iii. BORN UNDER THE OLD MOON.
THE WARDEN'S WHISPER: The old moon ascends over Hemlock Grove like a promise, pale and knowing. Beasts begin to stir beneath root and bone. Magic stirs, restless and bruised. Envy slips beneath innocent skin like frost through cracks. And loveâwretched and yearningâlunges for what it once lost, chasing the ghost of a happy ending.
A SHADOW'S CAUTION: english is not my first language, so i apologize in advance for any grammatical errors. please feel free to reach out to me via DM if something is misspelled. mentions of murder, quiet intensity. repressed emotions. magical burnout.
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HEMLOCK GROVE, PENNSYLVANIA.
Y/N sat quietly on the bleachers, her gaze soft and focused as she watched people on the field. Her bright eyes flicked upward as Peter Rumancek rounded the corner, hands shoved deep in his jacket pockets, hair unkempt, eyes sharp despite the slouch in his posture.
She was caught in the space between wordsâlike the faint scent of rain on concrete. She knew the moment she saw him⊠it was a thread of his magic, the one that allowed him to change in full moons. Rough and Wild. Raw and untamed. It clung to him, but not like sweat or fear, more like a heartbeat pressed too close to the veil.
The blue-eyed boy climbed the steps until he reached a spot in front of her, his back to her. A tense silence fell between them. The wind stirred the girl's long hair, brushing it into her face before she tucked it behind her ear with irritation.
Peter's scent filled her senses, something like ash and pine⊠like full moons and old promises. She blinked hard, struggling to maintain her composure.
âHe doesnât know.â A whisper. Low, composed. Peter snorted, instinct prickling on his neck, something in her magic shifted. âI saw you staring at him after first period⊠and I know what you are.â
Her amber eyes gazed at the sky âas like it had been whispering a secret to her.
Cloudy. Gray. Conflicted.
âDidnât know you could speak.â Rumancek muttered, knowing she was waiting for him to turn around.
Peter lifted his chin slightly, something flickering in his expressionâsurprise? Concern?
âHe has an idea, maybe. But heâs not completely certain yet.â The witch retorted, ignoring his words.
âWhy do you care? At some point, your brother will rip his head off either way. You donât even look in his direction.â She shouldâve flinched at his words, denied it. Instead, she looked past him, to the treeline beyond the schoolyard. âAnd yet, itâs like you protect him in silence.â
His voice was gentler now, less guarded.
Y/N's jaw tightened. âAel is complicated, but heâs not a murderer.â Her voice broke slightly at the edges, but she steadied herself.
Ah, there it was. She didnât deny it. Peter finally turned around, looking at her, lowering his voice.
âHe will know his true nature. You already know yours⊠I know mine.â His eyes pierced hers. âThe real question is: are you ready to protect him from your brother, or worseâhimself?â
Y/N looked up at him, bitterly. For a moment, neither spoke. The trees behind her groaned faintly as the wind picked up.
The wind grew stronger⊠and angry.
Somewhere on the field, Roman Godfrey had been standing for a while, holding a conversation with a girl. His eyes tracked Rumancek speaking with the younger Darkhaven.
His jaw clenched. His eyes darkened. Grasping the back of the brunetteâs head, his lips crashing to hers.
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Bare feet stepped onto the cold stone floor of the Darkhaven greenhouse, sunlight shining through the windows, painting golden patterns across the twinsâ faces. Y/N smiled softly, sitting in front of them on the floor, her black skirt between her legs. Her sleeves were rolled up, fingers smudged with charcoal and ash. Gael was arguing with a jar of moon salt that refused to open, while Gaia tried to coax a patch of forget-me-nots to dance in their pot.
âFocus.â Y/N murmured, not looking up. âYouâre feeding the plant too much emotion. I can feel it from a mile away.â
âBut Iâm happy.â Gaia whined.
Y/N sighed. âThen itâs going to bloom until it burns itself out.â
The flower burst suddenlyâcolor spiraling into silver mistâthen vanished. Gaia frowned.
âTold you.â Y/N whispered, looking up. âLetâs try again, shall we?â She stood, taking three clay pots and placing them on the floor.
âWhy three?â Gael asked, still wrestling with the jar.
âWell⊠you two are going to bloom a flower each, and then youâre going to bloom one together.â
Gael looked up, her hazel eyes shyly meeting her sisterâs.
âItâll be alright.â Y/N reassured her, kneeling and kissing her temple.
Gaia sighed, closing her eyes this time. A deep breath escaped her as she placed her little hands on either side of the clay pot. Gael watched in silence, focusing her energy on her sisterâinnocent and powerful. Something stirred inside her.
Gael was channeling Gaia, lending her control. Gael, the composed, controlled, and quiet one. But exceptional. Gaia was fiercely talented, yet her magic was chaotic, clumsy, and at times devastating.
