I am blood hungry. Hear me hide.
This is a one shot about the sides being vampires and Virgil finding himself alone and afraid of hurting others.
Warnings for thinking about death (mentioned like twice but not described in detail), blood (of animals not humans), and purposeful isolation.
Eventual Prinxiety mah dudes.
Virgil had been a vampire for exactly seven hundred and forty two days, about two years. He spent the first year and a half alone in a camp in the woods hiding, far from civilization. The abandoned camp that still had heat and running water for some reason.
He often wondered who was paying the electric bill those days.
After quickly finding out how useless real food was to keeping him functional shape, he eventually went out to kill wild animals. Rabbits were a meal. Bears were a handful of feasts.
He vowed to never in his life harm a human for their blood. He hadn't wanted to become a vampire, someone's impulsive and stupid actions caused it. He would never put that on someone else.
He was also very unstable the first few months. He was afraid he'd lose control. Virgil could use a lot of colorful descriptors for himself, even to this day. Killer will never be one of them.
Away he hid for one and a half years. He has a weird mix of very vivid memories to huge gaps that stretched on for weeks or a couple months. He remembers sitting on the floor of the cabin putting blood into jars. He killed something big, probably a deer, and the blood was threatening to go bad after a bit. He stuck the jars into the snow so they would keep. He didn't know if that was how you kept blood, but that was the best think he could think of. Freezing things were supposed to keep them from going bad, right?
Virgil stared at the jars wondering if this is how he was going to live out the rest of eternity. He knew nothing about being a vampire.
Childishly, he wondered if maybe it was a myth that he would live forever. The burning in the light thing wasn't entirely true. He could go outside in the sunlight for a bit. It just hurt like a bitch.
Sitting alone some nights, he secretly hoped he was right; he hoped something would grant him death from this imitation of living. He could feel himself going mad from solitude sometimes.
It was days like that where he wondered where the other vampires were. There was at least one out there, roaming, turning innocent people, killing others. Virgil had almost dry after all. If he hadn't got away when he did he would have been sucked dry he was sure.
One night, when the moon was reaching the end of it's journey across the sky, Virgil heard a light humming. He dismissed it as it faded away, âa birdâ he thought, but it came back in a matter of minutes. Closer and closer louder and louder until Virgil couldn't deny the existence of a potential human nearing his cabin.
What if the owners had come back. Around three in the morning? Unlikely but possible nonetheless.
Virgil couldn't bear to give this place up and be without a home again. Plus, a human would probably have some questions about the jars of blood in their fridge.
So Virgil grabbed a frying pan.
Agonizingly slowly he opened the big oak door that lead to the ground of the cabin. Instantly a smell hit him that scared him so much he loved the door shut again.
It wasn't a human smell. It didn't make him hungry. And it was strong. Like the smell of clean laundry shoved up to your nose.
Virgil didn't know if he liked it or not.
âHello?â A soft voice. With so much care it made Virgil want to curl up and take a nap in this stranger's arms.
Which left of his rational mind rang the alarm bells.
Virgil had to come out. They saw him.
Virgil crept out of his house, frying pan at the ready. He tried to say something along the lines of 'Donât come any closerâ but no sound came out of his mouth. Apparently not using your voice box for a while did that.
Another wonderful thing rushed through his mind at that moment. If this person wanted to take him down, he could not scream, not that anyone would hear him anyway. He was in the middle of nowhere for a reason, but his plans to never be discovered may backfire spectacularly at any instant.
His breath quickened. He was going to die at the hands of this stranger. Probably because he was a vampire. He hadn't even done anything! He tried to protect everyone and look where it lead him. At the mercy of this honey sweet man with the bluest eyes he'd ever seen.
Blue eyes was saying something. âHey. It's alright, I promise. I'm not gonna hurt you. Do you think you could breathe for me?â
Oh. Virgil wasn't breathing anymore. He was also shaking so hard he couldn't properly hold the pan above his head anymore.
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
Virgil was standing in front of the only safe haven he'd ever known in front of a person who made it not so safe anymore. He couldn't go inside and hide. He couldn't attack because he was too weak (in every sense of the word). He was stuck gasping for air and shaking in front of this man who was not human. He could not be human.
After a while, the man convinced him to come with him. Looking back, Virgil knew why he went with him so willingly. He charmed him into trusting him.
Blue eyes, who he found out was named Patton, took him through the woods to a clearing about an hour's walk from his cabin. When Patton ushered him into a grey car and they began to drive away from, Virgil somehow knew he would never see his old home ever again.
They drove for a very long time. Virgil distinctly remembers falling asleep and waking up sometime during the day.
It was light out. He had every reason to panic like he did.
