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Swearing, angst, smut

Sehun X Reader

“The desire remained real, his eyes traveled on her figure while all she did was to stay around....”

(A month ago)

You sighed, frustration obvious in your eyes while he walked up and down the room. The urge to scream at his angry face took over your body while you were practically shaking from the built anger you had in you. This argument was a two-way street in which you were far away from him.

You didn’t want to cry, that would be giving him what he wanted. This was an argument built by the small things, things you both either ignored or things that kept you awake at night. The problem was that he didn’t want to listen, he didn’t want to adjust a few things in his life so that you could stay, so you took off.

Grabbing your bag from the king-sized bed, you put a few things you owned, things you didn’t want in his hands. You looked at the man you loved, he mattered to you but you didn’t think it was the other way around, he was simply dull to you now because of a few small things and if he couldn’t handle that much, he couldn’t handle anything.

You looked at him once more, he knew it was over. All that shouting, explaining and trying to calm down drained all your energy but something was still on his side on your heart, you looked at him bitterly. All the sweet mornings and all the small kisses didn’t make it work, it was the effort he so badly didn’t want to put in and left you no choice.

“Are you going to work around it?” you breathed out, your voice was low like the amount of hope you put in the man before you.

He didn’t answer, he didn’t need to. You had asked a question you knew the answer to and as pathetic and needy as that might be, you wanted to hear him say yes, so many times because you had a last bit of hope, something that stuck with you after all the kisses given that made you believe in him but not anymore, so you headed out of his place.

The hurtful things said in the last hour dawned on you, it was a bitter moment you so badly wanted to pass. This wasn’t supposed to happen, not like this. You didn’t want it to end like this, all the morning love and breakfasts, the dinner parties and book readings were all memories you were so fond of.

But like anything good, this was ought to end, too. You left the area with a heavy chest, this wasn’t fair or good but it had happened, you needed to go with the flow of you wanted to stay alive and so you decided to move in, try to heal and ignore the bitterness the break-up left you with.

(The present)

The grand place blinded you by the lights while you took the hand of your valet. With a smile on your lips, you held your dress in one hand while walking in the valet’s arms. A bunch of women came to your vision, all accompanied by the valets of the hotel.

You thanked the kind man before making your way into the entrance of the hotel. It was a dinner party you were invited to by one of your artist friends and it was fancier than you had expected, you thanked yourself for dressing a little more fancy today and gave the man at the front a smile before he let you in, checking your name on the list.

There were eyes on you, you could feel them. It wasn’t everyday you looked like this, with your silky dress and flattering make up, you walked towards the bar and a few man on the hunt for someone followed you. You had dealt with this before, although it felt weird because it was only recently that you had been able to go out like this, the healing process of letting someone go was harder on you than you had thought.

It had been roughly a month now, it was a struggle you didn’t want in your life in most mornings. Letting someone you love out of your life was easy, getting him out of your mind was the tough part. It hurt you a little still, knowing how little he tried after saying how much he loved you, his words didn’t go together.

You ordered a drink, sighed and smiled at the gentlemen next to you. He was a charming looking men, sharp in his dark green suit while he approached you. You didn’t want anything right now, not even a small fling didn’t attract you so you walked towards the center of the room, your eyes searched for your friend while you kept on a smile to greet the unfamiliar faces.

But then you saw a familiar face and it wasn’t your friend.

“It was either his heart or the gracious smile of hers that kept him out in the open,afraid to lose her once again.”

The breeze entered the room through the open window,the beige curtains moving with the wind as you talked on the phone.Your eyes traveled on the bamboo next to the pile of books in the bookshelf,your mind disconnected from what you were actually saying.

The color coding of the books calmed you down as you tried your best to breathe,it had been a hard day just like the last couple of months you have had that felt like a bulldozer ran over you.

“You’re coming?”your friend said,making you chuckle while she thought you would be absent at one of your best friends’ wedding.

