#demitalk

There have been a lot of accounts, both here and twitter, that take porn clips and assign it to the boys

And every time I take a peek at them

I'm always left

Like

So turned off

I'd be interested one second and then drier than the Sahara the next

I know straight porn is mainly for men and people who like to see women be sexualized, but I'm always just so disappointed that people in the lads fandom still take these male gaze clips where its 99% just showing off the women's bodies and just this mysterious disembodied floating dick going into them

Like, every time I think or even hope that I could be attracted to women to save myself the pain of trying to find a Good Man™️ irl, I'd come across a post telling me to imagine Zayne or Sylus and then it would just be a clip of some girl being debased or a close up of her holes being fucked by some disembodied mystery dick and I just recoil in disgust

I guess that just confirms that I'm not into women but I do wonder if there's such a thing as porn for the female gaze, where the focus is 99% on the men in the clips and the women are just an afterthought

I don't care enough to look for it though because the men would never live up to what I like anyway

Audio/drama cds have always been a million times better for me because I don't need to deal with seeing or hearing the women's exaggerated sounds, drama cds actually have a story, and the acting is actually good

Is that because I'm a straight yumejoshi who self inserts and prefers all the focus being on the man? I'd say that's like 50% of it. But I wonder if the other 50% is due to me being demi

Sure, it's hot when a good voice actor makes those sounds, but it's hotter when there's a reason why his character is so enthralled in the scene

Even hotter when it's a voice actor of a character you love, and that attachment and familiarity is already there

It's part of the reason why I started playing lads already being so attached to Rei. I've already loved him for an entire decade before he even existed