#emo again

everything you had to leave behind has claw marks all over , but do you even have a single scratch

nicky hemmick got himself out of an abusive home and found somebody he loved and who loved him back and then he gave it up to go back and make sure that his cousins didn't go through what he did. that's my one and only take. nicky hemmick you made a home that was safe for two kids who were ready to give up on a world that had only ever hurt them. you barely knew them but you knew they were family so you took three broken pieces and you made a whole. you made a house that was quiet at night, with doors that could lock and a table with food and it took years for them to come around but they did and you waited and you never fucking gave up on them not even when everybody else did. you built them somewhere safe.

stood in front of the mirror trying to wipe the black away from under my eyes thinking it was makeup n it turns out i just have dark circles

Birthday experience literally unparalleled….it’s not about the parties or the gifts it’s about the people who you haven’t seen in a long time giving you a bday call. It’s about friends showing up even though it’s a busy Monday. It’s the neighbor you don’t talk to making small talk about your party. It’s about how there are way more people that care for you than you realized.

I leave the house for one(01) day and the spirit of some long lost creative Gods took hold of me until I am done writing the poems and singing the songs they want me to.