You nodded while still being on the phone“Yes,I am.”she chuckled a little,hanging up right before a man showed up in your room.

You sighed,your heart was finally a little bit more calmer.It was a friend’s wedding next week that you had to attend and as one of the closest ones to her,you were going to be a bridesmaid.It was not the ideal situation for you but you had to do it for the friend’s sake.

You counted in your mind,2 months it had been since he left you.It was not like your usual breakups when you found yourself with a aching heart in the middle of the night.The man you thought would always be yours was gone now and it had been a while,too.

You were slowly getting used to it,not hearing the sound of him brushing his teeth in the morning or not having his hand caress your hair through the night were normal to you now that you were finally able to fade this image of his from your mind.

But it was hard.

It felt like a part of you was gone and instead of feeling like a half,you felt much more.Your chest was heavy now,like you carried a rock inside and he was the reason for it.You missed his smell on your sheets and the touch of his butterfly skin on yours.You missed watching him laugh and his caramel smell.When you walked home now,you didn’t look forward to it because he wasn’t there to build a pillow fort in the middle of the living room.

When you broke up,you thought it would be the money you’ll miss.His expensive gifts from brands and fancy dinners he would take you right before gifting you a piece of jewel that you would cherish.The silky dresses and endless make-up is what you thought you would miss but that wasn’t the case.

Because you wanted him next to you at all times,you missed his smell and his smile that made your heart warm.You wanted his body next to yours at 2 am to hear his talk,even if it was about nothing important.

You swallowed them,just like you did with all the things related to him.You kept it in a cage with a lost key,where you would never stumble upon him in an alternate universe.He was your love,he is.....but you had to forget him.

A week after,you found yourself in the fitting room with 3 girls looking lovingly at your body in a satin pink dress.It was the maid’s choice for the dress designed specifically for the bridesmaids and as you walked inside the huge shop that had every kind of,your eyes got caught at the men’s section.

The store you were in had both sides for a groom and a bride,meaning the couple and their friends were all in one store.You turned around with a smile as the bride admired all of you and your friends in the dress,tears in her eyes as she sat down on the floor with a sad smile on her face.

While others comforted her,you rubbed her shoulder.After a while,you found yourself looking at the candles on the decoration side of the store.You have been wanting to get a caramel one,one that smelled like him to keep you company for the time being until you were used to his absence.

It was weird,it had been a while since you have broken up but you felt like it had been a day or two.His place in your heart was still there,smaller and faded but still there.

You tripped over the carpet on the floor,only to be caught by arms covered in a tux.You looked up to say sorry with a smile but it soon faded away because of how unfair this whole situation was.

The bride and bridesmaids were all surrounded by man in tuxes,from the groom to his friends.They were all over the girls and there you were,with him,the person you had been escaping for so long.

His brown marble eyes were still warm,his arms covering your body while he held you in shock.He had been following your familiar figure ever since you left the other girls to explore the store but he didn’t think something like this would ever happen.

“U-Uhm...”you muttered while escaping his arms“Sorry.”you looked at the floor.

Why was your heart beating so fast?Why were your cheeks red and palms sweaty?Why did he look so good still?

You looked up to the man you missed the most,the one that made you stay up all night because you could not sleep without his body next to yours.Still,he was handsome,still he had a smile on that made your heart sink,but you were not the same person anymore.

Sure,you missed him but you weren’t such a fool to smile back.

“It’s alright.”he said,chuckling lightly.

His eyes traveled on your body before stopping at your eyes.You did not think,just blinked before he started talking again.

“Long time no see.”the ends of his eyes lighted up.

“Hm.”you said,walking away from him to your friends.

empyrean (adj.) belonging to or deriving from heaven.

“The ocean under his feet called for his soul,aware that her eyes will be watching until the sunset.”

