#dynamicvomit

1. Putting Vicks vaporub on my nose and eyelids even tho that’s probably not good to do. And I’m not always sick when I do it, because I like the cold tingling stimulation when I sleep.

What the hell do you guys do when you can’t sleep? I’m always so tired but get sensory overload at night. And then will feel a sudden urge to stim. and then feel understimulated. I have a weighted blanket but it doesn’t always help. Thoughts? Add your tips for sleep to help me and others pleeeaaase.

and all I want is my pop socket but I’m also stressed about being broke and I want my only incognito stim toy to help me process shit so I can stress less. And not draw attention to myself in public. But I can’t buy a new pop socket because I’m broke :( I hate money. I hate that my job requires daily interaction with new people all the time. And I want my stim toy. Also it would be cool if I could, ya know sleep and not focus on every noise that exists within a mile radius. And on that note WHY CANT MY BRAIN PRODUCE MELATONIN WHEN ITS SUPPOSED TO.

It’s nice to get notes and stuff, but the more notes and followers you get. The more opinions you will hear. If someone is negative towards you, try to kill hate with positivity. I know. BOOOO. But like. That person is lashing out for a reason. They don’t even know you. Why are they being like that? Give them the benefit of the doubt. If you can’t respond in a way that’s kind, don’t respond at all. People are going to be mean. But MOST people are super great. As someone who has been on tumblr since the early days, I’ve seen the ugly side of tumblr has grown because toxic behaviours are fed into and encouraged. Intentionally or unintentionally emotional responses tend to not be rational. And most angry responses are emotional. Don’t take the internet to heart. Even the best of the best is only what people want you to see. A random person on the internet doesn’t know you personally. So try not to take it personally. But most of all, just don’t be a shitty person. And if you have the opportunity to lift someone up. Fucking do it. Cool. Bye.

I don’t share much of my art anymore. And I’ve been feeling pastels. So here is my face in space.

Did a photoshoot with Orenda Photography the other day. We were going for an avant garde look. Also I don't normally wear my hair like this so that was fun. Makeup by me. Pictures by Holly Airola.