#e.l

Synopsis~ From the dawn of humanity there has been aristocracy. While each group of people -or otherwise- has their own hierarchy the ideal generally remains the same; someone needs to rule. For the illustrious Court of Stars the royalty has remained untouched and unchanging for centuries. Where does a lonely human princess fall in with the new rulers of one of the most distinguished Courts in all Fae realm? And what will become of her if she strays to far from home?

Pairing~ Fae Prince!Bangchan x reader (afab/fem) x Fae Prince!Lee Know

Warnings~ Smut, Fluff, heavy angst, light MxM, late 1700's ish time period, cursing, arranged marriage, prejudice, drinking, and more

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It had been several weeks with the chain, you really loved this group, you watched them every day act like brothers. Always ready to protect a successor or predecessor, you found that awfully kind and even cute.

But you were an overthinker…

and stupid.

You did not want to be a reason they suffered when you returned home.

So you didn’t blend into the chain. You always walked behind, always kept your distance and always kept so quiet sometimes they forgot you were even there and forgot to give you dinner. You acted as if they were a bother.

And they returned the sentiment.

“Thanks” You muttered when Wild passed you a bowl of soup for dinner —you acted rude but you had manners— which he answered with a huff.

You were sitting on a rock outside the circle they gathered in around the fire. Wind was telling a story, which the others had already heard, but the teen’s enthusiasm made them feel like they could listen to it a thousand times more.

Honestly, you could too.

“Ugh, kid, don’t you think you talk too much? it’s like the third time you tell that exact story” It hurt you and you knew it would hurt Wind too. But this was just your life now.

“Shut up, you are not even listening.” Wars argued while Wind had your back facing you, but you knew was now lowering his head.

You huffed, acting annoyed. “Of course I’m not listening, it’s a dumb story, get over it”

“Why are you like this?!” Twi joined in, standing up, a hand on the sailor’s shoulder.

“So you’ll kick me away, that way I won’t be forced to stand you every day.” You begin sarcastically “As far as I know, you are keeping me here against my will just because you’re afraid some lizard may get information about you from me. That’s the dumbest reason I’ve ever heard!” Even if it happened, you’d take that information to the grave, you wouldn’t put them in such a risk.

“Enough! Twilight, sit down! Warriors calm yourself! [name] shut. the fuck. up. and Wind, please continue.” Time yelled before softening and encouraging the sailor. No one dared to point out the usual ‘Language!’ even he sometimes received.

“Nah, I guess you’ve indeed heard it a lot of times” came the sailor’s voice quietly.

You could feel the glare of the entire Spirit of Courage and the Fierce Deity on your neck as you huffed and went to lay down in the captain’s bedroll, not even finishing your meal, you didn’t deserve it.

You also didn’t feel like you deserved the bedroll but, until they could get you a bedroll of your own, they decided that you couldn’t sleep on the floor, so they let you sleep on the bedroll of the person who’ll take the first watch, and when they finish it, they can sleep in the empty bedroll when they wake the next hero up. So the warrior had first watch tonight. They didn’t like you, but they were still heroes and good people who didn’t wish bad on anyone.

You admired that of them. Another thing you didn’t deserve.

Later that night, you couldn’t sleep, but stayed in the bedroll as you tried to. You heard shuffling behind you and light footsteps head some direction.

“Hey wars.” You heard Wind’s murmur.

“Hey, li’l brother, can’t sleep?” answered the oldest.

There was silence for a few moments before you heard the youngest’s voice again. “Am I really that annoying?” The question was so quiet you almost didn’t hear it. Your heart shattered.

“No!” Warriors whisper-shouted “Your stories are amazing and… look, your enthusiasm makes them even better, I feel like I could hear them tons of times. Don’t listen to what that jealous jerk says” Okay, you deserved that.

“hm…” Was the only answer you heard.

“Speaking of, since you can’t sleep, why don’t you finish it for me?” The captain offered softly.

You listened the entire rest of the story (again. You liked it anyways), your heart squeezing even more as you heard Wind gradually speak more excitedly. Then you heard Wind go back to sleep and you let your own eyes fall shut finally on their own.

You apologized deeply. Only in your soul.

You let yourself finally fall asleep, trying to convince yourself that tomorrow would be another day.

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I am so sorry, Wind 😿

(-Inspired for some reason, E.L.)

E.L WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!? I AM IN PAIN PLEASE IT HURTS- MY POOR BABY BOY WIND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Hello, E.L!! How are you?? I used Tarot of Sexual Magick and Oracle of Angels of Love!!

About N.J and you: The Wheel of Fortune, The Judgement, Ace of Pentacles, Two of Wands, Seven of Swords.

You will soon understand the situation between you two. My cards tell me that it will be like a sudden illumination, a fleeting idea, that will help you understand what is happening. However, it is not time to stand still, E.L! It is a good time to act and look for answers you need right now. Your relationship or your situation will improve exceptionally during these coming months thanks to a change in your lives that will give you the opportunity to live a romantic relationship. If you are not a romantic couple, in the future you can have the opportunity to be; if you are a couple, in the future your love will be much deeper than it already is.

Opportunities to continue your relationship with N.J. will appear during the beginning of 2020. Depending on the situation that both of you are currently living, the opportunities will be different. However, most opportunities will have romantic connotation.

However, my cards ask you to be alert. N.J might not be being honest with you today. This attitude could continue in the future of your relationship, since my cards tell me deception and dishonesty will continue until discovered.

Finally, add to your reading that you could both share a karmic bond. The relationship has a lot of strength (especially physical attraction), but it is runaway and very badly channeled energy that could turn against you and harm you to each other. My cards speak to me again about possible betrayals or deceptions.

An advice for you: You deserve love: You are worthy of being loved.

Keep a positive thought about your romantic life. We all deserve to have love in our life and feel loved by those around us. Angels recommend you start paying attention to your needs (especially your emotional needs) and renew any negative thoughts or habits that you might have been dragging for some time. It is inevitable to think, in some moments, that we don’t deserve to be loved after a bad time in our life, a painful break or the loss of someone important. However, this negativity should not haunt us too long. Therefore, angels ask you for more self-esteem and try to create relationships based on honesty and love.

I Heard Roses? I Prefer Red Ones, However, I Tend To Give Pink Ones More Often. - I.H

Yet, all she wears are yellow patterned blouses. Yellow roses, yellow marigolds… - J.

That’s.. - I.H

Drew’ torn one apart once. It made a mess. - J.T

H H He Hey! - D.H

Friendship? We’re not some shitty kids tv show, what’s got you being so naive? - E.R

I Simply Enjoy The Colour. - I.H

It’s a splendid colour. However, violet is much better, don’t you agree? - E.L

I agree with Drew on this. Killing them is interesting. - S.S

WiLteD ONeS - C.S