CEO Exo

Part 2

The sun rose to the top while you heard a few chuckles from behind,the room was cool enough for you to dry in.The soft towel covered your body as the smell of the candle filled the space around you.While you untangled your hair and brushed it,you saw yourself in the mirror across the room.

A woman in a swimsuit,a hat on her head and huge sunglasses.You smelt the perfume he put in your room,wore your heels and went downstairs.You had changed in the last month you spent here,from your attitude to the way you perceived the world,it was all different for the better.

You know knew how to play the piano,swim fast and smile in a manner.From the way you held the fork to the way you stood,they were all different and needless to say,you liked this version of yourself.Because she was aware of her surroundings and was never late and also,there was him.

After the kiss he gave you that night,which was three days ago,he had been glancing at your direction more than usual.He would sit next to you instead of facing you like he usually did.He stood closer to you in every occasion but there were no exchanged words like usual.

You saw a few crew members look at you while you walked on the deck in your swimsuit.It was way more fancy and covering than your usual ones which showed how massive the change was once again.You looked over to the captain who was about to dive into the sea,a usual routine of the crew it was every once in a while.

You watched the grown man dive into the sea,his mustache was all ruined now that it was wet.The sea created small waves on the surface,moving along with the mass that just interfered the lazy day it was having.You watched the surface of the water move while laying under the sun.

While you were too busy glancing at the sea,you did not realize his broad shoulders walking past you.He got on top of the highest place on the boat and that was when your eyes focused on his back.With every small move,a muscle came into life.

You knew that he would be one of the more muscular guys,given his shoulders and height but he had the body of a swimmer,covered in muscles yet still lean.He crouched down a little before setting his body free towards the sea,it was almost like he weighed a paper taken from how smoothly he dove into the water.

Your eyes came into contact for a second,it felt hotter now that he was looking.You were just about to smile when a wind came upon the boat,taking your sun hat with it.This time you watched the hat fly in the air before landing onto the surface of the sea.

Just when you looked at his eyes,there were nowhere close to be seen.You kept glancing at his direction,his body moving along with the gentle water towards your hat while you did your best to calm your excited heart,failing while he approached the boat.

It was surreal,the way he looked when he came out of water with a smirk.Climbing up the stairs,he gave you the hat and just when you grabbed it,he pulled it away.You knew he liked to annoy people,especially females but after the kiss he gave you,you felt everything but annoyed.

“Be careful.”he said in a low tone before walking back to his room in swimwear.

This way,you came to realize how spontaneous he was.He had different ideas on the spot and just like now,he knew how to handle a situation that made your whole body go hotter than the sun.It was almost like he was the opposite of you:the moon and the sun.

By this time he knew that you didn’t like having maids around because it felt bad that they were treated as lower class,if that existed anymore.He knew you worshiped lemonade and also looked at the moon every now and then and although he did not know why,you had a dreamy look in your eyes most of the time.

You thanked him with a small bow,not looking at him because your heart was weak enough already.Although you saw a small smirk on the corner of his mouth,you did not say anything while the maid next to you had an open jaw caused by his muscly built.

As he walked away,you watched the sunlight move on his back,until his figure disappeared along with the feeling in your stomach.If you were honest with yourself,you found him incredible.He was tall,built and handsome,he had everything a woman asked for from a gentle attitude to heart fluttering gestures and taking in account that he already gave you a kiss,you were more than ready to say yes.

But in another life.

He was the boss of yours,you worked for is dad and knowing how many pretty ladies he had been with before,you did not compare.You were not rich or successful at the moment and he basically had to drag you out of a smelly basement.

You shook your head,you were imagining things again,things that included you and him.

You soon found yourself in your room.It was too much to take for your weak heart.You wanted to go away now that you’ve taken the money but something in your heart told you that staying was the right thing to do,especially making friends wise.

Your heart was beating faster than usual,your thoughts causing an inner dilemma to you while your back touched the cold wall.What if he was doing all the things intentionally?What if he was not actually the flirty type but he did all the things because of you?

