Today, she told me i deserve better,

His eyes are the color of my name.

I write to rethink and relive every little word or action you ever said or did - every brush of the skin and every letter you ever wrote and composed every comma, every breath, every blink - I write to relive and rethink everything you do and everything you did and then in my darkest moments I re-read everything I ever wrote to revive the feeling of something once had sometimes I even recompose, to show my words how things may have changed how they need to shift their meanings now how words once familiar now feel strange and then I sometimes redo my heart and patch it up for the next time - for a day when I have to write to relive, rethink and revive

في جروح تبانلك سهلَة وتعَدِّي

The game changes when you change the perspective. What if your "I was too young for the things I faced, I wasn't prepared for any of it" becomes "I was chosen for it at an early age because God knew I was capable enough to handle it, I had what it takes earlier than others"? Then what? Are you still the victim or someone empowered from within?