#fataesthetics

What is life? Ion even know. Yeah I’m here. We here. Like that’s all I got. One day at a time. Still dodgin COVID. Let’s add MP to the list and the further demonization of the gay community which ain’t got nada to do with it. If you had chicken pox growing up then you know how this works. Groceries are at an all time high but no worries there a surplus of caucasity and performative privilege to last a life time. They servin in sandwich bags at the pharmacy I will never shame a street pharmacist again. But how y’all doin? You ain’t gotta be ok cause I can’t pretend. I guess it’s the weekend y’all 😬😂🤷🏾 #thefatBlackblock #fataesthetics #fatmodel #fatvibes #lgbtqia #queer #earthisghettoiwannaleave #whatislife #twilightzone #nonbinary#fatsummer #summertime #thekiingcurry #trans #testosterone #fatwords #bespokecurry #pnw #westcoast #losangeles #aplmodels https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg4ZR4Zrrk7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Stay with me in yellow 🐱🐥🌻🌞🍋🧽📒💛🟡🟨 #fataesthetics #fatvibes #fatfashion #yellow #amarillo #fatmodel #queer #nonbinary #lgbtqia #aplmodels #cobaltsudiospdx #blksft #westcoast #losangeles #seattle #pdx #theweekend https://www.instagram.com/p/Cgo_uidLG9M/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

The week in review - This is the first week where I have worked with my autism instead of against it in order To create a work flow that works for me. I was productive this week but in a way that works for me outside grind and hustle culture . . . The Fat Black Block is here. This is my subscriptions space via my website. I will cover all of the things near and dear to my heart but first we start with writing. In 2010 I stopped writing after receiving my MFA because whenever I wrote I heard a voice that wasn’t mine but instead the voice of someone who had been indoctrinated to academic and yt culture. My voice is finally back and I’ve got plenty to say. My goal if 25 subscribers at the bronze level $25 a month for 3 months. Once I reach goal I will release Fat Black Block Silver. At the bronze level you will get to hear my thoughts on topics from non-binary to fear as capital in Black bodies and more. Link in bio . . . I am looking for individual and entities who are bold understand the importance of Black Beauty School and the ways in which it is directly linked to shifting standards of Black beauty and hair. I am also looking to take this program out of the country and into Black communities that could benefit the most abroad. This program is revolutionary and moves beyond just trying to make profit off of others and seeks to fundamentally change the way cosmetology programs operate and more all the way up the chain. Please do not waste my time with performative inquiries. . . . I am seeking brands and persons who are looking to hire my talent via APL Models. So many of you claim you want to work with me and support me as a professional model. But you’re only looking to do that as long as you can underpay me. That’s not the name of the game. Value my talent and craft and book me. #fatvibes #fataesthetics #fatfolx #fatfashion #myparade #fatmodel #fatfashion #lgbtqia #queer #nonbinary #thekiingcurry #thefatBlackblock #writing #BBS #BlackBeautySchool #aplmodels #bespokecurry #yitty #pnw #losangeles #westcoast #seattle #pdx https://www.instagram.com/p/CgmaKJXrdgp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Headed to my hostess shift at the Pink. P Valley A Cosplay - your respectability politics say way more about you than me. I love P Valley but said that bodies ain’t a reflection of the true culture. @Parade Roar Two Piece Set. Be sure to use my promo BESPOKECURRY for a discount on your next order. #fatvibes #fataesthetics #fatfolx #fatfashion #myparade #yourparade #pvalley #cosplay #thepink #chucalissasfinest #fatmodel #fatfashion #lgbtqia #queer #nonbinary #thekiingcurry #bespokecurry (at The Pynk - Chucalissa, Mississippi) https://www.instagram.com/p/CghVpQHLeFc/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I want to ask the world to have a big imagination for me. I want to ask you to believe me the first time when I’ve named harm. I am asking you to pause with intention for those with dark skin. Not the intention of slave master and mistress or of his children, but with the intention that you pour into your beige babies. Bring me your Beyoncé energy. Allow me to be full and complete. Allow me to exist outside of the space of nourishing and educating y’all to life and myself to an early grave. Love me for the mundane. Stay for my creative genius. Like this post just as much as y’all like a post where I’m holding someone accountable for wrongdoing. Y’all only believe I am important as long as I am enraged. My rage is valid. But it’s one small part of me. I keep asking to be seen in my whole humanity. I keep asking to be seen as a model. As an entertainer. As a speaker. I keep asking to be seen as someone who has deep understanding of beauty and aesthetics. I keep asking to be seen as an artistic director, a wardrobe stylist, as someone who has a deep knowledge of fat bodies and clothing. As someone who is leading and innovating Black hair. I am asking. I am telling you. I have almost 8000 posts on this app. I have lived many lives and for most of you that just means I’m fat, Black, and irrelevant because I won’t wear these tropes and stereotypes as y’all believe I should. I am asking you to have a big imagination for me because I am my ancestors wildest dreams. Not just words on a page but a full fucking vibrant 360 degree whole as human. Honor my humanity. #fataesthetics #fatmodel #fatvibes #lgbtqia #queer #nonbinary #fatfolx #pnw #westcoast #lax #asd #Blackhumanity #thekiingcurry #bespokecurry #aplmodels https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfy2SgkLk6o/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

the collective delusion that is america is killing us. Black folx know this. some Black folx know this. what does it mean when you no longer feel safe leaving your home? even though it has never been safe. ive heard stories, had my own to add to the list. all of them warnings. all of them involving proximity to ⚪️ness. ⚪️ supremacy. all of them signaling that we are beyond our life matters as the world the world is pushing to prove the exact opposite. bey just told y’all to look the other way while our bodies are slaughtered and y’all are doing it. it’s not that deep you say. when will it be? i want to run. i feel my ancestors bubbling just beneath the surface. but to where? this body is mine. is it? planning with mine. Safe space, refuge, lawyers. wtf is my life. y’all ain’t left no legacy. a chaotic mess at best. ain’t no Black delegation. cause we have been scattered and confused. disconnected from ourselves. i am scared. overly aware. trying to soothe a broken heart with missing pieces. the collective delusion that is america is killing us. #fataesthetics #fatmodel #fatwords #lgbtqia #queer #nonbinary #pridewasariot #pride #mybodymyrules #Black #pnw #pdx #westcoast #LA #thekiingcurry #bespkecurry https://www.instagram.com/p/CfO_Dn6FQ43/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

🌈🌈PRIDE🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 Happy Weekend y’all! Pick ya fav. #fataesthetics #lgbtqia #queer #nonbinary #pride #pridewasariot #fatmodel #pnw #westcoast #LAX #plussizemodel #aplmodels #thekiingcurry #bespokecurry https://www.instagram.com/p/Ceqv5vLrH8N/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Lilac Tea Parties #pride #queer #lgbtqia #nonbinary #fataesthetics #90sfashion #thekiingcurry #bespokecurry #psx #pnw #westcoast #LA https://www.instagram.com/p/CeTrbOsLBMh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=