The Brit Shinobi🇬🇧⚔

I'm an only child too, except my parents weren't exactly supportive. One yeeted the moment I was spawned, the other was an emotionally abusive alcoholic.

Anyway, I was always a shy nerdy kid. I got into reading at a very young age. Lord Of The Rings and stuff. I was always fascinated by fantasy stuff. And natural science. And I was mythology nerd kid. Explains a lot, actually. I got into Pokémon when I was 6, though I didn't get into the card game much. I also got more into video games, which back then wasn't seen as a "girl" thing.

I always saw myself as a woman, but in a unique way. I never considered myself to be gay or queer, because in the early 00s you were straight, or a pathetic weird prude with no life.

Does anyone else notice that thing where you match with someone, you chat for a full day or two, you both do your stuff, give each other space.

And then within the next two days you notice they reply less and less, until not even at the end of the week they've ghosted you completely?

I know I'm a boring, introverted, aroace ass nerd since 2005, but damn. Latest is a very cute trans woman.

I'm open to date other queer women and other orientations, but of course not even mentioning I'm ace is enough to get dropped anyway.

Bi women are awesome and gorgeous, bi men are great, everyone is great, except sadly being monogamous and never coming close to holding hands with anyone means you get ghosted within two days.

Source: being a relationship virgin aroace nerd cisgender woman est 2005. If not 2002.

"I'm aroace and in a poly relationship!"

"I'm aroace and married!"

Meanwhile, my aroace ass who has literally never experienced romance:

(Also yes, I'm open to date men and women despite literally never coming close to holding hands with either. Women are pretty! It's great other aro and ace people can have relationships, but how?? Especially being on Hinge for three years and literally everyone is fake, gross, and or a bot who ghost you within two days. I know I'm a boring isolated emotionless introverted nerd with no life, but HUH??)