#edema

Morning is dawning in harm city And my foot, actually both of my feet are blown up like elephantitis balloons. Looks like I won't be doing much walking today.. When the edema sets in the itching is incredible so im bathing in cocobutter That's our confessional for this morning. I will spare you the pictures. They are almost as bad as my mug. Of my feet, you maniac! not the cocoa butter(vadar voice)The edema is real in this one.

The return of "Luke Skywalker vasilitas." also known by his scientific name, leukocytoclastic vacilitis. According to my lead oncologist, 'exacerbated' by my mutated cancer cells, which are free floating in my blood stream. Multiplying like rabbits. The very mutated rabbit eared cancer cells that are on the drastic increase, each successive blood test, resulting in the hospice talks ongoing at the present. Hence my overall stress and a sleepless, insomniatic night of overthink and revelation. And swolled up feet.

One thing I have been thinking about. If I am going to be making drastically less visits to the hospital downtown. All of a sudden, West Virginia doesn't sound like the death sentence that it sounded like just a few short days ago. There are certainly some drawbacks. And of course losing the manor is gonna devastate everyone. We still have not ruled out saving it. So hedge your bets. The game is afoot. But for everyone it is a relief to know We have some kind of plan in place as far as a place to go. The hospital in Cumberland is a good hospital. You will remember that I did a job there When we had our little Baltimore earthquake. Which I was robbed of experiencing!! riding in an elevator! Music and everything. It was like the star trek turbo lift I got into it, earthquake began, I got out, earthquake had ended. Robbery I tell you. Robbery. I did all the ' pedals on every bed in that hospital building. It is not a bad hospital, not by far. I am not aware if it is affiliated with Johns Hopkins or not. it would be a godsend to me if it is. "What do you mean I don't believe in god? I talk to him every day! "I've got to play peace sells while I'm making coffee!! I will be right back after this musical break!! °°Runs off°° you hear him fall °°but runs off anyway.

Right there in Cumberland, very close over the border, is West Virginia itself. How far it is to Grundy now that's still to be ascertained, but it's not unfeasible to take that highway trip up and down rt 70/68 That is actually even closer than some of the license plates I see in the parking garage every time I go.I have always felt quite privileged about that. So lucky to live right next door. either way, without weekly trips but rather monthly and who knows....maybe I can knock the bear out long enough to show my grandchildren the mountain. whatever may be left. to secure a future for my artemesia and all of my youngers. All whilst conveniently ignoring the sleeping bear in the corner of the room lol. psychotic plans from psychotic minds I always say. have you made coffee yet? don't you think it's time? lol. If you get out of bed now I promise we'll tell nobody you looked at your phone before you got up. Who am I to judge I haven't been off my tablet since yesterday lol. The battle of marathon. strange indeed to find a silver lining in what I'm learning about hospice and what it means for me. It does not mean that the fight stops whatsoever. To know me is to know me better than that. Going down the drain laughing, remember? Never a slave to misery! And never lay down and die. Live streamin the whole way. Your guide post up ahead....... your ghost host, harm himself. hey, it ain't the worst tv you ever watched. Anyway I've in no way lost my determination today. I'm going to live. Much to my enemies consternations. I do not apologize for this. It doesn't change our plan. the live stream will occur. Just later rather than sooner. Sorry for the delay. Apparently I have some shows left in me. We will just have to have a few. Everybody faces their eventual live streamed demise someday. None of us know when. More than a few of us will push the envelope. Where the mind goes the body follows. My mind walks among the living. Pushing the envelope. All the days of my life.

Edema (oedema), also known as fluid retention, swelling, dropsy, and hydropsy, is the build-up of fluid in the body's tissue. Most commonly, the legs or arms are affected. Symptoms may include skin that feels tight, the area feeling heavy, and joint stiffness. Other symptoms depend on the underlying cause signaling health issues such as heart, kidney, or liver disease. Severity can range from mild swelling in the limbs to life-threatening pulmonary edema.

It happened that when He went into the house of one of the leaders of the Pharisees on the Sabbath to eat bread, they were watching Him closely. And there in front of Him was a man suffering from dropsy. And Jesus answered and spoke to the lawyers and Pharisees, saying,

“Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath, or not?”

But they kept silent. And He took hold of him and healed him, and sent him away. And He said to them,

“Which one of you will have a son or an ox fall into a well and will not immediately pull him out on a Sabbath day?”

And they could make no reply to this...