Hello, how are you everyone?
Yesterday I started the 4th I studied about the random module but I had an anxiety attack and I didn't finish. (I'm better)
Today I finished the random and we started the array. But there's still a little bit left to finish. And during the afternoon I had several ideas of things I want to learn and I had a slight outbreak because there are so many things and how to organize myself.
But something I want to share is that I don't feel like I learn from Professor Angela, her teaching is not bad and she gives a lot of exercises.
BUT my head feels that something is missing and I know that I don't really think with it, precisely because the answers are easily accessible, which makes it easier to procrastinate or, in a slight error, look for the answer (no, I don't want moralistic advice on how this is wrong, I have a conscience, I'm just sharing my logic)
And why doesn't it seem to me that I'm learning algorithms and data structure, even though today, for example, I've seen array.
So, accessing the free university on github (I'll make a post, but I'll leave a link here too) I found the Brazilian version and saw a course on Introduction to Computer Science with Python and I loved it, because then I feel like I'm going to algorithms and data structure, and it's taught by the best college in my country (my dream included)
And then for me to stop feeling like a fraud and REALLY try hard.
I decided to make my own roadmap (not the official version yet) It will basically be:
Introduction to computer science part 1 and 2
Exercises from the algorithm course in python (I did it last year, but I really want to do it and make an effort this year)
And only after that go back to 100 days (but now managing to do algorithm exercises for example) So then it would be:
Another thing I wanted to share (but I'll probably talk more about it in another post) is how the pressure/hurry of wanting to get a job is screwing up my studies.
I WILL NOT be able to learn things effectively on the run.
So I talked to myself and decided that this year I'm going to focus on learning as best I can, but without rushing to get a job (I have the privilege of living with my mother and she supports me) and then next year I'll go back to the call center to pay my bills and then look for a job in the area
I want to feel confident in my code, I want to REALLY know what to do and do it well.
But it won't be in a hurry, so I prefer peace to be able to learn in the best way and everything I want than to freak out and not leave the place.
Anyway, if you've read this essay so far I thank you and I wish you well UHEUHEUHEUHUEH