Apr 9
is anyone else on this like I’m on this
#back here again#been here for days actually since april 3rd#life altering track I can’t stop listening grind it up & put it in my food nvm I’ll eat it whole nvm I’ll inject it it’s cool#thank you tiff#also can i rant for a second#falling back into old habits feels like shit#not good at all#i know i’m better than this but man#everything is so hard all the time#need to be better than I was before or what’s the point#but better is subjective and that’s what my stupid brain is thinking when i fuck up#what’s better to Sick me isn’t better for Well me#and I want to be well#sufjan mention#that’s his best song btw they’ll tell you it’s smth from C&L but it’s actually the one about being schizophrenic and killing yourself#also why do i keep trying#it’s stupid stuff too#what am I doing this for lol#when people like my stuff with a million tags i assume they read it so if you did you’re a champ im sorry im such a downer#one day at a time#I’ll come out of this okay#everyone will#it just takes time#fml#Spotify
