is gone. Deanna throws the food bag into the back seat and starts the car. She turns the music up and sings along, pulling out onto the road. Thereâs cold beer waiting for her in the room, and she knows sheâll see Cas again soon.