After silently freezing out and trying to shift with the shadows of passing trees and stray buildings, he was made aware of the fact that the light did not hurt him like it should have. Patton, noticing his distress and confusion, chirped, âDonât worry. The windows are ray-proof. The sun won't hurt you in here.â
Which lead to a prompt part two of his freak-out because this stranger knew he was a vampire. Later, he found out that all vampires smelt differently than humans to other vampires. But that car ride was agony.
Patton could have taken him anywhere he pleased. Maybe sent him to be killed for being what he was. Despite Virgil not wanting to be immortal, he didn't want to die quite yet. In human years, he was only twenty three.
Whenever he think back to when he got to what he now considers his home, he will admit he can not remember a thing.
âNo wonder,â Logan said one day Virgil brought it up. âPatton had you so under the influence of his charm, I'm surprised you remember anything from that day.â
Patton put in quickly, âHe was scared! If I just let him do whatever he would have run away and something bad would have happened! I had no choice.â
âOh, I'm sure.â Logan rolled his eyes. Logan didn't believe in charm. He thought it was a violation to a person's freedom of choice, which was true. But Virgil never got around to resenting Patton for charming him that day. It was too true that he never would have followed him if left to his own devices. He wouldn't have had any of the amazing experiences or people that came with his new home.
And he certainly would have gone insane. It took him three weeks to properly talk to anyone in the household as it was.
There were three people that Virgil met in the span of his first week at that house. Not including Patton, who he met already.
There was Logan, the sort of head of the house. He dealt with the taxes and most responsibilities, and kept everyone in check. He was the most reliable and where Virgil learned most about vampires after he got comfortable. Logan had strict routines that he followed to the minute for many things, but not all. For instance, he always gets up and eats breakfast at 8:00, but he leaves a stretch of forty five minutes or so to make conversation or take some time for himself before he tends to his daily duties. Logan had tried to plan his entire life out to the second, but such strict routines were âa combination of stress and boredom that Lo just couldn't handle!â As Patton so eloquently put it.
And then there was Roman. He showed up the day after Virgil arrived, smelling a lot more like a human than Logan and Patton had. He wasn't a human and he hadn't smelled like blood. He never said what he did on the nights he went out, but everyone knew. At first, Virgil absolutely despised Roman. He was full of himself and was often wreckless, jumping from delusion to delusion like a Disney character with an ensured happy ending. But Roman's quick wit and snappy comebacks engaged Virgil after a while. It was nice to have someone to have non-serious and silly conversations once in awhile. Patton was fun, but talked about real issues too often while Logan wasn't fun. He was an infinitely interesting person to engage with when you want an intellectual conversation, but not the laughing, silly type.
Roman provided an exciting break from the world. When he was with him, Virgil could forget why they were all alone on a back road, miles and miles away from another person. Why they weren't outside taking a nice stroll in the warm daylight. Why they had preserved blood in their fridge and freezer alike.
Just as Virgil was starting to get the hang of this whole 'vampire living with other vampiresâ thing, Dee stepped in. Dee was quiet as he was loud; big as he was small. Dee could hide in the smallest of spaces, tower over the tallest of men. Dee scared Virgil. And yet he was drawn to him every time he came around.
Logan said that Dee affected humans the most with his tricky powers, but he also affected young vampires. Newly turned.
âYou and Roman are naturally weaker vampires than, say, Patton or me. We have had much more to develop our abilities and counter powers against vampires like Dee,â Logan stated when Virgil asked about his state. Virgil asked Logan a lot of questions. He has yet to fail to answer with the utmost confidence and sincerity.
Virgil hated the way Dee made him feel. Enticed but cowardly, wanted but hated. Confused.
âWhy does he come here? Why do you want him here?â
Logan sighed and put down his pen from his current calculation of some sort. âDeeâŚâ he chose his words carefully. âDee is not a safe one to be around, as you have experienced. He does not control his powers even though they have grown too large to let run lose like he does. Dee does this because he enjoys the effect he has on people. He basks in the power he oozes. As you can probably imagine, he is a menace in neighborhoods. So, a long time ago, Patton and I struck a deal when he was at his weakest. He can reside here whenever he wishes so long as he stays out of human affairs. It gave Dee a safe place (something he hadn't thought to have until he was in dire need of one) and food if he so desires it. He has avoided humans for twenty years now.â
Virgil didn't like it, but as he found himself doing more and more these days, he put the humans above his comfort.
After living with Patton, Logan, and Roman (and glimpses of Dee) for a year, Virgil began to believe that he might enjoy eternity with these people. Not Dee of course. But the others.
He smiled so much more these days.
