#deancore

Girl dean would be masc cause John always wanted a son , she would start wearing men clothing cause "it's safer if you look like a man" , no unwanted stares etc "you will infiltrate better no one pays attention to boys like they do to girls" and she ends up loving it , thinks its cool

Sam would be fem cause she wants to be a normal average girl , do her hair and makeup, go shopping etc but that stuff doesn't align with life on the road (see all the female hunter dressing the same as the men flannel jeans boots and t-shirt ) she buys stuff in secret and hides it, she alters clothes when she can't find something cute in the thrift store

John would say stuff like "you don't need makeup you should be more like your sister she doesn't need any of that crap" , Dean would for sure say I'm not like other girls stuff sometimes and she would still taunt Sam like male dean does :

"Did you break a nail princess? You're gonna mess up your manicure"

"you can't hunt or run if you're wearing high heels"

And no its not a phase she will not embrace femininity cause that not dean, he has never changed the look or personality to be less stereotypical macho man, stop fighting his canon characterization let dean be the self proclaimed hyper masculine even as a girl

If there was a genderswap episode she still would be attracted to only women : " My love for the ladies doesn't go away just cause i'm one too "

Sam would go change into girl clothes because his male self ones are too big on her frame even tho shes still the same height her shoulders aren't , she ask dean if she wants something more feminine " nah I can still wear mine i'm fine , Jody's a great example that i don't need to change my style to fit in"

Dean " Why do they still think we are queer? " Sam: " I don't know maybe because you're still butch"

to me, fem dean’s still named dean on her birth certificate. there’s just something so her about a girl with a traditionally masculine name. i imagine john really wanted his firstborn to be a boy, and when the couple found out they were having a girl, they decided to give her a boy’s name and raise her almost like one. before mary’s death that really only meant smaller things like putting her in every sport imaginable and while all her classmates were dressing up as princesses for halloween, she was there beaming a toothy smile as the lead singer of led zeppelin. after mary’s death and the start of john’s crusade, that twisted into something more heavy and truly when she began to adopt that oldest daughter syndrome.

dean was that kid who swore she’d never wear makeup, called herself a tomboy, said anything “girly” was beneath her. but as she got older and grew into a teenager, she started to experiment with her femininity and found a lot of freedom and power in it. femininity became her own small way to be her own person in contrast to how john wanted to shape her into the perfect soldier. and with that came an awareness of her sexuality, one that made people call her “fast.” she was the girl who had a new boy thing every other week but the moment they started getting attached, she was ghosting. somehow, no matter what new school she ended up at, there was always a group of girls who instantly decided they couldn’t stand her. warning their boyfriends not to even glance her way, while at the same time secretly thinking she was the coolest person in their small town.