#dammmmmmn

Rp between me and @soltheunbreakable

Fin was cleaning up Laudanum with a oversized scrubbing brush, the gigant scaly creature with wings seem to enjoy the masage "Sometimes youre a really disgusting dumbass, you know that right?" said the brown troll a with an angry undertone in his voice, while continue cleaning.

Sol let out a hum as they made their way into Fin's home. "Hello, Fin. Bathtime?"

Fin turned around after hearing a voice behind him "Oh ... hey, yeah he did he jumped into a dead -something- and rolled in it." he stopped cleaning his pet and put the scrubbing brush away "Sol, something troubles me ... I heard things, I would like to talk about that." While saying that he scrateched his arm nervous.

Sol tips their head to the side. "Well alright. What did you hear that troubles you?"

Fin sighs heavily "I heard things about you and Milo, that you guys ..." he takes a little break before continue talking "I want to know if this is true, I would prefer to know the truth, Sol."

Sol gives him a confused look before they put it all together. They rub their face. "No, Fin. It's not but Milo has told me he is interested in me."

The Brown troll looks shocked  at Sol, before answering "He dose ... what?" his voice sounded upset, he felt betrayed by Milo. Fin takes a deep breath "Well, how about you? You are interested into him?" He dosent really wanted to know the answer but on the other hand it was better to clear this up for himself.

Sol sighs and looks away before turning back to him. "I would be lying if I said no. But I said no to him."

Fin shaked slowly his head "Sol, Im not sure if I will be ever enough for you, I try my best but ... it doesn't seem to be enough, is it?"

Sol's ears pressed against their head. "What? No! That isn't true, Fin! You mean everything to me!" Sol couldn't believe what they heard.

Fin asked with a very serious voice "You really sure about that? I mean if you need that ... I cant change who you are and I dont want to change it. If Im in the way of your needs, just tell me that." it was hard to say this for him.

Sol nerrows their eyes at him. "Fin if I wasn't true than I won't be here talking to you right now!  I said no to him because I have you! How can you think like that?"

"From all what you told me about your past, thats why I think like this, Sol" Fin stayed clam and continue talking with a lower voice "Needs are needs, if you suffer because of not living them, its more then just unfair for you."

"I'm. Not. My. Father." They growl. "I'm not suffering Fin! And fuck my heats! That is not the problem!"

Fin did make a step back, at the same time Laudanum reacted to Sol's growl and jumped between the white and brown troll, growling back at Sol. Fin starts to pat Laud's flank "It's okay buddy, calm down." He looked back up to Sol "You said you would be lying if you said no, so there are needs." Fin hesitates shortly before continuing "I do love you more then anything else on this planet, Sol. But I have the feeling I need break, I will go on a mission with Mother to the Heartstone in Morelos for a more then 8 months, this might be the best for now."

Sol stares at him in shock. They then turn their back to him. After a moment they spoke. "Okay. See you in 8 months then." They then leave, fighting back the tears.

Fin looks at Sol as they heads for the exit "You can stay here at my home if you want to, my clan is okay with it." he felt very heavy in his chest and turned around, passed Laudanum and start packing his stuff together.

St. Vincent

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