#dumping

Bugün hanım hanımcık olduks.💅🏻

Yeah, this is a ship, but she's making the "kill this guy" face like 95% time (Which probably doesn't actually show in this post that much, but it's a stable with me... mm)

older sketches below cut in no particular order... I kinda wanna just dump

I aknowledge all of these sketches have some major problems but I don't have time arrchg ....

some are few months old when I was still figuring out how to draw them, his bodily anatomy throws somersaults as well :-)

ALSO YEAH I said I would make his anniversary celebratory drawing thingy but I HAVEN'T it's been like so long, and when I finish it, it will still be the 25th, not 26th if it was this year

TW: violence

you most likely attract fuqd up behaviour from the people who are the sign of your lilith. Every Aries friend I've ever had has been very resentful towards me, put me down or made me feel powerless. My brother is an aries and when we were kids he would holfd pillows ov3r my face and str4ngle me. Because my lilith is in the 12th house these people get away with doing these things - the 12th is what's hidden/mental stuff. It depends what house it's in for you. LOOK AT YOUR LILITH SIGN AND HOUSE FOR YOUR OWN SAFTEYAAA

Aries is probably the most likely lilith to put you in actual physical danger. & tbh I might do the rest of the signs because now I'm curious but also I feel like i can only talk about placements I have experience with or a connection to but I can try

This placement is literally the opposite of what people make it out to be. Women with this placement can be really overly nice or bimbofy ¿? ¿themselves in an attempt to over compensate or prove themselves to people who call them aggressive. Selfish Or even evil????? Or to cope with not knowing what to do with other people's reactions to them. no matter how hard they try they're still labelled mean, scary, or angry. Or even manipulative/dramatic/divas

They might become fawners. They also might be very understanding/ gracious with dangerous people because they assume that they're just misunderstood like them. And then it turns out they're not misunderstood at all + you're stuck in the cycle of being compromised/taken advantage of/ exploited emotionally or physically all over again. You might have to learn to be + embrace what other people say you are. Or you will be forced to over time, by how people treat you. Either become aggressive and mean, to keep yourself safe. or become aggressive and mean because how of how rough & relentless people are w you. It exhausts you and makes you bitter. Maybe you don't have to do anything though. you're in control & that's why they hate you? Most people are codependant

Might pretend to be less confident than they are because it's 'wrong' for these girls to like themselves even just a little bit. I feel as an aries lilith man it'd be fine to be confident because aries is a masculine sign and confidence is expected / accepted in men. But Michael jackson has aries lilith and people were terrible to him so I don't know. Madonna also has a aries lilith, + Prince

Others will purposefully misinterpret aries in liliths / actions or paint them as a villain, even if they're the nicest people ever. People look for excuses to be horrible to them. People will hold back compliments and affection and be weirdly cold with them. Most aries lilith girls/people are GORGEOUS BEAUTIFUL STUNNING TALENTED. INTELLIGENT but A lot of them don't know it because they're never told that they are. People either assume they already know or they hold back out of spite. Pretty punishment is actually a thing apparently. If you manage to get a good boyfriend and not an evil one then their brothers, friends, dad's, male family members will make up for the lack of toxicity. My ex's brother used to insult me to the point of tears. Then be nice to me, then be horrible again, then I found out he fancied me??????? like what is that

+ His uncle would say sxual things about me, his dad would call me weird. Their friends will hate you but have no reasons when they're asked why. Just pure rage and almost disgust by you. You will never catch me around a man's family or friends ever again because I'm not doing anything that justifies any of that behaviour And IT HURTSSS LEAVE ME ALONE 🚫 another possibility is having men who want to do weird taboo things with you. Unfortunately💔. And YOU WILL be treated like a sIut regardless if you are one or not. People either hate u and want to b4shhhhh ur face in or they think ur so beautiful but don't see you see you. or care to. they hate you and treat you like you're the ugliest person most unlikeable person in the world but then get weirdly sxual with you.

Masculine women can hate you too not just men

Insecurities around being too much, too loud, too everything

Also i find that a lot of aries placements that I meet, aries suns/moons ARE CRINGEEEEEEEE AND AGGRIVATING.So I can only assume that it being your lilith sign makes you 10x more cringe unfortunately which is probably a contributing factor to any aggression received. sorry 👎it's not your fault💔...

People might be attracted to you and resent you at the same time. I have venus + pluto in the 8th house - the house of the fuucked up + aries lilith, so romantically the people who "like" me, hate me too? And treat me very bad either through actual physical stuff or mentally /emotionally they are reckless and cruel. It never fails to shock/confuse me how they speak to me /about me / treat me in general. And I'll never get used to it. People you date treat you like you have no thoughts - no emotions. Or like you deserve to be treated bad. Or like you like it. They're almost convinced you like it

Being used to make other people look good or just for their benefit, being treated like a third party or kept as one in secret can be dangerous for you and again people are reckless with you and can put you in dangerous situations and not care. You could not know you're a third party/ think you're in love and then you end up like Sarah Ludemann, Avis banks , Shanda Sharer

not just violence at the hands of men but because of them

because men = selfish when it comes to you and will often you use you at your expense, not just as a punching bag but for everything 1st house related, your body, to talk to

sxxual abuse & sxxual violence, people will project how they feel onto you & assume you feel the same, whether love or hate. coercion, thinking you're playing hard to get, or just be weird, pure violati0n even if they don't actually touch you