Was he really the gentlemen you saw him to be?Perhaps,all the small gestures and heart-warming smiles were fake,Were they pretend?How could you be sure?Would he let you go?What of when all of this was over and you were on the land at last?

The first week you were here,you were looking back to stepping on the land again,curious of when the arrival was due but now that your heart had an interest that was probably showering upstairs,you did not want to let go.You were afraid that of you finally went home,the pleasant face of his would be a rare sight in your life and that simply scared you.

You heard a knock on your door that made all the thoughts fly,the sudden voice filling your ears loudly and your heart faster than ever.You fixed your hair on the small mirror you had on the table before opening the door,you face was still too pale at that moment.

“Hey.”you just swallowed.Perhaps the universe was listening to your weak heart but did not understand the correct call yet as he stood on the doorway,a smile on his face,his hair still wet.

“Hi.”you said,trying to sound as calm as possible but your whole body was tingling.

He stepped inside after you took a step back.Although he was not aware of the sudden actions you were having,he decided to ignore the swift move of you hiding a pink hat.

You took a breath,perhaps all that fuss in your heart was because of what was about to happen.

He slowly opened his mouth on the spacious room,unaware of the people behind him.You smiled as widely as you could,happy that you had something in return to give to him.He took a moment of pause when you smiled,a millisecond before he heard the words.

“Happy Birthday!”a dozen people shouted behind his back,his expression telling a thousand stories.

He first closed his eyes from the loud sound of confetti as a reflex and soon,he had a gummy smile on.Turning back,he faced the crew who were holding a cake that had his name on it.You smiled at the childish grin he had before he blew out the candles.

A cheer covered the room while all the people congratulated him before moving the party to the deck from your room.You smiled as they danced their way out of the room,clapping as some walked along.You were the last one in the room before the celebration actually started.

You felt a hand on your waist that was pulling you to itself.You were soon surrounded by his cologne,your whole aura completely taken over by him.He kept his hand on your waist,the other caressing your hair as he hugged you.You did not want him to let go,the two of your bodies melting into the touch of the other while the room was silent.You touched his silky shirt,his hair curly from air drying.

When he let you breathe a little and provided a little space,you faced his soft face that offered a gentle smile to you.You tried to catch your lost breath while he planted a kiss on your forehead,his warm embrace surrounding your shaky figure once again as you found peace in his whisper.

“Thank you.”

“The sounds of her heavy breath filled his ears,his mind not able to think straight as she caressed him.”

Your eyes drifted away for a split second,making sure the door was locked with the rush of his body against yours.You felt his hands caress your sides,making you shiver a bit while he smirked,you were so sensitive to his touch you almost craved it.

This,his body on yours while you panted,was not a daily part of your routine,at least for now.This man kissing you at the moment was a potential partner in your firm,he had been going in and out for the last 2 months and as the assistant,you were told to guide him around.

And that was what you were doing.

For the last 2 months,this man had been flirting with you,except there were no words coming out of his mouth.His hand would brush yours while walking,you would see him staring at you in a meeting and let alone all this,he would take you home and bring you food.

But he was quiet at first.

When you thanked him for the meal the day after,you had gotten to see the real Kai.He was fearless,outgoing unlike the man he was around you.He could make your head spin around with a single word and confidence was all over his aura,you found it hard to breathe properly that day.

And so,came the rest of his cocky smirk.He sent you flowers this time,held your waist and never let you go,his eyes always on you but this wasn’t a relationship unlike most people would say,it was more like a casual fling with a little bit roleplay.

One night,he was right at your door,wearing nothing but a jacket and a pair of leather pants as he kissed you that night.You were confused at first,he was obvious with his behavior around you but he barely spoke and when he did,he made your heart race.

The morning after,you were greeted with a big breakfast and a small note from him,telling you to stay in bed as he planned to come over later.That day was the day you got attached to him,unwillingly as every single thing he did made you happy,you wanted to keep him in your life.

