Diary005.Feb821.Need to care about myself and make moves.
I’ve been so depressed I’ve been finding it really difficult to care about myself or my life. There seems to not be a point but I need to just work through it anyway.
If I want to date someone worth dating, I need to be someone worth dating. And I should want to better for myself for other reasons than just dating but I have to remember that other people are dating ME too. I need to have something to bring to the table and what I’m doing now is not it.Â
I need to remember to be a person. Have a life. Do things.Â
Go for a walk. Workout. Stretch. Take some fucking advil if your back hurts. Smoke less weed. Paint more. Plan for youtube. Get your schedule on Twitch. GET IT TOGETHER.Â
