#ewya

Grace was taken and Kiri was given

Lo'ak was given a spirit brother in return the sea took his real brother/Natayam.

The sea took Ronal and gave them Prill

Spider died from a lack of oxygen or almost died in return Eywa gave him the ability to breathe the air of the world he grew up in

Literally Spider did nothing exept be a kid.

This is actually an amazing set of comparisons and I really hope people see this post because I think that's important. Neytiri says as much to Jake in the very first movie

She is the balance, she does everything she can to keep the world of Pandora together, she may have not been the reason these things happened, and she might not have been able to fix what was broken. But she was keeping a balance

"The way of water has no beginning and no end. Our hearts beat in the womb of the world." - Tsireya

He’s Mine (1)

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(takes place after the movie) summary: All has been peaceful with the Sully’s and the Metkayina clan. However Jakes adopted little sister is noticing her dreams involving a certain ‘dead’ colonel is more then what meets the eye.

warnings: cursing, mentions of death, manhandling, +10age-gap, smut, oc female main character, mates, forbidden love, angst, consenting adults.

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Awa’atlu, 2178

“You okay darlin”?

I starred at the man with deep thought, I kept having the same recurring dream of him everyday, way too often.

Quadritvh Miles.

He wore his usual navy uniform pants with his black blazer and boots to match. His dog tags dangled in my face as I looked up to him. This man…

As often as I had these…dreams. I could never tell Jake he would be worried sick and immediately send me to the Tsahìk. And I have no desire for my mind to be picked at right now simply because of dreams. That’s all they were, just dreams. I noticed he was still looking at me waiting for an answer. Dammit why did he have to look at me like that. As messed up of a person that he was, I always found him quiet attractive. Very very attractive.

Even before he was turned into an Avatar, when he was still human and Jake was still working for them. He was quiete handsome from afar then, but his avatar form brought him into a different light.

I’ve never spoken with the man besides from what Jake has told me and what I’d witness when I was also human, but I knew one thing he was definitely a bad man.

He helped cause genoicide with the RDA for a unjust cause, and personally came after Jake and our family. But he was dead now, so these dreams were just dreams. Nothing more..

Deep in my own thoughts, a pair of fingers snapped in front of me out of my trance. I starred into those yellow hazel eyes in a trance.

“Sorry, I was just thinking”, I rubbed the side of my arm as I put a little distance between us.

He frowned deepened more at my distance. Grabbing me by my arm, and lifting my chin in his hands. He pulled my face closer to his. His breath tickling my lips, I licked them on instinct as he inched closer to my face. He chuckled with a smile smile gracing his face. His eyes following my lips, “What’s going on in that pretty head of yours sweetness”?

I slightly turned my head away from his lips not wanting to dig into my own desires for a dead man anymore then I have.

“Why do I keep dreaming of you, I can’t get you out of my head”.

It felt like more of a statement then a question. I knew why I couldn’t let him go. I was obsessed with him. His body, his scent, his voice, I couldn’t get enough. Maybe I should see the Tsahìk Ronal, but maybe I won’t let Jake know. He has enough on his plate as it his helping Toowari when he can and the rest of the clan.

Twisting my face back towards him, his lips grazing over mine with a small lick of wet his tongue. Whining when he pulled away, he held me still as he looked into my eyes.

“You and me both know suga. But I don’t wanna give up seeing this pretty face every time I fall asleep”.

I cocked my head to the side looking at him in confusion, huh? What, this is just a vivid dream. A very wet vivid dream of a man I simply can’t get out of my mind.

He chuckled looking down at my squished face in his hands. Pressing his lips down unto me, he purred when I submissively opened my mouth as he tongue fought with mine.

As one of his hands slithered down the back of my neck to my ass I moaned as I was jolted awake with loud chatter outside my hut.

I rubbed my eyes looking around my empty hut as the sun shown through my thick beaded curtains. Sitting up I listened as the waves and the beat of the drum was heard from afar. The chatter I hear amongst the village from my mauri only meant one thing, it was time to eat. Most of it was for the young ones, to learn more under supervision under there elders. The love and tenderness we have as one, but it was still nice to join under one unit. Especially after a good hunt to celebrate with in the morning. I was closet to the edge of the village near the ocean next to Jake’s hut, seeing how I was the only sister of the ‘retired’ Toruk Makto. The savior, the Rider of the Last Shadow, Jake Sully, the man who rode the great toruk. Jake has and always will be super protective of me since our brother Tom passed. Seeing how I was his only family left , we stuck together like glue.