But it wasn’t that easy.

While all these thoughts rushed through your mind while his lips devoured your neck,you decided to put them away.With all the people downstairs having lunch,you smiled as his skin caressed yours,it just felt right.

After a while,you decided to play bold,give him a heated kiss before the meeting started.His lips against yours while you panted,his hands found your panties,trying to get them off of you while you chuckled into the kiss.

“N-No.”you said,making him furrow his eyebrows.

“Why?” he said with a husky voice,making your heart race even more while he stood 1 cm away from you,his breath on your skin.

“We have a meeting,remember?”you said,your forehead against his this time.

Times like this where it was quiet and you were alone with him,he was truly yours.He wasn’t a busy businessman ruling a few companies or an angry guy at his driver because he was late by a minute,he was your bubbly Jongin,who you cherished at all times.

He nodded cutely,not moving away from you while you fixed your dress.While buttoning your shirt,he took the lead and did it for you,you fixed his hair at the same time.If people saw you like this,most would think that you were a couple.

You went to his place often,almost everyday.He would order take out for you and eat it in bed,kiss you and sing songs to you until you fell asleep with moon looking at you.You would message him often,telling him you missed him and all,only to be greeted by a selfie.

But you weren’t a couple,you weren’t even sure you were friends.

While walking to the conference room,you saw a few girls smile at him as he returned the gesture,a small smirk on his lips while you sighed.The meeting was a peaceful one,he was declaring a solid price for the new product and it was welcomed by the head of your department.

Getting you stuff while a few girls talked about the new CEO in the company who you just kissed in the elevator,you chuckled.It was a tiring day for you and you only had a day off as the assistant.While walking to your boss’s office,you saw him talking to Kai,his smile on as usual.

You saw him tense up while you walked in the room,not making any eye contact since nobody knew about your intimate sneak outs with him.You smiled at your boss while handing them the papers,a smile on your face as you did your best to ignore his eyes on your skin,burning as you stood there.

“Alright Y/N,you did a good job as usual.”your boss said,a little flirty while his blood boiled with anger.

“This is Kai,the CEO of the company we’re collaborating at the moment.”you boss said,unaware of everything.

“Pleasure to meet you.”you said,shaking his hand while his eyes dig a hole in yours,kissing the top of your hand while you chuckled.

“The pleasure is mine.”he said,his heavy gaze on you still.

“Well,we’re done here.”you heard your boss say as you walked out,him following you.

He got in the elevator with you,no eye contact while the doors closed.And then he was on top of you.You didn’t really know what it was with him,he was kissing you with so much frustration and anger that you found it hard to breathe.When his lips left yours you looked at him in the eyes,his cheeks between your palms.

“That bastard was flirting with you.”he said,hissing as you chuckled.

It was your first time seeing him jealous,it made him even cuter.You smiled while he pouted,an angry expression on his way while you walked out the elevator hand on hand.When you got in the car,he made a fast move,driving faster than ever.You held onto the seat while he got his anger out.

After a while you found yourself in the car with him,on top of a deserted hill as he walked out the car.He was so furious you could see fire in his eyes.You followed his body,scared to touch as he was an unpredictable man.

Slowly,you touched his back,caressing it while his body melted at your touch.Your hair danced with the wind as he turned to look at you,with a painful expression on his face.All you could do was to hug him,nothing else as he held you like you were all he had.

And maybe you were.

“The words she spoke cut his heart like small pieces of glass,leaving him in despair.”

A small drop of rain hit your shoe while you looked down,not wanting to be seen while tears blurred your vision.The weather was on your side today as the sky cried together with you,a thunder striking far away in the city.

Your chest hurt today.Every now and then,you remembered the times when you saw him everyday,when he was nice and not angry.The calm days you rarely had filled your vision in this day,leaving you with a sad smile,the reality hitting you hard when you stopped crying.