Not just being used to cheat with but you might get cheated on often to the point of mental or physical harm. My ex used to go missing, cheat on me, not use protection and then come back and make me have sx with him. They do not care about your health usually. & like I said in the first paragraph, they even like knowing they're causing harm. S3x might not be something you like even though aries lilith can be interpreted as a HORNY placement because of Mars. You could find that sex is never safe/good/fair for you. or be asexual? Demisexual

Other peoples aggression towards you might normalise aggression in your body + make you develop masoch1stic tendencies, be reckless or disconnected from your body, clumsy, dissociated, prone to injury, it's like there's a permanent imprint of injury in YOOUR SOUL so you're getting hurt often, + accidentally and It loops. Srlf harm definitely. Because Aries is 1st house - your body & aries is violence A lot of aries liliths or aries pluto, 8th + maybe even 12th housers could develop nssi. Or dermatillomania or have chronic pain

aries is war/ bloodshed, so like be careful 😍 rubber band technique u learn when ur 13 use that THIS IS WHY GOING TO THE GYM IS SO GOOD FOR ARIES LILITH GIRLS aggression is normalised in men and but not women so girls have more potential to develop serious issues

You might also have a higher pain threshold

And take a longer amount of time to perceive something as psychically painful

Might have a lot of bruises and not know where they came from, and scars, I literally have scars on my ankles from shaving my legs too aggressively .. I have scars on my fingers, my knees, my toes, my nose, my face, my ears, my back, I have a massive scar on my foot from being scorched by the sun. The back of my leg from standing on a chair and it breaking and STABBIMG ME in the leg I swear inanimate objects are out to get me too❤️‍🩹Muscle sprains, I have a scar on my neck from spraining it and I didn't even know that was a thing. All of it builds up

I feel like this is a death trauma placement too like trauma around death and loss + which is normally a 8th/12th house thing but aries lilith can make u have an extra hard time with dealing with death or unfair/ v1olent d34ths or witnessing stuff like that

And conflict? u can't handle it? or u like it. It could go literally either way, People start arguing and you are crying your eyes out or you're 😜

I Also feel like aries liliths are the most likely to be those people you scream at or hit and then an hour later they diePFFFFDSGSHSF

sometimes people's carelessness with you can be fatal to you /them /others or lead to them being taught a harsh lesson themselves emotionally by spirit or whatever

So aries lilith isn't just harsh lessons for the person with it but for people around them I think

Also i HATE THE COLOUR RED AND IT'S UGLY I feel like signs can be associated with colours and aries is so red. Lilith is "bad" I'm telling u now that's why I hate the colour red <><] >] \[\ what's the opposite of red bloo

I love bluw #

you could be the most honest person in the world but if you have an aries lilith = no, everything you do is wrong in some way and you're a liar every negative adjective ever ++ a bitch. People looooove to call you a bitch MAYBE EVEN IF U R A MAN

stupid b/tch dumb b/tch ugly b/tch pretentious b/tch just a bitch all around

You could also have a hard time making / keeping friends because they end up either wanting to smack you around or fuc ON U

You attract obsession & intensity. Either in the form of obsessive aggression or obsessive lust. The people it's activated in will usually be convinced it's mutual or not care if it is or not. Because I have this placement and venus and pluto in the 8th house I KNOW how bad it can get with this and I can confidently say, it's one of the most dangerous placements in astrology, and isolation is not beneficial for everybody/ can be harmful, for this placement, it's dire, you have to be so careful. I have to keep myself to myself because it's too dangerous for me and my mind especially because I have a fragile mind

Aries lilith might give you a warrior soul but that doesn't make your mind and body invincable

When other people's WEIRD/distorted sides come out it's either completely unprovoked, imagined or projected provokation.. or if it is provoked, the reaction vs the action that caused it are disproportionate. in terms of the aggression+ obsession; you could not say hi to somebody, not see them in passing, not respond to them right away via text, accidentally bump into them, cut ties with them, or anything like that, they go berserk, don't leave you alone or become convinced you're a horrible person/ try to convince you of that. Like I said this is an abuser magnet placement. Especially if you're a woman. It's a masculine lilith, you will and probably have attracted male abusers. Aggression they become convinced is justified. I've had multiple people act like I was "out to get them" when I wasnt even doing anything /going near them/ kept to myself. It's odd. These same people who obsess over you will also copy the shit out of you at the same time. In the lust version you could compliment someone, platonically, and boom they're convinced you want them, baby reindeer style, then resent you for not showing it, or for "leading them on", projection, this is the "someone had Limerence on me - started to hate me/resent/stalk me because I didn't like them back" placement. This placement could also make u a fboy magnet or you attract people who are convinced you want them /are arrogant lol or just straight up delusional. Because what are the most common traits in abusers, delusion, arrogance.

I find that people become really entitled around me because of this placement and then when they don't get what they want they get vicious

The moral MORAL of the story is #golesbian joking even thats probably not safe LOCK YOURSEFL IN A DUNGEON quick

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Hyunjin

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