#fandom clash

i mean it was just any normal night, i was tweeting at soohyun during his menpa and hoping he'd notice me but knowing he wouldn't bc i literally have the worst idol luck then BAM I REFRESH MY TWITTER AND THEN I REALIZE I GOT A REPLY:

and then i freak out for a while bc not only did he notice me but he also gave me a ukiss x seventeen interaction 😭 THEN the next day, i get a weverse notif from seungkwan AND HE RECOMMENDS A UKISS SONG???

and i'm still freaking out bc NO WAY. IS THIS JUST A COINCIDENCE OR DID SOOHYUN TALK TO SEUNGKWAN ABOUT MY TWEET??? (apparently he did. he mentioned it during his ig live 😳) anyways so then soohyun tweets later asking what seungkwan talked about and i just got excited and replied AND THEN HE ENDED UP REPLYING TO ME AGAIN EVEN THO I DIDN'T THINK HE WOULD???

AND BY NOW I'M STRAIGHT UP LOSING IT. LITERALLY CAN'T PROCESS. MY FRIEND HAS TO CONFIRM FOR ME THAT IT'S REAL. and so i hurry onto weverse and try to get seungkwan to notice me LOL it doesn't work BUT somebody posted a screenshot of the above tweet + reply AND SEUNGKWAN ACTUALLY NOTICED IT WHICH MEANS I TOO WAS INDIRECTLY NOTICED

ANYWAYS I'M STILL YELLING LIKE I LITERALLY MADE THIS HAPPEN AND I'M STILL SHOCKED ABOUT IT. I CREATED A WHOLE INTERACTION CHAIN BETWEEN THESE TWO 😭😭😭