OMG I AM ABOUT TO START BAWLING. HOLY BLOODY CRAP!!
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I REALLY did not expect this!!
To be completely honest with y'all today, I have not been doing very well mentally. To the point where I'm hoping to start therapy soon.
For about three months to be exact.
Some days (today included) I've woken up with such a heavy weight on my chest and lack of motivation to do anything. Doesn't help I haven't been sleeping very well either.
This year has got to the worst it's ever been for me. Heck, I haven't been training. At all. I've been hiding away and not getting shredded like the badass b I'm supposed to be for the fandom. Sensei Guy-Man would be very dissapointed.
But sometimes it hits me. I can never get over how many awesome people I've met on Tumblr and online. Me, the quiet nerdy bookworm who never speaks. I'm incredibly grateful for that.
@almost-convinced-i-am-real I love you and consider you one of my best ever online friends!! Even if I barely talk and ghost everyone and just be that crazy goblin womanchild who's just there with her insane headcanons, you are also so sweet to me! You are a beautiful person and I'm sure if we ever met irl we'd get on super well! Thank you for being one of my best Dafters in the fandom!! 🥰
Seriously, us OGs need to get together for a reunion sometime. I miss you all.
Yours,
Britkunoichi92 aka Phoebe x 💖