In the center sat a single dormant lily bulb, nestled in a shallow dish of earth. It looked simpleâfragile, evenâbut Y/Nâs magic pulsed beneath it like a heartbeat waiting to wake.
âGaiaâŠâ The older Darkhaven murmured, softer now, smoothing the childâs curls with a stained fingertip. âYou donât force it. You invite it.â
Gaia furrowed her brow, tiny hands hovering above the bulb. âBut I want it to grow now.â
She chuckled softly, sitting behind her and brushing a thumb across her wrist to steady her. âMagic is like a breath, sweet girl. If you hold it too tight, it dies. Let it move through you.â
Gael, sitting cross-legged beside her sister, studied her sister intently. âDoes it hurt the flower?â she asked quietly.
Y/N paused, then smiled, eyes glinting with love. âNot if your heart is kind.â
She reached between them and pressed her hands lightly to the earth on either side of the bulb. âWatch me.â
The earth shimmered. Slowly, the bulb trembled. A green shoot pushed upward, unfolding into a long, slender stalk. At its peak, the petals bloomedâa lily of impossible violet, its center pulsing faintly with light, like it had a soul of its own.
Gaia gasped. Gael reached out instinctively, then pulled back.
âNow.â Y/N said gently, turning to them. âTry it. Together.â
The twins reached forward, their small hands brushing the soil. Y/N placed her fingers over theirs.
âClose your eyes. Breathe in. Imagine the roots wrapping around your bones. The petals unfolding inside your chest.â
A few seconds passed. The air shimmered againâthis time, subtly. A second bulb, nearby, gave a soft twitch. It cracked open. A sprout. Tiny, clumsyâbut alive.
The twins were good. Mischievous, but bright. Too bright. The magic ran deeper in them than anyone expected. They opened their eyes at once and let out identical gasps of delight. The sprout leaned toward their sisterâs lily like it knew who had called it forthâand who would protect it.
Her smile was proud, but quiet.
âWell done, my blooms.â she whispered, kissing the tops of their heads. âThe earth heard you.â
Gaia turned to her, eyes wide. âWill it always listen?â
Y/Nâs gaze grew distant, sorrow brushing its edges. âNo,â she answered softly. âbut if your heart stays gentle, it will remember you.â
The twins nodded, standing and brushing off their hands. Gael rushed to the front of the apothecary at the sound of the bell. Gaia followed, smiling. She stood, washed her hands, and joined themâonly to find them in conversation with none other than Roman Godfrey. The lights were dim. Shelves towered around him, crowded with jars labeled in Y/Nâs script: Nightshade, Belladonna, Mugwort. The air shimmered faintly, like the room was breathing.
Like he brought it to life.
âHi, how can I help you today?â The witch murmured, ignoring the twinsâ animated chatter with the brunette in front of her.
âHe wants bath salts, preferably in shea butter and almond oil.â Gaia said, moving through the shop with clumsy but determined steps.
âI feel like eucalyptus and peppermint suit you better.â Gael whispered, eyeing him. âClean, sharp, and unsettlingly alluring.â
Roman didnât answer right away.
The peppermint was biting, cold and precise, like the edge of his smile or the way his green eyes cut through a lie. Gaelâs words brought a strange clarity, a tension that made Y/Nâs skin tingle. Roman Godfrey hated liars. But it was the eucalyptus that lingered in her mindâcool, mentholic, with something medicinal beneath. It reminded her of something ancient. Dangerous, masked as healing. Intoxicating. Unnerving. She blinked, trying to shake the shiver down her spine. Of course, eucalyptus and peppermint suited him. They didnât just suit himâthey warned you.
âEucalyptus and peppermint itâll be, then.â Roman agreed, his green eyes locked on hers.
Y/N swallowed hard. She wanted to crawl out of her body or vanish into the floor.
He looked at herâfor the first time, she didnât seem unapproachable. A blush ghosted across her face. Curls wild. Sleeves rolled. A faint smear of charcoal on her cheek.
She looked beautiful. Human. Too human. Too real.
The door creaked behind them as a gust of wind slipped inâthough no one had touched it. The lights flickered, then steadied. Gael grabbed a green-tinted glass, filled with salt like frost and crushed mint leaves. She placed it on the counterâstanding on a stool to reachâsnapping Roman out of his trance.
Gaia tilted her head at him. âYou smell like smoke and doubt.â
âAnd grief.â added Gael with a faint smile. âThatâs new.â
Roman blinked. âYou two always like this?â
âTheyâre honest.â Their sister murmured, gently pulling a half-filled jar away from Gael before it toppled. âAnd very attuned. Comes with the bloodline.â
Roman scoffed, rolling his eyes playfully as he approached the counter.
