The hidden part of ME
Everyone has a hidden part in him ! a part that he never show to anyone . that part of me is unknown maybe because I didn’t want to be close to anyone to show it or maybe l’d just be the type who couldn’t feel love all the way over and keep secrets to myself. the big hidden thing in me is that I have a big space in my heart that l carry it with me everywhere I go . A big space for someone I’ve been in love with since forever .. Tell me , how long do someone can hold pain in his heart ? few hours, few days, few weeks maybe ! but for me many mounths but that seems like forever . I’m wondering huge pain inside me : pain of remembering and pain of letting go... I’m hiding Love and I couldn’t tell anyone even the one I love .There are oceans between us but I know love can beat that and I’m still silent . I changed every part of me I never did that before but now I’m ending up becoming someone I see in the eyes of my lover . How can this be normal? the act that I’m linking myself to such a big suffer! why did I fail in telling you ? why didn’t you come close enough and even closer !? let me see you again ,the last time I saw you is very far away..Perhaps that’s what all human relationships are based on : one of the partners must go away ,must be selfish and unloyal then you’ll find your best luck sweetheart ! because it’s usually the selfish people who are loved the most ! they keep doing bad things and being loved for it. I’m feeling sad because there’s no name for that feeling.. I will always be the same, I won’t change my hidden side , that is the best part in me actually!
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