#feelingdump

i love my friends, but i could never be anything more than friends with them

i love my boyfriend, but sometimes, he’s a really good just-friend

i love my plants, but they never say it back

i love my art, but only when other people love it first

i love my favorite tv shows, but i can live without them

i love food, but i’m never hungry

i love people i don’t know, and who don’t know me, just based on their opinions and ideas

Okay, yeah, I'm a loner. Its not like I dont have friends-I have a solid group of close ones and some mutuals-but people view me as a loner. Emo? Sure. I wear a lot of black, and I'm very quiet. (Dont exactly listen to a lot of the "emo" bands that much anymore tho) I don't fit in much either. If I'm put in a group of people who know each other, but I'm the only one who doesn't know them, I will in fact not talk. I like a lot of things that other people usually don't, so I cant talk about them to strangers. Sports? Nah, not a fan. Pop music? No not really. The newest video from Logan Paul? Please talk about something else. What I'm trying to say here, anonymous reader, is that I'm (unlike you, who probably has 1.5k followers on Instagram or something) not popular. No one talks to me because I'm either threatening (which isnt likely,,,at all) or look like an emo loner™ who doesnt talk. I talk! I'm nice! Just awkward and shy! I wish that more people viewed me that way.

Hey- sorry this post wasnt about gender/sexuality, just a little vent. This week has been pretty good though, despite the fact I have a presentation due in two days and I havent started whoops.