He had cheated on you,whether it was when he was sober or not didn’t matter at the moment since you broke up a week ago.You still felt cold when he wasn’t next to you on the bed and his cute smile wasn’t there when you woke up in the morning.

But as you told yourself,it was okay.You were strong enough to go through this.He was the first guy you ever loved and yes,he had a special place in your heart but it wasn’t like you wouldn’t be able to erase him,with time of course.

As you walked inside your dark apartment and started the water for a bath,you promised yourself to never remember him again,lock the memory inside a cage in your heart and lose the key so that you could finally sleep at night.

And so,you did.

After a couple months,your days were brighter than ever.You finally healed,rediscovered yourself and stopped looking for a meaning in every relationship you had,you had started living your life.

But you had your days,of course.When all the responsibilities and his dim memory weighing you down as you tried your best to consume all the drinks you could,believing the spell would be broken.

When the morning light hit your head and you blinked a few times,the beautiful sky looked over you,life moving on.It was a chill day for you as it was both Sunday and you had to do nothing except go to a party of your friends this evening as he was celebrating his birthday.

All you did was to watch your favorite shows,memorizing the lines while the sounds of popcorn filled your ears,a lazy smile on your lips.After a shower and skincare,you were ready to get ready.

This could go two ways,you said to yourself while looking at your wardrobe.At last,you chose to go with the risky way and wore a velvet dress with a little cleavage in the front,just a little bit.

When you arrived at the place,some of your friends were already drunk.The avenue was big,with many people but mostly the faces you knew.With small talks and smiles,you found yourself next to the birthday boy with a smug.

Giving him a hug and meeting his girlfriend,the anxiety you had over running into people from your past disappeared,a glass of champagne in your hand as you kept talking to the people,enjoying their company.

After a few hours,you found yourself in a crowd,trying to keep up with the 20th topic they were on at the moment.A little shock of emotions washing over you as you kept smiling,nodding at anything they said.

While you kept leaning on the table in front of you and felt the silky material of the table cloth,the light shone on his face.He smiled while hugging a friend,his teeth showing while your heart clenched.Fear,panic and anxiety took over you while a small corner of your heart ached with an unbearable pain,like the lost cage you had in your heart was found.

You tried your best not to look at him while he walked to your table surrounded by friends,a few words to the birthday boy and his eyes landed on you.

Damn it,he thought.She’s as beautiful as ever.

 With a broken smile on his face,he joined the conversation the group was having,a few greetings here and there while you absolutely refused to look at him.As a matter of fact,he had been suffering.

He had lost your trace ever since you broke up with him which was roughly 3 months ago.He had countless girls on his bed and couch after that,none of them good enough to stay.He was a careless boy,he knew that.Having money and a handsome face did it all for him,at least until you left him.

He didn’t know the feeling at first,lying desperately on the bed while your laugh echoed in his mind,the night coming upon him.He then learned the feeling of sorrow,not wanting to admit his lost feelings just yet.

But as time passed and you healed,he got worse.You were in his dreams and daily thoughts.He thought he could get over you with a few sweet girls but was proven wrong the minute he decided you were the only one.

The only one who could love him like that with no benefits.The only who’ll look after him when he was too drunk or sick.He was sure he needed you,every day and minute passed as fast as a decade did,which was very slow.

He was simply dumbfounded when he saw your glistening smile across the table as you laughed at a silly joke your friend made,it seemed like you were having the time of your life as you sat there,in front him with your red dress.

But what no one knew was the racing feeling in your both of your hearts while you both pretended like you were having a good time,trying to keep calm while your palms got all sweaty.

It was your first time,really.To fall for someone this hard,to get cheated and getting to see them after 3 months,with a heart ache on your left that felt like it was going to leave a scar.

