#drop20in16

More struggles. I am getting me frustrated at myself. Last Monday was my birthday. I ate out so much last week, but honestly, most of the time it wasn't so bad. I'd only say I had 3 really bad meals out of the whole week...and a whole lot more alcohol than I usually have. But I took home parts of most of my meals I ate out, and made decent choices, and logged 90% of it in myfitnesspal. And I went to the gym 4 days last week, which is good. But now I'm even higher than the weight I started at, and I've been so hungry every day this week, even when I'm eating. And I'm so freaking tired. And late at night when I'm hungry in not making great choices, and it's partly cuz i haven't had time to go food shopping and get fruit/vegetables as snacks, and I'm gonna be away this weekend so I don't want too much perishable food in the house. ARGH I am mad that I am struggling so hard to control myself, and I'm annoyed that I'm so hungry all the time, and I honestly just want to go to sleep for like a week!

Struggling real hard this week. My bday was Monday, so I've been eating out a lot this week - Monday night with my parents, last night (Tuesday), tomorrow night, Friday night, and Saturday night all dinners out with friends. I've tried to keep my lunch clean every day. And I've gone to the gym every day, and will be in the gym for at least 30 minutes every day except Saturday and Sunday. But I'm still not feeling great. The food is a big deal and it makes me bloated because restaurants use lots of salt and stuff that I don't when I cook. I try to choose relatively healthy food but also...I choose to enjoy dessert. I rarely have dessert but this week all bets are off. So I'm just feeling a little down because I don't want number to go up but I know I'm not making the best choices to stay on track.

I'm officially down ten pounds! This is what I've been waiting for, i finally feel like I'm making some progress.