study moods: episode four
odd one out: ugly af fuzzy sweaters and cool socks + pumpkin spice instant coffee + a folk punk playlist + bags under your eyes + scribbling down homework + bullshitting an essay + neglecting your studies in order to do extensive research on legal policies about the rights of transgender students because if your administration won’t treat you right you’re sure as hell gonna fight back + who needs sleep? certainly not you
sweet cream: a cute, comfy, and warm outfit + sitting at the end of your dining room table because the rest of your house is too messy and you don’t want to be stressed out by clutter right now + it’s been a rough day + or week + or month + or few months + but you aren’t going to give up + you just need to be a bit easier on yourself + things will be better soon + eating oatmeal and bananas + it’s the first real thing you’ve eaten all day but it’s a good and healthy meal + and you should be proud you made it + listening to a calm, happy, french playlist + it reminds you of your favorite bookstore + hot tea or coffee + or maybe hot chocolate + whatever makes you happiest + reading your english book + you’re a few chapters behind the rest of the class + but you’re doing a great job annotating it + and you know the next week is going to be hard + but your teachers are being so kind and so willing to help you in any way that they can + and you’re a little bit scared because you don’t want to let them down but you won’t + you’re doing so good + and i’m proud of you
summer nights: cuffed jeans + doc martens + a ratty old yellow t-shirt to match + sitting in the middle of your living room + surrounded by empty cans of sparkling water + a thermos of hot coffee + that you walked a mile to get in the sweltering heat + eating ice cream out of the container + jamming out to anarcho punk + and 80s classic rock + researching all kinds of shit + like southern balkan mythology and folklore + or memorizing ciphers + chatting with friends on discord + you’re sweaty and disheveled + and your sleep schedule is going to be so messed up when school starts + but at least you’re having fun
