Eva's frantic and unbridled quest for meaning that has her throwing herself at people and pulling them in trying to see if they can fill the void until one day it's not enough and she kills herself VS Lara's frantic and unbridled quest for meaning that has her throwing herself into service-to-the-people and dissolving herself into the anonymous mass of others in need of help to see if that can fill the void until one day it's not enough and she kills someone else... oh my god... they should be smoking generous blounts together...
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more patho questions to answer if you feel like it!! was listening to some sick balalaika tunes and it inspired me to wonder about what type of music would the characters enjoy, and if they play any instrument/sing
LET'S GO!!!!! OK!!!!!
yulia: CANON (p2) cello player soooo real so so real. so real to me. as I've said I think she could also have learned the piano and/or the violin, as her family was relatively Classic in that sense and she was incited to do Classic "bonne famille" stuff like play instrumence, be educated, read books, ride horses, etc... i think she mostly knows how to play The Classics (Tchaikovsky's Waltz of the Flowers arranged for two cellos, Bach's cello suites,...), she rarely Composes her own things because she's a lil shy to stray away from the paths she's learned, but she's getting there. she likes classical (as an umbrella term, which includes classical & baroque & romantic & impressionist music)
eva: as i've said i think there was a lot of Music in her home but she never learned to play anything; she does love to dance and sing tho, and I think if you gave her a little tambourine she'd shred that fr. she enjoys music that Makes You Move, whether it's waltzes or like very dancey eastern European folk music.
dankovsky: the #realones know he's also a player to me (bonds with yulia over being cello player and homosexual, peace and platonic love on earth). he also learned the Classics (is fond of Bach's suites honestly), but he also caught on a few folk songs his mom (also cello player) played when he was little. he rarely plays them, he prefers listening to mom playing LOL. kinda similar to yulia's ways he's not really into Expressing Himself Thru Musica but then... when he learns to welcome Emotions in his life... compose a little song he can. ALSO into classical-as-an-umbrella-term music. he enjoys his waltzes & also his caucasus folk music that mom and dad were like Listen To This Boy. Banger Of The Decade. he also has a bit of a soft spot for Armenian and eastern orthodox christian music bc it's what he heard some times growing up, and even if he's a convicted atheist/theomachist he can enjoy a little religious art.
burakh: in my own words he "wasn't musically-inclined beyond what he thought sounded beautiful, which was enough", loves music tho and I think that later in life she picks from one of the Brides or kinswomen a little khomus/jaw harp and fiddles with it. you can hear it in some of P2's OSTs, it goes like... byugyugyu... byeuyeuyeu... you know what I mean. he's not good at it for years tho. he also likes to sing. badly. lullabies and stuff... he's into Whatever honestly.
stamatwins: two for one deal, i think they learned piano as kids. if canto ostinato existed in patho time they would have Loved it. they're Also into "whatever", with andrey liking the more Experimental stuff, it makes peter's head hurt. but also peter listens to like. recording of metal scraping together. he would loooove the 2 Hours Of Squid To Relax/Study/Work To | Lofi Hip Hop | Monterey Bay Aquarium Krill Waves Radio playlist btw.
rubin: strikes me as a harmonica guy + khomus enjoyed but he's shy about it. mostly into The Music Of His People (I think he's half-kin did I ever mention it? he is to me it's obvious he is to me but my brain is blanking on the Canonicity of it bc I have so thoroughly put him in the deep-frier), classical music makes him kinda sleepy.
farkhad: To My Me he's cultured and elegant, he enjoys Most Music with detectable taste, listens to things he doesn't even like for like The Experience, and I think he played kamancheh or setar. RIP!
do you have any headcanons about yulia's and eva's families?
yaaa :3 i posted a few already on the yulia hcs post and the eva hcs post but I can Keep going
Yulia
as i've mentioned i see her as eldest daughter/only child but I tend to go with only child.
i think she was relatively "sheltered" as a child, especially cos I hc her as being kind of frail constitution and she would get sick a lot as a kid; so like mom wrapped her up so warmly in the winter even when she could dress herself, not allowed to play outside too much especially in the winter, needed to be accompanied when out, etc. this translated in yulia being more of the Bookish type and defaulting to being in her room and Reading, which is like fine to her she likes it.
i see her mom's side of the family being ukrainian and/or belarusian, her dad's side being from more west in what was at the time the austo-hungarian empire, so like czech, Austrian, slovak... (but I think her dad's side of the family's culture weighted less in her upbringing than her mother's)
i think her parents were very well-read, academics who gave her the taste for books
they were in the upper part of the middle class and had enough money to get yulia some horse riding and cello lessons in her youth (she doesn't ride horses anymore but she's kept playing the cello)
i think her mom did some charity work with some other upper-middle class women, like "getting together at a friend's house and collect clothes and make food for the poor" type of charity work
both her parents knew Very Early that she was gay because she was very chivalrous to her female classmates, had a liking for men's fashion and social codes (taking a lady out, chivalrousness again,...). they're kinda like. 🤷🤷‍♂️ about it.
her relationship is not really strained with her parents but there's a little bit of distance there. they all love each other very much but there's a certain sense of hierarchy between her parents and yulia that was insured from her upbringing, like she rarely calls her mom "mom" and instead calls her "mother". you know? uses formal you instead of informal you with them.
