#drunk rants

I love it, I thought about it constant. I love Faye in live action, frigging hot. I meant, really really sexy. I have crush on her from the moment I saw her in Jurassic.

Thought it wasn't possible that I like Jet Black any more or better, but damn, Mustafa was fantastic, truly. I love him immediately.

I wasn't really care for Spike, in netflix, I enjoyed his character and loves his foodie characteristics. Even novel, cool character.

I loathe Julia and Vicious storyline in anime, so boring. In netflix, was little annoyed of how they kept show them in all episodes, but until toward to end, I liking Vicious. And at end, I appreciate Julia, even if I think she is ugly, I like her as an character in end, that is.

Only bad about it is Gren, the hell, I like Gren in two parter, but wtf.

Secondly... Ed? Ech, can't say from solo scene, I surely she would be better in next season (only in parallel universe *sigh*)

If second season ever in making, I wish they make adapt of these sessions....

-Heavy Metal Queen

-Toys in the Attic

-Mushroom Samba

-Hard Luck Woman

Perhaps 2 parter sessions (or netflix special)- Knockin' on Heaven's Door

Then warp up with julia (presumably kill her)

Gods, I'm playing a dangerous game with him. I fucked up when I started to feel butterflies.

I've lied to everyone, even myself convincing them we're just friends when we did so much more that night. Maybe he was right... maybe being that intimate wasn't the best option.

I can't even look him in the eyes without wanting to pepper kisses along his face, or run my fingers through his hair. I lie and tell him his smirk doesn't make me weak but, every time I always end up with the biggest and dumbest smile. It's so hard convincing him that we're just friends but he plays it off so nonchalantly.

I'm hurting myself doing this but I'm so sickeningly happy that no one even knows what happens between the sunset and just before the sun rises. Every night we've spent together, the more I end up loving his flaws and faults. I look at his imperfections so perfectly. I can't get his touch and sounds out of my head.

Gods I definitely can't get his voice out of my head. He’s always in my head and do close to me, yet so far. There is a lot of distance between us, and I spent so much time and gas to just spend 6 hours with him.

Is that cliché?

You probably thinking I'm a fool. But I don't think you can blame me for everything I'm doing for him. He does so much for me. He tries to make me feel comfortable when we’re intimate, make sure I'm okay and having a good time. He’s so gentle with me, but he acts so tough when we're around others. I'm so glad no one gets to see him the way I do. I'm so happy no one gets to feel how gentle he can be, or how soft his voice gets, or see how sleepy he gets when his head is being rubbed, or how his breath smells when he’s just woken up. There's so much I want to experience with him, but everything we've done so far has been confusing yet magical.

I doubt he knows everything we’ve done has been a dream come true.

Should I list them off for you?

I never thought I'd see the sunrise beside him.

I never thought I would feel his hands against my body.

I never thought he would say my name so groggily yet so happily.

I never thought we'd stay up all night, our hands never leaving each other.

I never thought I would be so close to him, so so very close. I can still feel his breath against my neck and the quickness of his heart beat while I placed soft kisses against his body.

I never thought I'd be able to leave a mark on him.

I never thought I'd be a first for him. His very first intimate partner. His very first everything. I'm the first to make him feel this way.

I never thought he’d let me kiss him because I know he doesn’t like germs but I'm so glad he let me at least plant kisses against his neck and leave a mark against his collarbone. God he doesn't know how hard it was to stop smiling and giggling, I can still hear his voice asking me why I'm laughing.

Ok so I’m finally watching S2

Omfg ok so

Already I’m like

The scripting is so forced yikes

I feel bad cuz I feel like it’s really….fake and artificial and rushed

like way too cheesy

ALSO WHO WEARS ACTUAL CLOTHES TO TRASH CLEANUPS WHY WASNT ANYONE WEARING A T SHIRT AHAHHA I WOULD BE SMELLY AND GROSS

OMG AAAHHHH WHY ARE HER FRIENDS HELPING HER TWO-TIME OMG WHY DIDNT THEY TRY TO TALK HER OUT OF IT

Ok I do love that there’s more Nalini character development / coverage tho

HAHAHA THE ROBOTICS TEAM HAHAH

Also I am just dying at Trent’s characterization cuz he loves wine cuz his dad is a somm no wonder he BARFED

OK ALSO PAXTON IS USING DEVI FOR HER BRAIN BUT SHE SUPER SMART

They both desire each other for certain qualities for WHO THEY WANT TO BECOME

Versus with Ben DEVI AND BEN ARE BASICALLY THE SAME

but like

Do you want to be with someone who has qualities of who you want to become

Or

Do you want to be with someone who accepts you for who you are and accentuates your strengths

WHY ISNT ANYONE TALKING ABOUT HOW PAXTON SHOULD BE SUING THE PERSON WHO RAN OVER HIM

TRENT IS SO FUN I LOVE HIS VIBES AHHAHAHA HE JUST WANTS TO HAVE FUN cuz that’s what life is all about love and life

I love how Adam Sandberg randomly came into the narration while Gigi Hadid was narrating during Paxton’s episode. But also, I love how Mindy Kaling has the power to hire Adam Sandberg and Gigi Hadid (who I’m assuming replaced Chrissy Teigen)

Aneesa is so precious and cute omg

Like she’s just like “I am new and want to learn more about everything and make friends!” And Devi’s being a bitch

ALSO I DIDN’T KNOW THAT NEW MANS WAS ELEANOR’S MAN OMFG OMGGGGG I mean technically he’s not, but I didn’t know he was supposed to be her love interest

HAHAHAHAHAH OMG BEN AND MALCOLM WHAT

OMG ANEESA AND BEN

Hahahahahah

Omg

EWWWWWWWWW EVAN CALLING KAMALA A GOOD GIRL EWWWWW LIKE BARF IMMA PULL A TRENT AND VOMIT

Omg dude nose ring and tattoos at night lmao

WAIT I LOVE THAT PRASHANT BROUGHT DINNER FOR KAMALA OMG ROMANTIC SIMP

WOW BEN WITH THE FAKE TATtoo damn dawg