#dazaku

dazai going to far in training. dazai hurting akutagawa as little too much. akutagawa's life ending before it's even began. akutagawa's death being an accident, yes, but a murder all the same. dazai holding his hands over the injury, covered in his subordinate's blood, confused and re-running every second of their session because he should've dodged. he was supposed to dodge! it was an accident. he didn't do it on purpose. and akutagawa is so small in his grasp, so young, so scared in those brief final moments. he didn't mean to!