It was a strange thing to live with other people. Even as a human, Virgil booked it from his family at seventeen and had been on his own ever since. An apartment here. A park bench there. Virgil found that it wasn't so weird to live with other people now. In fact, he much preferred it to living alone. Go figure.
It was these thoughts, his life story, that ran through his head like a record while he lay on the floor with Roman, both plastered.
Roman stared at the ceiling for a moment before he processed Virgil's words. âYeah?â
âHow long have you been a vampire?â Virgil was surprised that he hadn't asked him before.
Roman rubbed his face. âNo clue. Not super long, like five years? I don't count that stuff. It's sort of sad.â
âOh.â Virgil paused, then, âDo you like being a vampire?â
âWhat kind of question is that?!â Roman looked angry. Or hurt. Whatever he was feeling didn't seem to directed at Virgil however.
Virgil knew a defensive person when he saw one, though. âYou don't have to tell me.â Sigh. âBut I kinda want to talk about with someone. Can I just say something dumb quick?â
Roman reached around on the floor for a discarded bottle of wine. He half sat up, took a swig straight from the bottom and fell back onto the ground. âHit me.â
Virgil, for the first time, wanted to talk about being a vampire. Maybe it was the alcohol talking or⌠No. It was definitely the alcohol. Liquid courage and all that.
âWell, I've been a vampire for seven hundred and forty two days. And I wish I wasn't a vampire a lot. It wasn't my choice or anything, someone just planned to suck my dry and I got away before I died. And I used to really regret not just letting him finish the job.â
Roman shot up and whispered a quick âNo!â then held his head, groaning.
âNot anymore, dumbass. Living alone for a year just sucked.â
âOh.â Roman sunk back down to the floor.
âAnyway, when Patton found me and brought me here I realised that being a vampire wasn't all the suffering I made it out to be. I still wish I was human sometimes, but what the hell. Lifeâs pretty good for now. I've got less complaints than I did before, you know?â
Roman nodded. âYeah. I miss quite a bit about being a human.âHe paused, obviously looking for a prompt. Sarcastically Virgil replied âWhat do you miss about being a human, Roman?â
âIâm so glad you asked!â He said grinning, but it slowly slipped into a pressed line. âI miss being around people all the time. I used to be around people for my job, my hobby, my home life. My world revolved around people. Removing myself from that was the hardest thing, I think. Except⌠no. That was the hardest.â
âWhat do you mean, 'exceptâ? Except what?â Virgil prodded a little. Roman didn't open up often and Virgil was pretty sure that this alcohol was the thing that was going to help him with that.
âIt's so stupid. You'll laugh.â
âI promise nothing. Now tell me!â
Roman made an offended face to go along with his squeaking. âWhat? No! You have to promise not to laugh or I'm not telling.â
âFine. I promise not to laugh.â
âOkay.â Roman exaggeratedly breathed in and out. âI miss seeing myself in mirrors.â Virgil burst into the cutest giggles. âOh my god. You are really the most egotistical person I've ever met.â
Roman huffed and crossed his arms. âYou promised.â
âI lied.â Virgil said. âReally though. You really miss that the most?â
âLook. You know I'm very concerned with my appearance. I used to wear beautiful makeup and do my hair for hours!â âWhy don't I find that hard to believe?â
âShut it. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal to you because you don't really love the way you look, but I liked it. I liked to transform myself into something that people loved to see. And I can't do that anymore.â Roman sighed. âI don't even remember what my face looks like anymore.â
Virgil sat up and gestured for Roman to do the same.
âShh. Just listen to me. Okay.â Virgil touched a freckle on the side of his nose. âYou have a freckle right there. A very cute one, at that. And another one right here.â He tapped a point on his cheek. âAnd you have very clear skin. I know you use moisturizer because it's so soft.â He caressed his jawline. âAnd you have a beautiful jawline. It could cut silver.â He brought up his other hand and gently pulled Roman's face to gaze into his eyes. âAnd you have the most interesting eyes. They look hazel now, but I swear yesterday they were blueish-grey. And they have little gold flecks in them.â Virgil leaned in closer. Into those hazel eyes had the key to so much more than a self-absorbed joker. They had a nervous wonder that dared to leap into the unknown every day despite every consequence that could follow them. They were reckless and bold and afraid all at the same time.
Virgil leaned in a little more. And Roman leaned a little too. Then they were touching lips. Like two middle school girls having their first kiss. Awkward and quick. But it was more than either of them ever dreamed it would be.
"I think I'm in love you." "I think I love you too."
What? Something with a fluffy ending? It's true. I'm back with the fluff. I'm not continuing this, but tell me what you think! Y'all like vampires or nah?
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