#daisydenimsdiary

I just wanna cut off everyone —all of my friends and family everyone that knows me. It’s like I have the urge to disappear—not be forgotten, but live as a memory in their heads. I hate the image that they have of me. I wanna go far away n create the image I want for myself not the image others want for me.

it’s hard to be cooler than any guy ive ever met

born to be a lamb forced to be a girl :(

I don’t get it everyone is so mean and rude and cruel. Why do i seem to be the only sensitive person out of everyone I know? Their bitterness rubs off on me like a sickness and I can’t seem to scrub it off. Their own self-loathing makes them project onto others which—by default of being around them—makes me project a sort of rudeness onto others; even if not to their faces. A secret I feel I hide. A guy told me once that I was naive for being kind and seeing the good in people right away. Why is being gentle and nice to others naivety? Why does this world hate yet crave kindness? Perhaps it is a paradox.

born to frolic, forced to work </3

I just want time to pause so I can sleep for years but not miss anything

so excited <333 gonna get wine drunk at beach with my friends n watch horror movies when we get back home <333