#emrayerants

Ahhhh thank you!!

Omg yeah the Akatsuki hair dye incident legit came to me in a dream lol. And like the akatsuki are just at each other’s throat about hair dye. Particularly deidara and itachi. I’m having so much fun with it. 

The traveling with sasuke one is actually a more serious fic (though, let’s be real - I can’t write anything serious to say my life so it has funny moments) that is naruto traveling with sasuke on his journey. and they’re struggling with themselves. so it’s basically a slownburn hurt/comfort fic

Rules: Answer all questions and tag 20 people (though twenty seems excessive so you do you, ya’ll)

Star Sign: Aries, in case you couldn’t tell. 

Height: 4′ 11 7/8″ Though I usually go with five feet bc that’s a long ass number

Gender: female

Birthday: April 18th 

Relationship status: Singlee

Who is your crush: Lol, myself rn 

Song that is stuck in your head: Pandemonium from 25th annual putnam county spelling bee (yeah, it’s a show tune) 

Last movie: Uh, wow. I think the BNHA movie? (it was excellent btw)

Last tv show: Banana Fish! 

Why did you create this blog: I was like twelve, why do you do anything when youre twelve

What do you post/reblog: dumb stuff lol

Last thing you googled: “qdoba near me” - ya girl wanted queso

Favorite song lyric: “I’m not standing still, I am lying in wait” - Wait for it from Hamilton (idk actually this is just a strong guess)

What are you wearing: Work clothes still

Dream job: I wanna open my own pool 

Currently reading: Nothing right now D: 

Top three universes: HARRY POTTER, naruto, and avatar

Last time I cried and why: legit like thirty minutes ago bc it’s been a rough couple days

A picture of me: Go like at my page, or my insta. Or I posted one not that long ago lol 

Ideas of a perfect date: I’m not too picky tbh, it depends on the person. There’s a cool arcade by my house though - thatd be fun. 

A fact about my life: My cat and dog are finally getting along and it’s really cute

What’s one thing you regret: I try not to regret anything sooo 

First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: Anne Hathaway

Have you ever taken a picture naked: wow yeah i love nudes 

Have you ever had a crush: yes?

Have you ever been in a fist fight: Noo, unless like joking ones/recreational tackling count

Have you ever snuck out of your house: Nope

Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back: Oh yeah

Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun: Wow yeah, my entire senior year of high school 

Have you ever been on a plane: mhmmmmm 

Have you ever kissed a picture: uh no?

Have you ever touched a snake: oh yeah, I once got to hold a boa constrictor

Have you ever felt like dying: a few times  

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do: Uh yeah, it’s basically a guarantee I will do it then bc lol thats how my life goes 

Phobia: Tape measures really fuck me up 

Middle name: Raye

Are you a virgin: Nahhh 

What’s yours sexual orientation: pan? bi? not straight? still working tha one out

Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs: I think i drink more wine than water some days 

Someone you miss: It’d be nice to have my Nana around

Favorite ice cream: ....strawberry, but im not a bid ice cream person

One insecurity: anything i’m not damn near perfect at 

What my last text message says: “Well I’m happy you made it home safe!!”

Have you ever painted your room: Lol no, i’d have to take off my winnie the pooh wall paper first 

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex: oh yeah

Have you ever slept naked: every night 

Have you ever been dumped: actually - no

Have you ever stole money from a friend: uh fuck no

Have you ever got in a car with people you just met: lol yeah

Have you ever been arrested: noooo

Have you ever made out with a stranger: .....yes

Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere: Yeah? I have friends?

Have you ever left your house without telling your parents: all the time

Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor: omg yes, i was like seven

Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex: Yuuuuuup

Have you ever seen someone die: Yea, it was not pleasant. 

Favorite Harry Potter spell: Accio (bc im a lazy ass)

Have you ever hated the way you look: yup, but im stunning now so 

Have you ever witnessed a crime: yeahhh 

Have you ever pole danced: no, but i did do that cool like aerial silks thing

Have you ever been lost: lol yea, I’m kinda directionally challenged

Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country: Yes, finally 

Thanks to @kinomiakai for the tag... I freaking love fall <333 

Rules: bold what you prefer and tag 10 people

1. Apple picking or Hay ride (specifically haunted ones)

2. Scary or Sweet

3. Sweaters or Boots

4. Socks or mittens

5. Bonfires or football

6. Trick-or-treating or watching scary movies

9. Bake pie or bake cookies (PIE IS MY FAVE.)

10. Rain or fog

11. Black cats or owls

12. Ghosts or wizards

13. Harry Potter or Halloweentown

14. Hiking or sleeping in (I frankly don’t like either very much because people usually want to hike mediocre places. If I’m gonna hike - I wanna go somewhere cool)

15. Cinnamon or nutmeg

16. Reading or writing 

17. Hot chocolate or tea

18. Live in a cabin in the forest or have it be fall 24/7

19. Candy apples or caramel apples

20. Blankets or pillows

21. Roasted marshmallows or roasted chestnuts

22. Coffee or apple cider

23. Red leaves or orange leaves

24. Braids or bows

25: scent of scented candles or scent of baked goods 

26. Carve pumpkins or make pumpkin pie

27. Pumpkin spice lattes or chai tea lattes

28. Coats or oversized sweaters

29. Beanies or berets

30. Candy corn or peanut butter cups (yeah, I’m gross - I know.)

31. S'mores or apple crisp

32. Jump in a pile of leaves or swing on a tire

33. Corn maze or haunted house (OR A HAUNTED CORN MAZE)

34. Bob for apples or visit a pumpkin patch

35. Whipped cream on hot chocolate or marshmallows on hot chocolate

It’s funny, really. It’s funny how now after years, literal years of me showering you with affection I could barely think of giving myself or anyone else that you decide to give back. Now that it has ended and the world has stopped spinning you want to speak sweet nothing it’s my ear. 

Fuck you. 

Fuck you and your kindness. Fuck you and your compliments and declarations of affection. For six years I yelled my love from mountain tops. I hiked and hiked and even when out of breath I went to every peak so everyone would know how much I loved you. But you couldn’t be bothered to climb a hill for me. 

And that’s fine. We’re done and over now. It’s the end and I silenced my cries and decided it’s better to have loved deeply and lost than never loved at all - which is a terribly cheesy quote if you think about it - and ended things. 

But here you are now. Talking of commitment and love and giving me more love and attention in the past six months than the past six years. And it’s funny, really. It’s so damn funny that I cry about it.