Just like in the novels you read and didn’t believe,love had a painful side.A side that kept you awake in the middle of the night while your pillow got soaked in your tears,a cup of whiskey on the counter every morning until you thought you could bear seeing him.

While the conversation changed and dreams washed over your eyes,you stole a few glances at him,his smiley face returning it.The times when you made eye-contact,you felt like drowning so bad that you had to hold on to the chair,you nails digging into your skin.

With the passing time,everybody got drunk slowly.Tipsy voices and meaningless jokes floating in the air while you only consumed a small amount to keep yourself from doing something stupid,although that didn’t really require alcohol.

After an hour or so,you found yourself in the huge terrace of the avenue.A few lights and flowers caught your eye as you walked towards the edge,anticipating to see the view while people laughed,drunk through the night while holding each other.

With everything going on in your life and the undeniably bold presence of Chanyeol somewhere downstairs,you sighed.Breaking up was for the best,you said to yourself as the night washed over you,your mind cloudy just like your vision.

A few minutes passed,only a few and he was behind you.While you stared at the distance and wandered your mind around the city,he slowly approached you.With the small wind around you,the scent of you,the smell he was missing so dearly on his bed hit his nose,making him surprisingly happy all of a sudden.

He initially planned to stand next to you,to see your face and take a look at the view he’s been missing dearly but now that he was almost facing you,it was hard.It felt like his heart wanted to go forwards while his whole body pushed him back,telling him how bad of an idea this was.

He walked up to you,very slowly while sweat covered in his palms,making him even more anxious.While you stood there quietly,watching the cars go by,he quietly stood right next to you,your arms almost touching.And just like that,you offered him a small smile,nothing he expected.

Frankly,he expected a slap on his face,an expression of anger,your face going red and a few screams but instead,you gave him a smile which was why you were different

.Unlike all the girls he dated and even met,they would quickly get angry,when he broke up with them,he would find his phone smashed,clothes torn and he would even have to have a loud fight with the girl but when you two broke up,it was just a sigh from you and you just left like that

.When he saw your face up close,all those emotions he had been keeping away,desperately running away from surfaced.He felt himself drown in you while you looked at his eyes,no sign of anger but disappointment and frustration.

He smiled at you,making cherry blossoms grow in your heart but they were all dead the moment he talked,you didn’t want to get attached again.

“Your hair is a bit longer now,your smile the same.”he said,making you chuckle

.The way he looked at you,oh you wished he looked at you this way when you were dating but now that you were out of his reach,you seemed more important,or at least that was the thought in your mind.

“You haven’t changed at all.”you said,he scoffed.

He wanted to tell you.He didn’t drink as much anymore and was constantly home unlike the time you were around.He was learning about himself more than he ever did and he kept growing,but that didn’t really concern you.

“Perhaps.”he said while looking at the view as you admired his long curly hair,his locks shining under the dim street light

.As you stared at him and watched his face turn at you with a smile,your heart wondered.Would it be the same if you were to be nice to him?Did he see you the same?Did he change?

Requested-Pregnancy

“The fear inside you grew with his innocent look,making you think you would anything for him.”

The morning was full of sunshine,which was weird for October.Watching they sky as the clouds moved,you felt him shift on the bed rather comfortably.One leg on top of yours,you smiled at the touch of his skin against yours.When his hand found your tummy,he smiled with close eyes.

It had been 5 months since you got pregnant.You and Baekhyun had plans of waiting until the second year of marriage but when the doctor told you about the little soul in you,you couldn’t help but tear up in his arms.It had been a good and bad 5 months for you.

You got up slowly with his help after he kissed your cheeks and murmured a sweet ‘morning’.You didn’t feel sick today which was new,good as well while you slowly made your way to the kitchen,him following you.

Ever since he learned about the pregnancy,he had been a puppy around you.Following you,wanting to go with you to every single place and showering you with presents and always asking you of you were feeling okay were daily things for you now,and you loved it.

This adorable person next to you was more than an ordinary puppy,though.

