#fantrash

His eyes lit up at the performance of BIGBANG. His eyes were fixated on the screen during half time, and he couldn’t help the fanboy inside of him. He was giddy and excited to see their performance. Their stage time ended and the Announcer spoke up saying,” I’d like to welcome some very special people. An upcoming sensation with so much passion and fire in them. Please introduce yourselves!”

“ Annyeonghaseyo, We are [Group Name]!”

Each member introduced themselves and Jungkook’s face grew brighter with each girl. His smile only faltered at the confusion of a familiar face.

“ A-Annyeonghaseyo, I’m [Group Name]’s Maknae, Y/n…” Your group members told everyone about how you were the best talent out of them all, even if you were shy. They completely cherished you, and you could only smile at your Unnies.

“ Y/n is one of the greatest talents I know! She might seem shy, but her voice is strong and makes you feel the emotions and meanings of the song. We’re really proud of how far we’ve come and..” The Unnie went on about the album (You created it)

Jungkook, on the other hand, was shockingly mortified. Was it really you?? One of his Hyungs came by and although they didn’t ask, they knew. Jungkook’s mind replayed what his actions did during your last argument.

He’s always regretted his words that night, and wasn’t able to practice for weeks. He loved your voice, it was so rare for you to sing him something when he drifted off to sleep on some random nights.

Those nights when he came over crying his eyes out, grateful that you were always there with welcoming arms. Those nights when you would allow skinship and cuddles all in the attempt to comfort him.

 After you left, he didn't know what to do. He was empty of anyone's love and affection on the nights when he needed it. He tried dating, but you were his wing woman, picking up the chicks for him. The thought of how much consideration you put into him only made him more guilty. No one took your place throughout the years, but he slowly confided in his hyungs over his behavior during the argument.

He listened closely to your Unnies and soaked up all the information. “ We are thankful to have someone like her, she’s been through a lot in the past but she’s still the kindest person I’ve met. She played a big role in our album creation and we couldn’t be more proud. Our album, Little Things in Life, has brought many fans together because of y/n’s composing skills.”

Little Things in Life had songs focusing on the small details in scenarios. It made people think about the bigger situation that takes place during the songs. It focused on the things that usually go unnoticed like, the way their lips move to fit their voiced words, or Eyes that gloss over and shine with water. It was simply fascinating to say the least.

“ Jackie Unnie, you played a big part too! I-It’s weird to have all the credit when you’ve done so many arrangements.” Your group loved each other as much as Bangtan did, and Jungkook realized that.

When the performance started, he was on the edge of his seat, the urge to stand up was tempting. The songs went by smoothly, but you haven’t sung anything by your self yet and the audience waited for their hit song to come out. Finally, the lights dimmed down a little and spotlights were on each member. The music was softer than the previous ones, making fans scream at recognition. They said this was the song you created, and Jungkook could see why it had so much praise. It was simply beautiful beyond words.

Your voice hit him with so much passion and feeling in your words, his breath hitched at the sound. Your voice matured for the best, soft yet bold in its own way. His blood almost ran cold at your words, but your voice kept warming his heart. You were singing with so much feeling because you were  reminiscing  your last moments with him.

 It made his heart ache of guilt to hear your voice again, too overwhelmed with sudden memories. As the song played, the rhythm was timed perfectly to match the conflicted feelings that decided to bubble up inside of him. His thoughts clashed with one another as he takes in everything from your point of view. How could I have been so stupid?? He could’ve sworn to have seen at least a glimmer of tears roll down the side of your face when you sang with so much feeling. When you got off the stage to head backstage, the heartbroken man was in tears. He couldn’t contain them even when he tried, and he couldn’t resist the temptation of having your comfort again.

Your group was invited to an important award show, and had agreed to perform. It made perfect sense to perform with all the emotions you had, in the hopes of being nominated of course. That’s what your managers told you anyways. You did perform with everything you had, but for your own reason. You created the song in hopes that your voice will reach out to the world, to move them as much as it had moved you in that moment. 

Now, after your performance that had you almost in tears, you never expected a standing ovation. When you looked into the crowd, you could see most were crying and sobbing as they clapped unconditionally for your band. Pride swelled up as well as gratitude for the supporters as you all bowed and exited the stage. The adrenaline rush was over, so you all had time to relax. 

Each footstep was heavy and exhausted from the dancing efforts, and recieved alot of praise by high ranked bands. When you looked up at some of them, you could recognize a few. You recognized all of them, but certain people stood out to you. The crowd cleared after you all entered the waiting room, skimming around to find open spots as your Unnies lounged around.

“ Y/n-?” A bubbly man (who had tears) came up to you and handed you a water bottle,” Ah! Daebak~~ You’re so pretty! I’ve missed you!”

“ Oh, Hobi-ssi. It’s nice to see you again!” You pat yourself with a dry towel and drank from the gifted water. Before you could sit down, Hoseok was grabbing you by the hand and showing you to the others. They all exchanged polite introductions with you and your nerves started to settle down. 

In the midst of your conversation with Taehyung, You felt a pair of (super nice) arms wrapping around your waist and water droplets staining the crook of your neck. A strange sense of deja vu washed over you and you instinctively held onto the warm arms. It had a tight grip on you, as if they never wanted to let you go again. By now, you’ve sensed who it was from the innocent sniffles, although the firm limbs were surprising. 

“ Yah Kookie, How am I supposed to comfort you if you’re behind me?” You laugh a little as the grip on your fabric was hesitantly released,” I thought you were a grown man now, why are you crying?” You wiped his tears away as he laughed quietly and softly took your hand in his. When you turned around, you could finally feel Jungkook’s warm gaze that was laid upon you. 

When you smiled up at him, more tears started streaming out of his eyes. Words couldn’t begin to describe the emotions that he felt. Happiness, guilt, relief, sadness, joy; they were all bubbling at once. He almost started shaking and crying uncontrollably just by the sheer fact that you were okay. He knew that it would take a lot to fix his mistakes, but he had all the time in the world, right?

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T^T I finally finished this!!! I could almost cry if I had any tears left. I hope you guys enjoyed this super cliché oneshot between the reader (you) and Jungkook. I’m still a noob at Tumblr and writing stories, but it’s fun lol.