#deeperthoughts

I close my eyes

And try to go back in time

To think of the exact moment when

I became your after thought.

Was it the time I laughed too much?

Was it the time when I said too much?

Or was it the time I felt too much?

You see because in order for something to come after something else, it had to be before something right?

What have you let take my place for me now to become an 'after' when

I was your always?

Was it before you thought of me or

Was it after you thought of them?

Before or after you stopped feeling and started thinking?

Before or after....

Fearing what comes next

Not wanting to show my vulnerability

When the sky is at its most vulnerable

We witness the change right before our eyes

As the stars appear in the sky

And the sun dips just shy

Of the horizon

So effortless.

They are one.

Can we be like that?

I wonder...

I move an inch closer

You stay still

I don't know what that means

So I look to the sky to teach me how to move

So I can envelope you in the most fluent way

Envelope your palm in mine

Kiss your skin

Like the sun touches the horizon

And just breathe with you

When all of the voices have gone quiet

And all of the distractions are spent

When there are no more late nights to stay up for

And all the deadlines have been met.

That's when the void

Speaks louder than the silence

It takes centre stage

To the captive audience

All of that time you tried to drown it out

With the latest u2 album

Or a forgotten book

So it patiently waits it's turn

And now you find yourself in a situation

Where you have no choice but to pay attention

To face all of those truths you tried to hide

And wished that reality would grip them and turn the tide.

For the void if not dealt with tends to grow

And it's from experience that I know

And I have been trying to come to terms with the fact

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