Is now a good time? Maybe over dinner would be best? Luffy's sure if his father has any say ( which he has most of) he'd never leave the house or think of leaving. It's not fair and they both know it. Luffy isn't a child anymore and the world is a huge place, filled with more people than assassin's.
The deep scar on his cheek twinges like it wants to itch.
No, he's not a child, that indecent was nearly eleven years ago and it wasn't his fault. He'd done as his father said, kept busy, kept quiet and โ no. Luffy shakes his head and takes a deep breath. He's nineteen, basically a man with no life experience and he's outgrown this place buuuut what if something happened again?
Slim fingers pull at his cheeks, the circular thinking liable to drive him crazy instead of a no.
Don't give him a reason to say no. Do you wanna die here?
โWani.โ He clears his throat, back a little to straight and hands stiffly at his side. Luffy slinks into his father's office like a inchworm, doesn't mean to make himself small but he is. The young man is lanky, sharply dressed in light green button down and cool color argyle sweater vest with his grey house shoes on. He's always been on the smaller side and has always wondered when another growth spurt would attempt to lessen their height difference.
โI wannaโโ he takes another breath, hands gripping the side of his slacks. โI wanna go to another island.โ It's out and the flood gates open. โNot a far one but ya know, I wanna explore โn obviously not alone.โ He laughs. โOh course not alone but ya know we've been on Arabasta forever, all the books you bring me have all these cool places โn I wanna go there!โ His anxiety is somehow under control, excitement even bubbling into his words. โI'm old enough now andโand I think it'd be fun. Sailing looks fun and all of it looks fun!โ The food, the people, the wildlife, all of it's outside those doors. A life of adventure, glory, treasure โฆ friends.
โAgain, not a far one.โ Throws his hands up to emphasize his point as he pats the air. โAnd not alone.โ As many guards as it'd take, even if it's a buzzkill he's willing to compromise. โIf you don't say yes wellโฆโ The anxiety is back, dark eyes quickly darting away from the man to look at the wall then the floor. When he speaks again it's mumbled, words barely moving his lips. โI'll do it anyway.โ