âEucalyptus and peppermint. I heard it helps⊠calm things down.â
Something flickered in her eyesârecognition, maybe even pity. âIt helps with tension.â she corrected softly. âMuscle aches. Headaches. Nightmares.â
She was different when Baelor wasnât around. Softer. He shivered at the memory of the girl who once laughed at his jokes. Her gentle voice⊠for a moment, he couldâve sworn it was her again. Roman watched her closely. The way her hands movedâslow, steady.
âYou never used to smell like eucalyptus.â The words slipped from her lips, handing him the pouch.
âYou never used to look at me like I was a stranger.â
âPeople change. Six dollars.â
He brushed her fingers on purpose as he took it. Her hand flinchedâbut she didnât pull away. âIâm still me.â he murmured.
She looked at himâlong and slow. âThen why do you feel so cold?â
Roman left twenty dollars on the counter and walked out. His absence filled the space. The air felt colder where he'd stood, like his presence had taken the warmth with it. And still, the trace of expensive cologne, smoke, and doubt lingered. But even that was
already fading from the apothecary.
Y/N sighed. âLetâs go home.â
She unlocked the car, seeing how the twins rushed to it. She locked up, her fingers stiff from grinding herbs. The Closed Until Tomorrow, Blessed Be. sign rocked faintly in the wind. She didnât rush. She let the night breathe around her before buckling the twins in. Gael was already halfway asleep in her car seat. Gaia hummed a spell-turned-lullaby. The engine purred. The seat warmers clicked on. Piano music crackled softly on the radio.
Hemlock Grove slipped past like a memory.
Darkhaven Manor appeared around the bend, nestled at the forestâs edge like something out of a half-remembered story. A single candle flickered in the upstairs windowâlit before she leftâa silent promise: Come back safe. The gray gates creaked open just in time.
Y/N parked gently, killed the engine, and stepped out into the cold night. The air smelled of pine and winter. She opened the back door quietly, first lifting Gael, then Gaiaâboth warm and boneless with sleep, their breath soft against her shoulder.
Inside, the house creaked around her like it knew them. Boots off. Coats peeled away.
âAnd so are you. Rest.â
Nanaâs voice filled the room. Y/N only nodded.
She carried them upstairs, the floorboards groaning gently beneath her steps. Opening the door to her room, she placed the twins in bedâsoft, careful. They stirred but didnât open their eyes. Y/N headed to the bathroom, taking a long, hot shower. Letting the steam draw the tension out of her spine, let the water rinse away the ache behind her eyes.
When she returned, dressed in fresh pajamas, the room was still quiet. The twins were tucked in neatly now, soft pajama fabric slid over sleepy limbs.
Their mother had been here. She stood still for a moment longer, watching them breathe. Two small chests rising and falling in the amber light. Two hearts she would burn the world to protect.
She moved like a shadow through the house.
And finally, she let herself sink into her bed, the weight of the night settling over her like a familiar cloak. Outside, the trees whispered. And for the first time in what felt like daysâshe let herself rest.
Later that night, the door creaked open without a knock. Neven Darkhaven stepped into the room like he always didâsilent, tall, wrapped in quiet concern. The lights were low. Moonlight spilled across the room in pale bands, brushing over tangled sheets and the soft curve of three bodies sleeping.
Y/N lay in the center of the bedâOne arm curled around Gael. The other barely resting against Gaiaâs leg, where sheâd curled at the foot. A bookâone sheâd been reading to the twins for monthsâwasnât in the bed tonight. It rested inside the nightstand, its spine bent, pages slightly wrinkled.
Loved too hard for too long.
Neven didnât speak. He didnât need to. He just looked at her.
She looked like Gabrielle had when she was youngâfierce even in sleep, protective to the bone, far too tired for her age. There was a line between her brows, like she was bracing for something even in dreams.
He pulled the quilt gently over all three of them. Pressed a kiss to his daughterâs hair. Watched her twitch faintly in her sleep, like a breath caught too sharp.
âLight one above her.â he murmured to the air. A soft golden charm ignited and floated above the bed like a glowing ember.
Protection. Peace. Sleep.
Then he stepped out of the room, pulling the door closed behind him. He made his way to his study, where he knew his firstborn was waiting.
Outside, the wind howled. Something was coming. And the Old Moon would rise again soon.
đâđ»: AAAAAAAAAAAAA, finally an interaction from Y/N and Roman. the tension is risingâslowly, but it's definitely there. who do you think Roman's gonna run into next? our dear and sexy Baelor... or Y/N? guess we'll find out in the next chapter. thank you for reading, liking and commenting âit genuinely gives me the thrill to keep posting and writing saudade. see ya around, my lovelies. đđȘŹđź
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