Eva
youngest of 3 siblings so she grew up in a pretty Lively family
very loving but kind of overbearing parents that both her and her siblings would try to escape the overseeing of, so they'd sneak out a lot to meet friends, all three have always been very free-spirited in that way
none of her siblings nor her ever learned to play instruments but they had a beloved gramophone at home and I think they had very musically-enclined neighbors (thin walls)
their house was not particularly small but since they were 5 it was a lil tight for them
her parents liked to go to the seaside when they could and eva developed an affinity for Doing Fuckall during these trips where she would just... lounge on the beach really. love love that for her.
orange cat... the orange cat is vital to the eva family unit
eva sought emancipation very early on, wanting to leave for a high school far away when she was 15/go study in another country even though her parents really wanted her to stay, and she ended up ditching and ending up in Town-On-Gorkhon where she's kinda Finally Free
neither or her parents know she's bisexuelle + they have never met anyone she's been with + she won't tell them. she does send them a few letters a year (less and less frequent, before that it was more) as a way to be like "still alive btw đź‘Ť"
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hi !!! id really like to hear some of your eva headcanons if youre willing to share :))
she's like a babygirl to meeee let me see what i have in mind rn
she's a very happy drunk/tipsy. the giggly type. it takes A Lot of alcohol to make her sad, but when she does get sad... :(
i think she's the youngest of a 3 siblings family, i'm thinking either two sisters or 1 brother 1 sister.
she loves to learn and discuss the arts (including music and poetry) sooo so much. outwardly she has that Ditzy Blonde look and can be a little childish or volatile but she truly does appreciate, truly, fully, the arts.
following that: she loves to sing and being sung to, to dance and being danced to/with.
FOLLOWING that: to me she really appreciated farkhad's company [at least how I See Him] and she loooved hearing him talk about poetry and mythology and the art of persian miniatures.
re: farkhad and her. this lol
she's a huge fan of sbiten (hence why i think she smells of it) and spiced teas and drinks in general. she would be such a fan of chai latte if it existed in 1910.
in general she loves spiced things, spicy food especially. makes hanging out with peter, who cannot stomach something any spicier than his boiled potatoes, always a trip.
you know what i think she likes chicken dishes actually... chicken dishes with all sorts of sauces... yes i'm seeing it
i think she love fucking love syrups. pomegranate syrup, peach syrup, raspberry syrups... those that are sweet and kinda "low" in taste
she's a huuuge huge fan of jewelry. sometimes she doesn't wear much, but she keeps them in her room and looks at her pieces lovingly.
to me she has pierced ears it is Incomprehensible to me that she doesn't have earrings in-game.
she's such a cat person. if she had a cat it would be very fluffy :3
I feel like we all had that one friend that ALWAYS lied in elementary school and I still remember mine was this girl from my fifth grade class that told me she lost all of her toes “the other night” in a swimming pool accident. she took off her shoe to show me and she was wearing a pointe gel pad (silicon padding that you put in your pointe shoes to protect your toes) and she told me that was her stump (it was bright purple and you could kinda see her individual toes. I have the exact same ones). and this is still so funny to me because why would you need to convince just one person that you lost all of your toes?? like, she didn’t even try to tell the whole class for attention. just me. and she did things to prepare to hide her toes. I’m still perplexed.
when I was little I was obsessed with spy movies and basically everything related to spies and detectives and I used to “observe” people and try to solve “mysteries” around my school and I remember one of the “mysteries” I tried to solve was finding out who the kid that always smeared shit on the walls was. basically, I observed that the shit only appeared on the wall of the first stall every day after lunch, so one day I went to the bathroom and camped there for like an hour to see who it was and it turns out it was this popular boy (however popular you could be in third grade) who would come in the girls’ bathroom specifically to a) take a shit and b) smear it on the walls and I now knew who he was but I didn’t tell anyone because I treated it as “classified information” and anyway when I went back to class the teacher asked me why I was gone so long and I told her I “lost track of time” which was a horrible cover because now she either thought that a) I was sick or b) I was the shit Picasso and I didn’t get sent home so I assume it was the latter and hnnGghh in conclusion I was a horrible tiny spy
