Apr 11, 2025
I dropped everything to draw our sleep paralysis papa-
I'm not okay.
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I dropped everything to draw our sleep paralysis papa-
I'm not okay.
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just the way Mother Mary looked at Sam when she said she hasn't listened to her music since their divorce falling out like... silently wanting to scream because she wrote those songs for you Sam every single one of those songs was for you. calling out to you, seeking you and you never listened a single one? not one word? the devastation that the root of her entire life's work was for nothing like... believing that if she just wrote the right song, toiled tirelessly then she could get her back. make amends. reach her finally but no song would ever fix it because she wasn't listening... god when that realization hits her it's just... GODDDD this movie just gets me.
I fucked up. I have to colour and shade this now
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Rewatching Steven universe post rose reveal hurts so BAD because you realize just how trapped in her own head Pearl is. The last person in the world who knows who she is, what she’s been through, and what she’s done abandoned her, leaving her the last bearer of a secret so large it’s eating her alive. How can she ever truly connect with the other crystal gems when they don’t even KNOW her? What would they think of her if they knew the truth? She’ll never know because that secret will die with her no matter how much she may want to share it.
In “I Am My Mom” she has to watch her kid taken away to be murdered for a crime that SHE framed him for in a round about way. She could save him if she could just find the words. Imagine if Steven had died on Homeworld. Pearl would’ve been trapped with the knowledge that her child died as a direct consequence of her actions, and she could never tell another soul.
It’s so heartbreaking to watch Pearl fight to physically pry her hand away from her mouth so she can be honest with Steven. She can HELP him, but her own body is working against her to keep her trapped in her own mind. And the worst part is the person she loved and trusted more than anyone else in the world did that to her. Even beyond the grave, Rose is preventing Pearl from forming true connections with the other gems.
Rose certainly didn’t “owe” Pearl her continued existence, but leaving Pearl alone to bear her secret was an incredibly cruel thing to do to her. Of course Pearl can’t help resenting Rose. Of course Pearl gets upset when she learns Rose kept secrets, even from her.
Rose wanted to liberate the Earth so she and Pearl could be free of their assigned roles. But to do that, she used her status as a diamond to exert control over “her” pearl. They could never be equal for as long as they both lived. Taking Pearl’s voice is a slap in the face—she’s perpetuating the “pearls should be seen and not heard” power dynamic, even though that’s the very thing she wants to destroy.
It just goes to show how much Steven managed to get through to Pearl, how she was able to quite literally let him inside her head—the place she’d been trapped for thousands of years.
god I just want to have his boot on the back of my headdddddddddddddd
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