#demonteef

Thanks for the ask!

I'm not sure if I have a merch item I regret purchasing. I'm pretty deliberate with my purchases and I try to ensure it's something that I actually like/want and that I'm not buying it because its Ghost.

There are some things I probably need to stop getting. My t-shirt collection is getting out of hand and my keychains together can probably be registered as a weapon.

Copia. It will always be Copia that I wish for in this reality.

Initially when I wrote this question, it included a caveat that you would never meet/know this Papa. The basis of the question was rooted in which Papa do you feel should have a chance to be real, to experience life and all it has to offer. But alas, I didn't want to limit folks and their desires/dreams. I can't pretend that I don't have my own "I have crossed oceans of time to find you" moments with Copia.

@demonteef

aaaah thank you!! 🫶

also i am mildly sad i haven't been tagged but now don't want you to feel influenced to tag me so just tell me what the cheesecake fic is about—

I'm gonna be so real with you: every time I have to tag people I draw a blank on everyone in my life who writes fics, then just start panicking and throwing names out 😔

Consider yourself TAGGED 🫵

Anyway Cheesecake is about someone who's got the hots for Cardinal Copia drawing a sexy pinup of him (a la "cheesecake" photos).

I usually refer to this as "Draw Me Like One Of Your French Girls Cardi," because he ends up sitting for them for another drawing (with sexy results, of course).

And some extremely rough outline dialogue, for shits and giggles

raspberry

lilac

sometimes sapphire mixed with harlequin

HDJSHSKDD I ALSO SAW THE SEAFOAM ADDITION

yeah these all check out 🙂‍↕️ JDSJS THANK UUU THO WAAAH I love seeing u on my dash🥹💖

also maybe once we kill god we’ll find out the truth 🤝

teef beloved. to be cherished and wanted by your side for divine assassination 🥹 i am writing your name in glitter gel pen in a heart inside my journal. grab your sword ✨️🗡🩸