His father was the president of a successful bank chain,he ruled every side of finance just as he thought his son.When you first met him,your thought he would be cocky but it was quite the opposite,his shy smile and sweet attitude were precious things you loved him for.

After getting married,you were also aware of the dangers of marrying someone so in the public eye as well.There were death threats and suicide attempts where his father’s name passed and you knew soon,that name would change to Baekhyun,and it did.

When you went out after a death threat,you would have extra security after he begged you to stay home because he wanted you to be safe at all times,although you didn’t feel quite safe at home as well.

You felt his hands around you when you were in front of the counter.After a ticklish feeling,the tips of his fingers caressed your body with love and care,a routine for the both of you as he smiled into the kiss.

The calm afternoon was the following for you,having him next to you while watching the movie,you felt yourself fall asleep.The sun hit your face before you turned around on the couch,him caressing your arm throughout the movie.

When it was night time,he left.You were alone in the house and didn’t want to sleep after 3 hours on the couch with him.You looked outside the window,the view was calming,the first reason why baekhyun chose this house before you married him.Seeing the city lights reflect on the walls of the buildings,you heard a notification.

Looking at the bright phone he left in the house,your eyes widened.It was a death threat for him and although you knew that most weren’t serious,you recognized the name of the person,someone you heard from your past life.

You knew that he was a shadow,more like a ghost between humans as he moved like an animal almost.He was hired to kill the most successful ones from all,is what your friend told you at the time.You thought he was more like a mystery around here but now that it was in front of you,you couldn’t help the boiling of your anger.

And that’s when you started working.

After countless computer classes on how to break codes,you knew a thing or two about e-mails.After tracking down the address,you sent him an e-mail from an unknown number,hoping that you didn’t forget any steps as it had been a decade.This took you 4 long hours to do but when you were done with protecting the person you loved,all you felt was satisfaction.

Going to bed after realizing he wasn’t coming home anytime soon,you slept uncomfortably,thinking of every bad situation possible.

The next morning was an unpleasant one.At 6 in the morning you were waken up by the maid,asked to come to Baekhyun’s office when the sun was barely up.You wrapped your blanket around you and shifted uncomfortably on bed,the pregnancy getting you.

When you entered the spacious room,all you saw was your father in-law who looked angry and a quiet Baekhyun.After sitting down after father’s command,you pulled the blanket even higher before he spoke,realizing that you should’ve worn something more presentable.

“Hello,Y/N”he said in a deep tone while Baekhyun looked at you calmly,as if saying things were okay.

“Hello,Father.”you said,smiling a little.

“I’m sorry for the way I’m dres-” you sighed before he cut you off.

“You’re pregnant,it’s only natural.”he said,a little of sympathy inside his voice before you smiled.

“I want to talk to you about something you did yesterday.”you were caught off-guard this time.It wasn’t like he watching you from secret cameras that he knew this,right?

“I was aware of the death threat that came to my son’s e-mail,which made me aware of what you have done to it.”You were red this time,you didn’t know why but your whole body was uncomfortable under his father’s gaze while he prayed for you to be okay after seeing his father this early.

You knew what was going to happen if his father spoke in this tone,chaos.You wanted the earth to swallow you or easier,Baekhyun to save you but it was father,even you stomach at this moment was scared of him

“I want to tell you that you’ve done well and although it wasn’t any of your concern,I’m glad you took care of it professionally.”

Baekhyun smiled,seeing you relax made him happy and as a wave of shock washed over you,you felt every single emotion under nanoseconds,but you just nodded,slowly and understanding as much as you could.

His father smiled and left the room while he came over to you,patting your back with a smile.

“Are you alright,love?”he said slowly while you realized your morning sickness was gone once again.

“Yes.”you said,sitting down once again as he talked with sparks in his eyes.

“You are so incredible,thank you.” he said slowly.“but don’t be hard on yourself.”