Jake and I have never been biological kin, but if any one were to tell Jake otherwise he’d threaten to kill him. I loved Jake as any little sister would love there older brother, but he could be tiring sometimes.

Like when he was called to take our late brothers place here at Pandora, he basically forced me to tag along with him regardless of the life I had there. He begged me to come along, not wanting to leave me on Earth alone. In the long run, it was all worth it. He had a beautiful family that I adored and I finally got the nieces and nephews I always wanted. Not long after the first war with the RDA, I was given my own avatar body and was accepted into the clan through Ewya with the help of Omatikaya clan.

Neytiri was so understanding and a sister I always craved for growing up. She was a caring mate for Jake, and loved her children dearly. When they needed time alone for date nights, I was always on board to watch the kids for them. But they tended to want to be with there friends of the Aonung, and Tsireya. Which was more often then not, being around the kids brought me simple happiness to be around my family. I always thought of them as my own. Even Miles when he joined our family officially, I treated him as my own as well. I loved them dearly.

But there was still this feeling of regret that leaned on me from time to time. I’ve been here for more then 5 years and I still haven’t mustered up the courage to find myself a suitable muntxa and connect tsaheylu under the Tree of Voices. I stretched my limbs as I sat up. I had to start my chores soon after the feast this morning. But to me as time passed by they seem more like activities. Living here since the battle has been nothing but peace, the kids are fitting in with the others more then ever now. And the clan welcomes us wholeheartedly. But I always feel like there’s something missing.

Sitting up I dressed my self in my beaded garbs, much like Tsireya mine was more feathered and had more teal shells and they hung together tightly. I fluffed my short locs as they hung carelessly around my face, they weren’t as long as Jake’s yet. I stuck my tongue out in jealousy of my brothers long hair, beside my braid.

All ready to go I pulled my beads aside to be in my home as a rush of children ran past me to the middle of the beach where everyone gathered around one another for the feast. Giggling at the children hungry antics, I walked along the bouncy mat to join the clan. Spotting Neytiri and the kids I walked her giving her a big hug from behind and a kiss on her temple.

“My favorite sister. I see you”.

She smile nodding my towards me as I sat besides her. I looked around for my nieces and nephews, only to met with my little Tuk who sat perched next to her mother. She smiled waving at me as I sat next to them.

“And I see you Luna. How did you sleep”?

I shifted next to her, I have been telling her I’ve been having ‘nightmares’ lately, but knowing that if I say too much to her beside that she will definitely tell Jake if it worries her. It’s best to keep it to myself til then. Adverting her eyes from catching my lie, “I slept like a wee baby”.

She only nodded as she pointed out to Tuk to stop picking at her fish. Releasing the breath I didn’t realize I was holding, I stood to go pick out the varieties of food in line for the clan.

Piling a few fish and seaweed on my leaf I saw Jake and Tonowari talking to one another from the corner of my eye closer to the huts next to the Forrest, not to far from the rest of the clan. I rolled my eyes knowing whatever it was had something to do with what we could do more of, who could pull more weight, or possibly training sessions with the young warriors to be.

But as I walked back to my seat through the pool of people closer towards Neytiri and Tuk, I heard my name whisper from Jakes lips. Trying not to stop so suddenly in my tracks, I walked around the huts trying not to draw to much attention to myself. Drawing close as I could to the two I leaned in to hear what I could.

Tonowari spoke softly, “There’s been patrols around the border, and they say they’ve been getting disturbances around the East…”. I rolled my eyes, as I thought just training and patrols. I was probably just hearing things. As I tip toed to leave, I crunched on a pile of leaves. Shit!

Thinking about hauling as quick as I could but was quickly met with my brother looming behind me over my figure. Completely forgetting about the pile of food in my hand, I held it out to him.

“Hi Jake.. I brought you some food”.

He rolled his eyes, “She you did kid. What are you doing back here Luna”? Dammit, I could never pull one past him! I looked at him and sighed, deciding to fess up.

“I thought I heard you say my name..so I was just acting out of curiosity”. He nodded understanding, “Your right, you did hear your name. I was speaking highly of you to Tonowari. We were speaking of perhaps paring you with a potential mate. You probably met him already, he’s one of our strongest men in the clan, Jiaua”.

Tilting my head to the side, I eyed my brother up and down. He grew in statue and status, but to me he was still just my big brother. Trying to hold my food still in my hands, I doubled over in laughter. Tears coming to my eyes, “Jake, your too funny. An arrangement? To Jiaua?”.

Standing with his arms crossed he looked at me not not a smile on his face, not laughing. Straightening up I looked at him, my laughter dying immediately. He was serious? The same man who wouldn’t let me date when I was 16 ??!

“Jake are you shitting me ?! I’m 24 I can choose my own mate, I don’t need your help okay!”. Stating that, I begin to stomp away only to be pulled back by my arm by Jake causing me to drop my leaf of food. I frowned at the waste, looking back at Jake with hurt eyes.

He groaned, looking back at Tonowari for a minute alone. He nodded to us as he made his way to his family and the rest of the clan on the beach. Jake swiftly pulled me to the family’s shared hut closing the beaded doors behind us. He sat amongst the middle along the bedded mats gesturing for me to sit next to him. I hesitated but sat next to him still clearly upset.

He grabbed my hand gently, something he did when he was just worried. “Please just hear me out Luna, I’m worried about you. And you need a strong mate to protect you, I won’t be here forever. I mean I will, if he ever does anything. But I want someone who will worship the ground you walk on, what Neytiri and I have. I want that for you”.

I grabbed his hand clasping his in mine, looking in his eyes I knew he meant well. But that was a huge load to drop on someone.

“Jake I know you want the best for me but I’m grown enough to make my own decisions. And I’m sure Jiaua will want to choose his own mate as well. And you owe me another plate of food”. Smiling at seeing him laugh, he pulled me into a hug kissing the top of my head.

“We’ll talk more about it. And Jiaua is nothing but honored to take you as his mate from what he tells us. And grab your own plate kid”. He laughed at the look on my face as he stood up straightening his gear as he made his way back to the beach.

‘That prick’, laughing I stood up my hand lingered on my lips thinking of him. Jiaua was honored to be my mate, why? Was he always paying attention to me. And I never noticed? I knew Miles wasn’t real. But I can never get him out of my head, could never not think of him sometimes those dreams felt so real. And it left me shaking some nights when I wake. He wasn’t real, but touching my lips makes me think of his lingering lips chasing mine.

I have to see the Tsahìk.

Standing outside if Ronal and Tonowari hut, I pulled back the beaded door to see her grinding medicines in a bowl. Looking around I notice it was just her self and her babe. He took after herself, his features evident of his mothers then Tonowari’s.

“I see you Tsahìk Ronal”, bowing slightly.

“I see you Luna Sully”, she nodded to me gently.

I breathed out nervously, “You are the Tsahìk. This has concerned me for weeks now, I am dreaming of a man in my past who won’t leave my mind”.

Stopping what she was doing Ronal reached for me to take a seat next to her. Reaching out to her I took her hand as I sat down. Feeling my gut and my back she reached down my braid feeling it. Taking a needle a licking my blood as quick as she picked me. She starred at me with big eyes of surprise.

“Ewya has given you something beautiful child. You’ve a soulmate, someone Ewya has personally picked for you”.

I starred at her in shock, “That’s not possible he’s dead”.

She looked at me unfazed, “He is not dead. Your soul is crying out to him and he yours, that’s why your always seeing him. Until now? I’m not sure. But I would find him soon if I were you, especially come your next heat might be unbearable if he’s not there to help you”.

“I’ve been fine by myself since then why is it a problem now”?

She rolled her eyes, tired of me for questioning fate but she understanding that I had questions, “ These dreams have been vivid ? And I’m sure you’d took advantage of that, have you not ?”.

I blushed nodding yes looking everywhere but her, “ Well if that’s true then he will definitely need you this heat cycle and not in a dream. Ewya has given you something not many know the feeling of, it can be hard to face but the connection is fated and not questioned. Find him, I’m sure your brother will help”.

I shook my head! If he’s alive, Jake will most definitely kill him.

“Jake will want to kill him Ronal”!

Her eyes shook no with her hands as she shushed my words, “Your brother kills or harms him also comes to you. And your brother loves you Luna, you will be fine I’m sure. It’s Ewya way, she has decided”.

I nodded my head bowing slightly as I stood thanking Ronal for her help. As I stood up to leave the hut I pulled back the beaded door to step out.

I made my way back to my hut, no longer hungry at the lost of appetite of sour news. Finding my mate was supposed to be a beautiful thing.

No arrangements!

First Jake now Ewya has basically doomed me to die from a man who caused nothing but trouble for my family, for the clans. Mated to a man I have only lusted over in my dreams to be my chosen soulmate. I pulled myself in my furs on my mat curling up around my figure, as I slightly cried to sleep.

author note: Thanks for the love in my previous post. 🫶🏾